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Please please be awake someone
April 5, 2009
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I am having a really hard time tonight and really want to cut right now is anyone awake????

April 5, 2009
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I am up. How are you dong?

April 5, 2009
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To say that Im ok would be a lie but I have not cut.

April 5, 2009
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want to talk? Or did you just want to know someone is here and cares?

April 5, 2009
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Just had a flashback and its always hard for me when I have a flashback. I will get over it its just hard.

April 5, 2009
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Sometimes I have to remind myself just breath in and breath out. If you have gotten through this before you have absolute proof you can get through it.

Did you just get up or did you not go to bed yet?

April 5, 2009
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I havent gone to bed yet

April 5, 2009
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Yeah me either. My family calls me nuts! You got plans for tomorrow, well today?

April 5, 2009
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I go to church in the morning I have a class to teach. the kids are going to get me up in 6 hours and Im not looking forward to that it is so much easier to sleep in the day than it is at night

April 5, 2009
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I sleep much better during the day also. When is the world going to figure that out?

Friday I didn't go to bed until 6:45 am. and so when I had to get up for work, I thought about how tired I was and about how miserable I was going to feel all day and I said screw it, I can have a good day even if I am tired. I cranked the radio and didn't let things bug me. I ended up having a fun day.

April 5, 2009
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I do hope to have a good day tomorrow I did have a friend cancel dinner on me though Iw as really looking forward to it to cause I havent seen her in 5 years but she does want to reschedule. I need to try and go to bed. Or Im going to be a grumpy mommy tomorrow.

April 5, 2009
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ty for being here.

April 5, 2009
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Hope you have a good day tomorrow. Pleas take care of yourself.

April 5, 2009
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I will try.

April 5, 2009
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hi random, how are you feeling today? sorry i would have loved to be there for you, because sometimes i feel the same way, and say pls someone pls be awake and talk to me.. but because of my time zone, i find no one.... i know the feeling so much... wish i could be there for you next time.

April 5, 2009
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(((RW))) hope you are well, honey.

April 5, 2009
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Randomwoman2 hope you are feeling more like yourself today.

Here is a part of a song that I like, maybe you might like it also.

God will make a way where there seems to be no way.

He works in ways we cannot see.

He will be my guide, hold me closely to his side with love and strength for each new day, he will make a way. He will make a way.

April 6, 2009
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I am doing a lot better tonight thank you

April 6, 2009
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Dear RW -

Do you think that the disappointment of your friend having to cancel (and reschedule) your much anticipated get together triggered you? Made you feel rejected or as if she didn't REALLY want to see you?

Talking about this may help you understand and overcome the triggers better...

-- Ma Strong

April 6, 2009
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It added to it greatly but I started feeling like it wasn't going to be a good night a few hours before I got her email and the email the feeling of rejection is the final straw I guess.

April 6, 2009
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A root of rejection can wreak havoc in our lives, our choices and our reactions to perfectly normal or harmless situations. You had begun anticipating disappointment, before the actual disappointment (her email) landed. I think you have been so hurt and let down by people in your life that you EXPECT it to steal your joy at every possible turn in the road.

No wonder you felt "triggered" to cut again. But I am hoping that you were able to comfort and talk yourself through the temptation to injure yourself. You have great value...great worth...and you can overcome this root of rejection. So many people care about you. You ARE going to beat it and be free.

Hugs to you,

Ma Strong

April 6, 2009
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Maybe I did anticipate it I hadnt even thought about that. I did not cut I found my dear friend kari online and talked to her until the wee hours. I told her about my cutting the same day I said that I wasnt going to do it any more.

April 6, 2009
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Which was the 13th of last month

April 6, 2009
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I am so glad you were able to get in contact with Kari. She is such a blessing!! And she helped you through a tough spot.

Hugs,

Ma Strong

April 6, 2009
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(((RW)))) !!!

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