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June 2, 2009
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mitzy
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i have been stripped of everything there is nothing left i dont want to do this anymore, everyone is leaving me and i am chasing them away anyway, i trust no one, i am fearfull, have to be alert, my mind is already taken, my body too, there is nothing left i dont have a soul so that is not there, just an empty shell awaiting the vultures

June 2, 2009
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Mitzy I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way. Your shell will fill again, just give it some time. Sometimes we feel empty because we are being given a chance to start over.

I remember feeling that way and with time and trying to work through my issues, I'm getting better. Not better yet by far, but getting better with each new day.

Do you want to share more?

June 3, 2009
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((((mitzy))))

June 3, 2009
4:13 pm
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Mitzy, I have been feeling that way all week. Do you find that near your time of the month it's worse? I know that I start to feel blue and sad around that time and it usually lasts a few days where all I want to do is cry and I feel lonely and as you say, like a empty shell awaiting the vultures. Even when friends try to talk to me it makes me feel worse. For me, I have to be alone. It's a good time for me to read and journal what I'm feeling. I'm in the healing process of loving a alcoholic who has taken everything he possibly can from me and left me with nothing. I'm not sure why you are feeling this way but please know you are not alone. For some reason after about 3 days of feeling this way I do recover and get back to starting to feel normal. Some days are better than others but until we work on ourselves and get healthy we will continue on this journey. (((HUGS))) Share more if you need to we are all here for you!!

June 3, 2009
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no in a way i wish it was to do with time of the month at least there may be a chance for some type of med to work, there is a lot going on just now family wise and i already have a million things going on in my head and all around me, i have no escape only one way out and im trying not to

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