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No matter what happens I can never be happy for long
July 3, 2009
11:18 am
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It seems like no matter what happens in my life I can never be happy for long. Its like happy is a very temporary thing if it even comes at all. Oh I can pretend to be happy and make it very believable but the joy never really lasts. I'm tired of being so blooming depressed

July 3, 2009
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(((((RW))))))

Just a question, hon.

Have you gone in for evaluation for any underlying cause?

Before I had been diagnosed with PTSD and Panic Disorder... they always thought I was suffering from 'Depression' and treated me for that.

But, knowing some of your 'history', you could very well have PTSD with panic disorder. I am not trying to diagnose your problem, but it is worth checking into it, I believe.

(((((RW)))))

July 3, 2009
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I do have PTSD as well as panic attacks and depression. Its not a fun mix.

July 3, 2009
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(((RW)))

PTSD and Panic attacks (or Panic Disorder) and the following 'depression' are connected... a cycle. Being treated for only one aspect of the 'cycle' does not work... I am finding that out for myself.

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July 3, 2009
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And, no, it is NOT a fun mix... it is HELL!

July 3, 2009
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well currently I am not being treated for anything and haven't been for over 2 years. I had stopped coming here for over a month cause I felt like a broken record. I figured I would leave before people really got tired of me. I dunno people in my personal life rarely ever see me the way I really feel. It feels like I should just be ok and not hurt the way I do. So I try and ignore it but then im worse for doing so.

July 3, 2009
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I believe I had this before I was 6 years old... and because no one knew what was going on within my family with my mother... I had learned that I could not fight back nor could I flee (the normal 'fight or flight' reaction with PTSD or Panic...) so then I felt 'trapped' and so I would try to hide physically... and after being 'discovered' and 'punished' for that... I started hiding or going inside of myself...

I am currently seeking help from some organizations that deal with Anxiety, PTSD and Panick Disorder...I will give you any information that I discover from them as to finally getting proper treatment.

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