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January 3, 2006
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thanks for spending last night with me. you're a good person.
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January 3, 2006
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Thanks, found 😉

I'm glad to do it. They say you have to give it away if you want to keep it!

I went and had a really good conversation with my Dad today. Most of the motivation I had was thanks to the thoughts we touched on last night.

It's all to the greater good.

January 3, 2006
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i'm glad u got to spend time with your dad

January 3, 2006
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i figured u would get a kick of how my first post sounds

January 3, 2006
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are u close to your dad
have issues with him?

January 3, 2006
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Yeah - I'm real close with both of my parents now. My Dad was not around for most of my childhood - it seems like we are always playing catch up.

He's got a pretty severe case of depression, and he's pretty well dedicated to it.

Sometimes I can get through to him - today was pretty good.

January 3, 2006
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i'm glad for u , he is in your life
sorry about the depression and your dad. just dont let it get to u

January 3, 2006
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i slept till noon. hah ha. it was storming here. bad. no lights for hours. sat on the back porch and read a good book and watched the storm blow threw.

January 3, 2006
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I'm used to the depression by now. You know how it is . . . ups and downs.

It's a bit weird for me at times because he really doesn't have a life of his own - and doesn't want one. We are business partners and that is his whole life, basically.

Sometimes I feel a bit like his Dad . . . he doesn't really "get up" on his own, so I have to step in from time to time.

It's odd, but I don't want to give up on my Pops - ya know?

January 3, 2006
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Yeah - I slept until about 10.

The storm watching sounds nice.

January 3, 2006
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I just want to be clear about this . . . I love Kudzu.

January 3, 2006
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oh, so u do know where i am coming from. u play the role of parent too.

yes, i know all to well how hard it is to not give up on someone 🙂

does your dad take meds. see someone
has he been diagnosed. or is he just so codependent he lives his life through others.

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ha ha....kudzu...what the ---- are u talking about

January 3, 2006
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Oh yeah - he's been through a few docs. He was on Xanax about 10 years ago, he won't take anymore pills.

To be blunt - he really just needs to put up a decent effort. He knows what to do, he just doesn't want to do the work. We've had many a discussion on this point.

Although, he does kick ass at the business, I gotta say. I think he's just very much about avoiding the pain that always comes with this kind of growth.

You know, the usual.

January 3, 2006
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u cannot do it for him!!!!

like u love kudzu? how much
is this going to be a problem???

January 3, 2006
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It's hard to accept that my personal aspirations are not his, too.

I don't have a Kudzu problem . . . I just use it socially.

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u would be proud of me today. when the lights went out. my h and boys got the generator out and hooked it up and i STAYED on the porch. i kept saying i'm busy or i dont know

January 3, 2006
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dork me....i though u were talking about a vine.

January 3, 2006
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Letting them figure it out for themselves, huh? Good!

Hey, have you ever watched That 70's Show?

January 3, 2006
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what are your personal aspirations????

January 3, 2006
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I was talking about the vine - I went to Atlanta once and remember the hills and trees and phone poles all covered with Kudzu. It looks like something out of a kids storybook, or something. I like it.

No one around here even knows what Kudzu is! They don't know what they're missing!

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yes, why?

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lordy....u threw me for a loop for a minute there. i am thinking kudzu. do they smoke that too??!!??

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yes, it is beautiful. u dont see it to much in the southern part of souther ga anymore.

January 3, 2006
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I was thinking about the episode where Hyde teaches Jackie about "Zen". "Whatever . . ."

Personal aspirations? Experience acceptance. Fall in Love. Travel to various destinations around the world. Invent and license a product. Build my design business. Create my masterpiece as an artist. Publish a book of poetry.

That should take a while . . .

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