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Out With The Old In With The New
January 2, 2008
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thank you everyone. I made it through the night. I probably never should have gone back to him after this summer, but the heart loves who it loves. This time I was stronger. Told him I had to set boundaries. I wish he loved me but he didn't.

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January 2, 2008
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What I really wish is that instead of being so passive about this whole thing I had a good mad on. With a head full of steam I could probably make it through a little better, but instead I am licking my wounds like a wounded puppy/kitten.

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January 2, 2008
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January 2, 2008
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Today I consoled myself my listening to Carrie Underwood. THE NEXT TIME HE CHEATS IT WON'T BE ON ME!!!!!

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January 2, 2008
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((Bitsy)) Many hugs to you sweetheart

January 2, 2008
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Thank you. Walking away from him is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. He drove by on the highway in front of where I work today and I saw him talking on his cell phone. This is a major road in our area so it wasn't like he had a choice if he wanted to get anywhere. I yearned to talk to him but didn't. Even through all this crap I know I still love him. I don't know what it's going to take but everyone I know in real life and everyone I know here tells me it will get easier and I just have to keep hoping that is so. I finally understand one day at a time. That is all I can hope for right now.

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January 3, 2008
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Well here I am starting day 3 of detox. My grandmother's funeral is today.

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January 4, 2008
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Last night was not as hard as I thought it would be. Of course I was exhausted and fell into the bed. I haven't heard from him and am now realizing just how unimportantant I was too him. I still don't understand why when I was gone this past summer he wanted me back just to put me through more hell and cheat on me again. I had thought we were really working things out and trying to be open and honest , then this. Who knows why they do the things they do.

Bitsy

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