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Success, Peace of mind & contented heart
January 3, 2000
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Hi everyone,

Do you remember me?
I was the one who had a bf for 5 years who dumped me, used me, living with my best friend, wanted to die and almost did (I took pills +++++, lost my job,lost five friends in 1 year from cancer, a sister who is terminal, my mother had a heart attack, had a car accident and the list goes on.
Well everyone, I'm not dead. I found strength within myself to let go. It was hard. I found my peace (within myself) noone helped me. I didn't want to die but live and I am going to live happy. I made me happy inside by taking care of me first. You don't need anyone to give you happiness except yourself. It was long and trying, but today I am happier. I LIKE me. I have my own place and don't mind being alone because I am not alone within myself. I got myself a job, fulltime long temp for now, look and feel great. I did what I wanted to do for ME. I met new friends and had a great Christmas and New Years, bought myself a car and am writing my music&lyrics again and singing. I will be recording again and a CD will be released. If I meet someone that would be nice but if I don't oh well, I can live with that. I am not in any rush. So if anyone says it can't be done, well I just proved them wrong. I take one day as it comes. Yes, I do have my moments but I keep trucking and turn all the negatives into positives. I pray to God everyday and thank my angles for looking over me. Take care of number one first then everything will fall into piece. I believe that I lost everything when I gave too much of me. I still give but I take care of me aswell. There were times I did not have enough for food, but I fought all the way and still fighting but I will make it. I did seek counselling but it only confirmed what I already knew I had to do.
God bless everyone who helped me. I now see the light.

January 3, 2000
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That's great cerry. The lessons are hard aren't they, but well worth it.

January 3, 2000
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That's great cerry. The lessons are hard aren't they, but well worth it.

January 3, 2000
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well done, Im so pleased for you cerry, you are an inperation to me and others
Thank you
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January 5, 2000
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Very possitive and motivating!!! Keep it up.You're are role model for us.( Anyway, can you tell me what is the thread name which you have posted.)
Thanks!

January 6, 2000
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Cerry,

Its so good to hear from you, I often wondered how you were doing. I am so happy to hear your okay and going to make it, I knew you could. I also know how hard it has been for you, your a true fighter with all going on in your life. Good Luck with your singing career and please let us know if you have a site where we can hear you music okay?

Hugs to you
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January 6, 2000
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way to go ceryyy!!! ..yayyyyy!! :)) ....really cool...

January 6, 2000
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Well done and god bless

January 6, 2000
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cerry and all,

I'm not here to be a downer, really! ; )

just reminding us ALL (myself SO included here), that we don't 'get' better, we 'keep ourselves' better.

It's an every day job. And if we don't continue taking care of ourselves..............sigh....

we deserve it, so just do it.

excellent work cerry...another happy moment to cry for.

- SC

January 7, 2000
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Thanks everyone for all your kind words and comfort. It has taken me along time to get here but I am still working hard to stay there. "The road to success is always under construction".
I was scared and I am not afraid to admit it. Two nights ago, I did see my ex bf at the community music theater inwhich we did sooo much together. A friend told me that it would be hard to confront him.
Yes, I was scared but I did do it. I walked in late with 300 eyes watching me. I felt great and confident. Many were astonished at how I composed myself with confidence and independance. Not once did anyone see me sweat because I didn't.
After the rehearsal, MY friends and I went to the local pub. I was among friends. My bf was there as well with my ex best friend. They left. I stayed and enjoyed myself. I did not put on any airs of any kind. I was myself and enjoyed the company of friends. My secret which I will share with you all is: The best revenge, "LIVING HAPPY with yourself". I slowly am trusting people but mostly I like me for who I am. I admit it is not easy, but if you try hard and focus on one thing, YOU, the rest will follow in time.

Thanks again everyone,
Take care, CERRY

January 17, 2000
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Cerry,
I am so proud of you my friend!!!!
I knew you had the strength in you to fight! Struggles lie ahead but also happy times! Joy and Pain....Sunshine and Rain...That is what this life is all about, but the key to our own personal success, peace of mind, and a content heart is the way we choose to deal with all of these situations. You have Let Go...and now you can move on and know that no one makes up you....but You!!!
You have learned that all that you need in within You! You have discovered and are recovering your spiritual being..(if that makes sense?)You have choosen the path to FREEDOM....You have choosen the path to TRUTH.....and You have choosen the path that only leads to JOY!! I wish I could Hug you right now (((((Cerry))))))Keep on choosing to be in places and situations and with people where you feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel good and trust in your heart which will tell you where to go! I Love You!

Your Friend Always,
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January 17, 2000
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All you need lies within You....Sorry

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