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So today is your birthday....
May 23, 2007
5:18 pm
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D,

I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday, but I cannot reinitiate contact with you under any circumstances, so I will post my birthday thoughts here today.

Though it has been over a year since we last saw or talked to each other, not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of you. Some days those thoughts bring a smile to my face, and other days they make me cry.

It has taken me a LONG time to grieve this loss. The loss of my dream of a future with you. But good can always comes from our broken dreams if we learn from them. And I have learned so much about myself thru this grueling process of letting go of you.

I have discovered that although crying felt "weak", the reality is I became "stronger" for the journey. My tears have brought me healing. My search for "what went wrong" required me to look within and though I didn't like what I saw (initially), it was the ONLY way to grow. Nobody ever said it would be easy. It's not. But the end result has been extraordinary! And if that's what it took...traveling this broken road...to lead me to "this" place, then it has all been worth it.

Though I cannot and WILL NOT ever contact you again, I still pray for you every day. That is my birthday gift for you today. I pray that you will eventually find the peace and love that you so desperately seek in your life. I pray for healing from your addictions that are holding you back from real living.

I pray that ONE DAY, you will understand that the reason I walked away was out of TRUE LOVE for you. You see, I believe that true love is wanting the better good for the other person at all costs. And I could no longer stand by and watch you self-destruct. I don't expect you to understand this kind of love...it is rare...and unique. But,I pray that you will have the awesome opportunity to experience it for yourself some day. It will change your life!

You have to find your own way, D, and I pray each day that somehow, someway, you will make your way to a healthier life for yourself.

I can honestly say that I harbor no more bitterness toward you. I forgive you.

Happy Birthday!!!

May 23, 2007
6:09 pm
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I read your birthday wish and it touched me profoundly because my exhusband's birthday is coming up and I had very similar feelings. I will re-read your eamil again the day of just to make sure that I stay with my no-contact commitment.

May 23, 2007
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(((((Camino))))) Stay strong!

May 23, 2007
7:23 pm
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((plz)) stay strong

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