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sininho has to make more money but has codep issues hindering - any help?
October 8, 2005
10:17 am
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Since I divorced 7 years ago I've been getting help from family to survive. I stayed 1-2 months with each of my sisters. Then about 9 months eating at my older brother. From my husband on his country I got bills to pay and the contract: take my meds as I should, do the therapy, perform in some socioeconomic role and finally find myself then he'd talk about my coming back.

I didn't have many expenses. I got some jogging suits for clothes and some job interviews clothes too. Soon I traded my apple laptop for an IBM compatible desktop and was asked where (in her house of 2 floor, 4 bedrooms, maid's quarters) I would put it. I moved to share a friend's apt. and soon got a job as a assistant to the president of a incorporation? construction enterprise co who was in too many places at the same time (north, south, midsouth, what have you.) I should keep track of the chaffeur and 3 kids with 3 different schools. I should keep track of mow much money he had (in different bills) and if all his prescriptions were in the James Bond briefcase. I should control payments of three houses one abroad. I should guess whether he could ski to get ski deals where D Trump stayed. And he yelled. I can't take that well. Gosh. I was barely dealing with my pain. Soon I had one leg out of the window on the 4th floor at home but decided I shouldn't bother other people with my disgrace. The job lasted two months - co and I called it quits. And so it went with some other similar jobs.

I started translating medical books, then other stuff, but the PC and myself in a really small maid's quarter - it was like a prison with no one to talk to (no phone, no internet). My sink wash the cloth wash basin. I did use the laundry machine which wasnice. Luckily I moved to a smaller town at the invitation of a friend to teach English with her. It went on for almost 2 years and I'm grateful. I now teach on my own rented placed, have a window to the sky and some trees. But the more money I make the more I need a printer, a fax, a microwave, etc. Some of it I got because it was surplus for some of the family. The thing is the rent is high and I feel physically and mentally distressed to run after more students, especially because they come and go. I feel tired. I feel defeated. Like I'll never get out of this. I also feel cheated materially by my husband and my bros and sis's. My parents died. My grandma didn't want to share her 3 bedroom with me. Neither her phone (which my sis paid for). Suddely I got some money gifts from grandaunts abroad and got myself things like a cell phone, a regular line. There are suits from a grandaunt here on what she left for my mom with her use till she dies. I will need to be very careful whether I choose to pay for lawyers I didn't need since I'm out of the suit. I feel overwhelmed. I am going to pay all the bills and see what I can do. Therapy and med's are expensive and I'm afraid to stop. It's just hard to wake up with headaches and get up some days. Tks for your sharing.

October 8, 2005
10:36 am
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wow you have a full plate. Im sorry you are going through so much stress right now i dont think that i could handle it all. Please dont stop your theapy and defantly not your meds i dont know how old you are but there are perscription medical plans out there that you might look into. I think everything would get much worse if you were off of your meds i know i would be. I dont know what exactly you teach now if its english still or what but you might put up flyers around town you might ask your students to ask your friends. You might put an add in the nickle adds or put up an page on the internet. I know that i could use some schooling andim sure there are people out there that could use some too. You are a great person and i sure do hope that things get better for you realy soon hunny.

Love julie

October 8, 2005
10:49 am
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Tks, RW2. I learn a lot from your strength. Posting ads is a good idea. Andd sticking too the med's too. It's mid morning and I feel better because of them. It's just that I wanat to run away from people instead of telling them "come on, guys, time to learn English and have some fun" cuz the reality is many come and have no fun because it's an imposition from work. Don't you feel depression improves as you get job prospects?

Going to get some food. Keeping you in my prayers too. ((RW2))

(*Mamac*) - miss talking to you too.

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