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Survival of the Afghan....Sisters Live On.....
November 3, 2006
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((((ARMY))))

I am so fucking glad to see you!!! You had me very worried!! How are you??

November 3, 2006
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to be honest not good. I'm california whatever that is? Pacific? 3 hours from east coast not sure central.

November 3, 2006
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MICH, WHAT IS TOO LATE!!! OMG

November 3, 2006
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If you guys are in the middle of something I;ll come back, but can't read 100 post right now,...

November 3, 2006
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I already did it...

November 3, 2006
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Army,
Can you go to your thread? I'll meet you over there.

November 3, 2006
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MICH,

What did you do? Where?

November 3, 2006
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Here at my house, on MY body

November 3, 2006
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SORRY ARMY, DO NOT LEAVE,,,BEEN WANTING SO BADLY TO HEAR FROM YOU, TALK TO US...I AM ADD, I CAN HANDLE IT...

MICH, please tell me when, what exactly you did, and if you know the reason why...this is important to me...i am not telling you what to do, i would just like you to tell me because i love you..

November 3, 2006
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Mich, what did you do?!

November 3, 2006
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Mich,

I need you to tell me where on your body, and how badly.

November 3, 2006
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I will make myself feel one way or the other...PAIN, that is what I deserve....

November 3, 2006
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(((Mich)))

You do not deserve pain. You NEVER deserve pain. You are a beautiful person.

What do you need to feel? Has the emotional overlaod made you feel numb?

November 4, 2006
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sorry mich that I was not there for you...I am so so sorry...I am feeling your pain, crying a lot now...didn't want anyone i love to do what i did...mich, it can easily become an addiction...I have scars all over the inside of my arms...I was embarrassed when I had the bloodwork, made up lies, etc.

mich, please talk to me...

November 4, 2006
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It actually felt kind of good, I am sure that sounds kind of sick, but it really did...

November 4, 2006
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yes mich, i know it feels good, it is a release...mich, I KNOW...I did it when I was in overload went numb like jen said,,,need to get the pain out...yet at other times, I did it to punish myself...mich, I understand, i can't fuss...I still fight it...LL knows...we just don't talk about it...

November 4, 2006
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See, gg, I managed to scare away Cyn, Army, and Jen. I am so f*cked up dude. LL is gonna hate me...Whatever...I have to deal with this pain somehow...Not sure how I Will explain it to my husband...Oh well..

November 4, 2006
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mich,,i just lied to my husband, don't advice it for healing though...
Please tell me where and with what, please...I will not fuss

November 4, 2006
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I don't want to talk about it...This scares me more because it does feel good, I don't know. What did I do? This NEVER even crossed my mind before today...NEVER...

November 4, 2006
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mich, they said what they needed to say, they shared their love and care for you, they are just waiting for you to talk, my dear, that is all...Did you you feel their care for you?

November 4, 2006
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They are gone, LL will be....gg, are you gonna go too? I NEED to go to bed,,,I can't do this anymore tonight...I love you...I am exhausted..

November 4, 2006
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mich, i just told you and the whole site what I did...i did it with scissors in the bathroom...the bad thing, it got out of hand until one day i just looked at what i had done and saw that it did not heal...Mich, I almost did it twice this month but i am fighting the urge...even locked up sharp objects at school one day, because i almost did it at lunch...i don't want you to start into that

November 4, 2006
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I am so tired GG, see everyone else left...I am sorry gg, Who I hadn't already lost, now I am pushing them away...

November 4, 2006
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I need to go to bed...I can't keep my eyes open, they hurt from stress I think...I love you honey..

November 4, 2006
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have i left; maybe they had to leave...think cyn is helping army...jen, is going through a lot right now, okay

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