I am going to share the poem "The Truth Can Never Be Undone" with my wounded heart support group on monday and Im a little nervous but I do want to let them in to what I have gone through so I think that it will be a great step in the right direction. For those of you who havent seen my poem I will post it and please feel free to tell me what you think. I need lots of encouragement about now.

The Truth Can Never Be Undone

Young and innocent once was I

Until my nightmare started

A child of three with out a care

Then my innocence parted.

They took from me everything

My childhood, my innocence my all

They gave to me so much pain

With the drugs, the sex, at their call

I was their slave. I did what I was told

I went from child to adult with one touch.

But that touch turned into more than a touch

And it went on for years and years and such

Going to school as high as a kite

With alcohol on my breath

Trying to survive to keep up in school

But there was none of me left.

It was unfair to expect of me great things

My mind was wasted yet no one saw

But I was punished for my sins as they said

And to me their word was the law.

What could a child do to deserve all this?

This isn’t what a family is supposed to be.

I didn’t know that till I was a pre-teen

It took a miscarriage at the age of 12 for me to see.

He told me to say it was some one from school

As he was walking me there one day

That’s when it hit me that this is wrong

I cried and cried that night when in bed I lay.

When the truth came out not everyone believed

I was and am and always will be a liar to some

They want us to kiss and make up. What they don’t realize is

That the truth can never be undone