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song that reminds me of Zarathustra
January 4, 2011
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Zarathustra: wow first time in my lifetime, heard a guy say sex
is a gift you give to someone. yes its the ultimate gift, how can
you say your not worthy of love..you are the light that shines from
the darkness, believe me you are..Dark!

January 4, 2011
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Z
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Why wouldn't your
name be in a thread here?

You are clearly a
leader here whether you wish to acknowledge or not.

-watermoon

January 4, 2011
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hey
adventura, what i mean by sex being the last gift i give you,
normally sex is the last secret people uncover witheachoher in a
relationship, i can tell you right now only one other person can
tell you what i am like in bed, many people have seen me naked, but
i have only gone all the way with one special phycho bitch. i am
very guarded, and in my opinion you let your guard down in sex,
that is about as vulnerable you will ever see me, my gift to my
love.

and i said i am
not jealous like i dont care if she is acttracted to other men,
there is a differnece if she acts on it, i am attracted to many
women, i dont chase any of them, its ridiculous to expect someone
to not notice someone for their beauty, the question is do they
pursue it, i was cheated on before, and in my youth i blinded my
self, i used to say that i know she loves me because no matter what
at the end of the day she wanted to be with me, and that meant alot
to me, now i know she just used me for conveniance. but lets not
talk about that angelic demon anymore.

in my opinion i
know what and who i am, i am not jealouse because i know if you
wanted to you would leave me, and if i wanted to i could leave you,
people are jealous when they are afriad to lose someone, which
shows a lack of confidence in themself, i am a POSSESSIVE person, i
love spending time with my lady, that was one reason why my last
one ended, hell my FREIND thinks i want to be around her too much,
but i am not a jealouse man, if you cheat, then its over, its as
simple as that, me trying to prevent you from cheating is
stupid.

loving is the
dumbest thing i have done in my life, loving only hurts you,
everyone who has told me they love me has broken my heart worse
than ever before. EVERYONE. if i love you i am setting myself up
for pain, that shows you that i know this and dont care, because
loving you is worth the pain.

darky my friend,
if i am a light then i am a very dim light, wavering, about to go
out, i cannot sustain myself, and when that light goes out we both
know what that will make me, what i truly am, and what i always
have been. darkness.

and watermoon you
flatter me but a leader here? i think if we wish to place rank it
should be to the people who are currently doing the best in self
improvement, which i am at the bottom of that list, or the people
who have been here the longest, in which case i am pretty low on
that list too, you people keep saying good things about me, that i
say nice things to you, dont you realize all i tell you is what you
should know about yourself naturally? i dont say great things, you
give me great things to talk about, what iactually say doesnt even
compare to the raw amazingness you people really are, you should be
pissed that i do such a crappy job at explaining how awesome you
people are. instead you thank me, further proving how amazing you
all are

January 4, 2011
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Okay,
Z, deny it all you want to but I've said it before and I'll say it
again - you have natural charisma. You have something to say and
people want to hear it. That is leadership. -watermoon

January 4, 2011
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charisma huh? and here i just thoughti was full of shit lol
thanks watermoon, you have said it before, and i am sure you will
say it again to me in the future. 🙂

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now
you are fishing,mister. 😉 But that is okay.

someone like you
needs to feel the truth about themselves every once in a
while.

-watermoon.

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the
beautiful thing about truth is that it is different for
everyone.

January 4, 2011
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Zarathustra!!im aware you have so many answers to much of what
is said..youve said your so much in your mind right now, might be
time for you to connect with the the body and soul of who you
are..balance is the key here, maybe you glimmer but wouldnt it be
so much better for you to shine and bring along all who are in the
darkness with your light..dark!

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you
have choices dont choose darkness when you can choose
light..dark!

January 5, 2011
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darky! i have said before that my head, and my heart are two
different people, separate from me, that i have three voices in my
head, mine, my head, and my heart, my head and heart give me advice
and i have to decide who to listen too, and they almost never
agree. but one thing they do agree on, death is not something to
fear, life is horrible. but to be honest, if my pain and suffering
a little bit longer can insure that someone learns from my pain,
and therefore does not have to suffer as i have, then it is worth
prolonging life. i know i will most likely never help anyone out
ever, but the idea that me living another day might help someone
not feel pain is a worthy suffering, it would make taking that last
nap much easier, with a bigger smile on my face, like a well
deserved nap after a long day of work. plus i am a selfish
creature, i happen to love my friend, and spending time with her.
and to be hoenst i still have a small lingering for romance, you
would think i would know better by now to not hope, but hey, i am a
dreamer, might as well dream big

January 5, 2011
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Z:
what you feel deep inside about another person is something that no
person can understand nor take from you. In fact all of your
thoughts are the only real things that you own. The fact that from
day to day you allow us to share those precious thoughts however
base you decide to see them, is the wonderful gift you are giving.
At the end of the day, the end of a week, the end of a year, the
end of a life, what really matters? It's the few moments, few
hours, few days we spent sharing our thoughts with the people we
care for. It's those times when we trusted our family or those we
consider our family & friends with our fears, hopes and ideas.
This is the only part of being human that matters in the end. The
idea that sadly in our present world so few people understand this
is why people are hurting. This is what is missing in our world.
Not the better house, not the bigger diamond or younger looking
skin. Concealing our pain has been something we do so effectively
that those of us who are willing to say what we feel are
ostracized. I have written in my novel how it is an etiquette error
to express emotion. You must not continue to try and to discredit
your feelings. For whatever you felt or are feeling for this
girl/woman/bitch/angel, just please forgive yourself for these
feelings. You will see that one day someone will come into your
life with whom you will be able to share those feelings equally and
you will be so totally at peace. Trust me. Good things are coming.
All you have to do is stay real, just the way you are.
Ad.

January 5, 2011
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again i am repeating this message, apparently when you post now the thread is moved to the first page, if there were any new posts please repost them if you can, for some reason the last posts befor ethe update on the website have not been added, thanks everyone

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