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May 22, 2010
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GErrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I'm so fustrated I don't know what my next move is. What to apply to for help. What job to apply to, was deynied to my dream job. Feel lost and in the middle of a crap storm!

May 22, 2010
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don't give up Mase.

What kind of help do you need to apply for, if you don't mind me asking?

Keep applying for jobs, don't give up, keep sending out the resumes, the economy is tough out there and there are mannnnnyyyy people all applying for that same job.

Do one good thing for you today!!!

and keep posting, it helps!!!

May 22, 2010
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Resdent treatment program. If I was a drug attic or alchoolic or any other illigal substance I would get help, but no just abused and tourcherd. Trying to get help for years but never fit the mold. This is sposeto make me feel bettter, I think not. I've had my Dr. apply in other parts of my country and been denied there to. I feel hopeless and depressed. Doen't help that I'm greaving too. Another one of my family members died yesterday.
-Mase

May 22, 2010
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when you say another one of your family members......was this your grandmother or someone else "also"?

Have you tried any Domestic abuse agencies?? or just any type of Abusal help??

Maybe find another doctor too, for more help, cuz you should be able to get into somewhere, without keep getting denied.

May 22, 2010
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An uncle, and yes all of them, I'm now on a 3 year wait list! Thats how they deal with people who need and ask for help. They make you wait for years and then you don't meet the crytera because they have changed it while you where on the list.

May 23, 2010
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More useless ramblins and being alone sucks. I guess it has it perks.Please list some!

June 2, 2010
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I feel all alone in this crap storm. I'm tired of it all and nothing seems to make me happy I'm in pain all the time and it never goes away. I'm tired of asking for help and not geting it, Im tired of not sleeping. It hurts to eat. I'm trying to hold it together, but i'm geting hurt from all angles.
-mase

June 2, 2010
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(((Muse))) what is going on that no one helps you? I have sleep issues as well...who is hurting you? Can you stay away from them?

June 3, 2010
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Evey one!

June 3, 2010
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Read the slaching rists and my abuser has died and what do you think and you will understand.

June 3, 2010
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I read some of it...I have some idea where you are...the pain is comforting to you...it is feeding inside of you...feeling safe and having no pain makes you scared...I know that. I self abuse in a another way...but pain is pain and it needs to surface...if you do not deal with that...it will deal with you...I think its only natural to love and miss our abusers...we are human beings with hearts and feelings...some things just can't be turned off cause someone hurts us...but in little steps you can rethink things. I have my entire birth family to mourn. I must let go and move on...hard yes and just cause I have a bad moment and reconnect or miss them does not mean I just give up...no...I put up barriers...you can do that with those who died too...by not letting old thouhts or tapes of negative get into your mind...do as someone else said...just do one little thing once a day...write down things good about you, listen to peaceful music, take a deep breath...its not easy but start small here...hug yourself, buy a pet...talk to yourself...say I love you to you...imagine your little self from long ago...how would you talk to her? Tell her you are good, loving and will be ok..imgine a smile from her...be there for you....hugs mase;)

June 4, 2010
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I feel that I'm too young here and I don't fit in, that other people have biger problems than I.
- Mase

What do I know?

June 4, 2010
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(((Mase)))

Welcome to AAC. Glad you have found this place and are posting here.

Your thoughts, feelings and the need to express and work through them are valid and worthy of doing at any age. Anything that is causing anyone pain is worthy of working through and growing from. This is not a competition for whose problems are bigger than another. The problem exists and needs to be dealt with. Sometimes a cut hurts worse than broken arm and needs more attention to prevent infection from setting in and causing more problems later.

Whatever you have that is troubling you is worthy of dealing with. You are important and your experiences are valid. They are yours to work though and its what life has given you. Just as my troubles are mine to work though. But we all need support and outside persepectives to provide added insights to help us see things from a different angle. Its like finding your way along a dark path with only one flashlight. If you ask a few others to turn on their flashlight then you get a bigger view and see things you may not have seen before.

Its all good and I hope you continue to stay and post and grow and heal and are here as long as you need to be here.

Sending you lots of hugs and support.

June 8, 2010
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The excuses your brain are giving you for why you can't succeed are normal. You have a choice, though. You can learn to ignore them. If you're young, then you've got a lot more going for you than I did when I was young. Hang out, worst thing that can happen is you read stuff that doesn't affect you. Best case is you might learn something. Don't ever give up on yourself....you are awesome and you've got a purpose, even if you don't know what it is...

June 2, 2010
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I
feel all alone in this crap storm. I'm tired of it all and nothing
seems to make me happy I'm in pain all the time and it never goes
away. I'm tired of asking for help and not geting it, Im tired of
not sleeping. It hurts to eat. I'm trying to hold it together, but
i'm geting hurt from all angles. -mase

June 2, 2010
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(((Muse))) what is going on that no one helps you? I have sleep
issues as well...who is hurting you? Can you stay away from
them?

June 3, 2010
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Evey
one!

June 3, 2010
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Read
the slaching rists and my abuser has died and what do you think and
you will understand.

June 3, 2010
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I
read some of it...I have some idea where you are...the pain is
comforting to you...it is feeding inside of you...feeling safe and
having no pain makes you scared...I know that. I self abuse in a
another way...but pain is pain and it needs to surface...if you do
not deal with that...it will deal with you...I think its only
natural to love and miss our abusers...we are human beings with
hearts and feelings...some things just can't be turned off cause
someone hurts us...but in little steps you can rethink things. I
have my entire birth family to mourn. I must let go and move
on...hard yes and just cause I have a bad moment and reconnect or
miss them does not mean I just give up...no...I put up
barriers...you can do that with those who died too...by not letting
old thouhts or tapes of negative get into your mind...do as someone
else said...just do one little thing once a day...write down things
good about you, listen to peaceful music, take a deep breath...its
not easy but start small here...hug yourself, buy a pet...talk to
yourself...say I love you to you...imagine your little self from
long ago...how would you talk to her? Tell her you are good, loving
and will be ok..imgine a smile from her...be there for you....hugs
mase;)

June 4, 2010
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Mase
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I
feel that I'm too young here and I don't fit in, that other people
have biger problems than I. - Mase

What do I
know?

June 4, 2010
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(((Mase)))

Welcome to AAC.
Glad you have found this place and are posting here.

Your thoughts,
feelings and the need to express and work through them are valid
and worthy of doing at any age. Anything that is causing anyone
pain is worthy of working through and growing from. This is not a
competition for whose problems are bigger than another. The problem
exists and needs to be dealt with. Sometimes a cut hurts worse than
broken arm and needs more attention to prevent infection from
setting in and causing more problems later.

Whatever you have
that is troubling you is worthy of dealing with. You are important
and your experiences are valid. They are yours to work though and
its what life has given you. Just as my troubles are mine to work
though. But we all need support and outside persepectives to
provide added insights to help us see things from a different
angle. Its like finding your way along a dark path with only one
flashlight. If you ask a few others to turn on their flashlight
then you get a bigger view and see things you may not have seen
before.

Its all good and I
hope you continue to stay and post and grow and heal and are here
as long as you need to be here.

Sending you lots
of hugs and support.

June 8, 2010
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The
excuses your brain are giving you for why you can't succeed are
normal. You have a choice, though. You can learn to ignore them. If
you're young, then you've got a lot more going for you than I did
when I was young. Hang out, worst thing that can happen is you read
stuff that doesn't affect you. Best case is you might learn
something. Don't ever give up on yourself....you are awesome and
you've got a purpose, even if you don't know what it
is...

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