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Sharing my latest poem with my support group on monday
October 17, 2006
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I am going to share the poem "The Truth Can Never Be Undone" with my wounded heart support group on monday and Im a little nervous but I do want to let them in to what I have gone through so I think that it will be a great step in the right direction. For those of you who havent seen my poem I will post it and please feel free to tell me what you think. I need lots of encouragement about now.

The Truth Can Never Be Undone

Young and innocent once was I

Until my nightmare started

A child of three with out a care

Then my innocence parted.

They took from me everything

My childhood, my innocence my all

They gave to me so much pain

With the drugs, the sex, at their call

I was their slave. I did what I was told

I went from child to adult with one touch.

But that touch turned into more than a touch

And it went on for years and years and such

Going to school as high as a kite

With alcohol on my breath

Trying to survive to keep up in school

But there was none of me left.

It was unfair to expect of me great things

My mind was wasted yet no one saw

But I was punished for my sins as they said

And to me their word was the law.

What could a child do to deserve all this?

This isn’t what a family is supposed to be.

I didn’t know that till I was a pre-teen

It took a miscarriage at the age of 12 for me to see.

He told me to say it was some one from school

As he was walking me there one day

That’s when it hit me that this is wrong

I cried and cried that night when in bed I lay.

When the truth came out not everyone believed

I was and am and always will be a liar to some

They want us to kiss and make up. What they don’t realize is

That the truth can never be undone

October 17, 2006
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oops there is supposed to be a line after The title of the poem

October 17, 2006
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Random,

You have come so far!! The poem is very moving. I am sure the group will like the poem. Thank you for sharing it.

Regards,
Cyndra

October 17, 2006
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Im nervous about it But I sure hope it goes well

October 17, 2006
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Wow, I can see why you would be nervous. This is really deep and personal. Be careful that you are ready to share this much with a group that can see you shaking...and even be cruel if they choose to be.

Protect that vulnerable child within you. Take your time.

October 18, 2006
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thank you hunny. This is a very wonderful and understanding group of ladys that I see. I think that I am ready but its still scary

October 20, 2006
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I have already talked with my counsler about it she is also the leader of the support group and she thinks that it would be good. I am trying to let go of the fear that they wont except me. I know that they will but that feeling is still there.

October 20, 2006
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Random;
Start bye accepting yourself. And as your poem says your innocense cannot be returned but that child that grew up so fast can be a better adult. Why they did this to you breaks my heart and I know this is a very difficult time for you. But start with those baby steps. And what they did to you is wrong and you did not ask for any of this. you can't change what happened but you can inspire many with the poem. Your poem is from the heart and follow it. If people don't accept it, that's there problem as long as you do. Don't be nervous for something someone did to you and for opening your heart to find some serenity in life.

October 20, 2006
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Thank you so much for your encouragement it means a lot to me.

October 21, 2006
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How did it go?

October 21, 2006
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well its only saturday. So I will post back on monday and let you know. thank you for checking in on me.

October 21, 2006
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You are very brave Randy

The ladies in the group will see that and respect you all the more

very best of luck...you are very inspirational

October 24, 2006
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bump for mama

October 25, 2006
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It was very difficult to share but I did it. OF course I paid for it with nightmares but I am better today

October 25, 2006
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Hi Randy,

You Go!! I'm so proud of you. Sharing was so brave and giving of you. You did a wonderful thing.

Regards,
Cyndra

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