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Salna? Are you out there?
May 14, 2001
11:38 pm
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Salna, thank you for replying to my thread (need help...getting scared...friend with the gun and such). I've thought about the things you said, and it makes me feel better knowing that someone understands, rather than pawning me off as someone who gives up and has seen the Exorcist one to many times. Much of the problem is that I know that I have alot to offer the world and that I am loved. I can't really say that I love myself, but I do know that I am loved by others. And those people are a large part of the reason I haven't done anything yet. But, I feel my justifications for not doing it getting weaker and weaker. I've always tried to do the best with the hand that I've been dealt, but sometimes...I just don't want to play anymore. I hear of paradise and eternal love awaiting me after all of this...and I want it so bad, but I know it's the wrong thing to do. I'm just really confused. I'm very angry at the events that placed me here and I feel I don't deserve this. My friend did agree to not keep the gun, at least here. I am grateful to him for that, but he shouldn't have to do that because I can't guarantee him that I won't use it in a terrible way. I try to remind myself that one day, I will be in paradise, but sometimes I don't want to wait.

May 20, 2001
11:49 pm
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Hi frostycub
Sorry i was out of the island for a while, but you have been one my mind.

I am so very glad to hear from you.
I understnad where you are coming from with the paradise and all. But believe me sweet heart. We have pardise right hear we just have know how to get to it or how to enjoy it.

I sense that you are deeply troubled by something. What ever it is, please remember that nothing last forever, no pain no sorrow, not even joy. Things happens sometimes for reasosn unknown, and what i have learnt is that shit happens how we deal with it is what matters. Always remember that.

You know there is something about you i really like. I really can,t explain ti, maybe it,s because you sound just like me when all i wanted was to die a find pardise wherever it is.[smile].
AI will tell you a little secret. I never ever thought that i would ever siad what i just told you, " i never thought i would live long enough to tell somebody else that there is a pardise hear on earth. And if I can find it, I am 100% certain that you can too.
I am happy to hear that the gun is out of the house. You are a strong person, don,t ever forget that.

Please feel free to open up let it all out, we are hear for you.
May God bless you

Please let me hear from you as soon as possible.

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