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suicide and jealousy
June 16, 2006
4:47 am
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babytina
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so as i was reading the last threads in the days passt suicide and depression has been a common thread. however another common spiritual challenge i have been witnessing lately has been jealousy...I don't understand this green eyed beast..Jealousy between partner after partner..in one day i witnessed 5 couples exchangeing almost the axact same story....perhaps the displays were from the universe so i could be greatful from where i have been and what i habe now....I just don't get it...and the suicide is calling many home.....the question is do people really want to leave the earth or is it that they want the pain to just stop? For me i come from a very long lineage of suicide and technically it's my turn in the 20years to come. however i have don some things to help prevent that tragedy and that is counseling, family, therapy and the 12steps....death calls me home often but im not confident whom is doing the calling or if im just looking for a way to isolate....those days i sleep, read ...avoid using drugs i have 8 years clean and sober a nd using again isn't something im interested in recovering from again...anyways..just wanted to get my two cents out here and say we are allll still of one mind and not alone it's all in how we believe the shallow lies within our minds......stay don't go...be and become free..

June 16, 2006
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Way to go BT and welcome to this site!

Blessings, Ras~

June 16, 2006
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Congrats Bt on your 8 years! That's an accomplishment!!! Be grateful and proud. I myself look up to people that have that many years clean I'm a new booty about a year and a few months clean. It's hard but I'm doing it.

I have also have had the same problems. It sucks when you think nobody understands the pain and the stress that one goes threw.

Life in general is hard it has it's up's and down's. It's just how you handle it. "Life is what you make it" sometimes we all get caught up in one thing or anothe but it's up to us as a person to do the best thing or try to fix whatever situation we put ourselves in.

There are days that I feel like just ramming myself in a wall or just giving up and screaming I can't seem to do anything right!!! But I always take a step back and think and think and think that my kids they would be lost without me, they are what keeps me ticking. One day just One day I will be happy with someone or without. I still have to work on myself a whole bunch. As the years go by I'm getting stronger and more focused the Lord up above only know's what I've been threw and I have faith he has something in store for me to live a descent life and a happy one.

Sorry I'm blabbing on I'm having one of them moments. Gosh so much is going on with me right now and I'm so stressed but stilling staying positive and motivated!

Thanks for listening!!!

June 16, 2006
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Oooops and the end of my post it should say:
still staying positive and motivated

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