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Past life connection?
April 19, 2005
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cuthul
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Ok... no way to not sound like a freak with this one.. so here goes...

So... the new girl and I have always been comfortable.. a strange connection. We were in bed, snuggling, and she brings out my birthday presents.

A kabuki candle, and a card, written on rice paper. Very sweet, just small....

And then, I remember, other notes written on rice paper, how I would treasure them, the beauty of the words.. subtle emotions welling up, a young love, pace of the theatre, making love under the falls, warm nights, being protected, warriors hiding as actors, discovery, loss, blood on my cotton, my heart breaking as I stood defiant...

I was suddenly crying with the loss. I knew I had loved her in the past, I might be able to again.. should I? I had a promise I wouldnt be alone when I needed..

I dont want the past to obscure the future. Are we together again from a past cut short? Are we supposed to be now?

Now what? Thoughts?

April 21, 2005
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some would say yes..but emotions can show up out of no where, esp if we may be looking so hard for an explanation to our feelings...minds are powerful, more than we realize, as you probably know.
Interesting, maybe Ladyv will pick up on this one as she is more familiar with this sort of thing.

April 22, 2005
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On the other hand, all that matters is the NOW, the present, yes?

April 22, 2005
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I'm totally confused by your post. Were you with a woman and then it ended? How did it end? Where do things stand now?

April 22, 2005
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Wow Cuthul - what an amazing moment ehh?

What a memory and flow of emotion. Can you be sure it was the same woman in the past life...or perhaps the memory of another?

You may want to try and connect with Ren'ai and LadyV in the liberation brew page....they have a thread discussing past life stuff that might help you. Ren'ai has this experience too and LadyV is a therapist that I believe specializes in something like this. (sorry LadyV if I'm wrong)

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April 22, 2005
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Thanks for the kind reference, Tracy.

Cuthul,

From my perspective, if you want to better understand you "memories," spend some time in meditation before you go to sleep for the next night or three and ask your "higher power" to enlighten you through your dreams if it is safe for you to proceed.

What needs to happen will.

Love to you,

Ren'ai

April 22, 2005
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What Ren'ai said above does work. I have asked God to show me several times what my brain just does not comprehend while I sleep.
I did receive answers. One dream that I had previously, I posted to Ladyv...it was very interesting to discuss and explore it...but for me it was also an answer to a prayer.

April 22, 2005
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You are welcome Ren'ai.

I'm very intrigued by it all yet have never experiences this myself.

I enjoyed reading your conversation with LadyV. Funny, but I feel almost intrusive for stating that. =)

After my father died I started researching a lot about death. I bought a couple books by James Von Prague (before he was well known) that discuss what happens in life after death and how we are reborn over and over again. I facinated by all of it.

t

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