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August 24, 2008
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((((((((((HORSEFLY))))))))))

Just wanted you to know that I got your last post on the other thread but didn't want to post on it anymore so I hope it's ok to aknowledge it here........I'm with you, I'm done too....I respect you and your position......I hope the best for you and your new home........Let me know when you can how you are doin.....Take care of you.......

August 25, 2008
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Friendma, Well. some good did come from all of that.......I feel like I got to know you better. I discovered what a great lady you were. I found out you were a sweet and honest one too. Funny how you find a beautiful flower in the mist of a storm. I have packing to do today....I leave in the morning. And I will back and forth some after that moving my stuff out. So I take my breaks at the computer desk here. So sooner of later I will give an update. I have learned alot here and have grown, but it is going to have to be my own place ( not at people home and there life for me to really recover) I am a natural caretaker and starting to resent it.

I know you have health issues and I hope things get better for you. Mine will once I get moved because my good doctor is in that town. You are a good person even under the condition we were in.......I am learning to not try to take up for anyone but myself. Take Care Friendma until we meet again. Love, horsefly

August 25, 2008
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(((((((HORSEFLY)))))))))
((((((TUMBLES))))))
((((((FRIENDMA))))
((((((ROUGE)))))))))
(((((((((((EVERY ONE)))))))))

LOTS OF LOVE FROM ALIEN 🙂

August 25, 2008
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((((((((Alien)))))))) Do you know how many people have missed you ? I mean really it is a constant theme around here. I have gotta my own place and will be leaving in the morning.....So I might been out of touch for awhile.......so there will be not mystery of where I have disappeared to. This is really special to me that you have dropped in on my last day here for awhile. Brought an immediate smile to my face.......one that I needed. I am a bit excited and scared about moving to my own place........so I hope to get a computer when I do. This will determine if I really am Superfly or not. AHH ((((Alien)))) LOve You, horsefly

August 25, 2008
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Hi Horsefly,

Thanks so much for including me in your list. I've been around but haven't been posting - I have been through a lot myself this summer and have been trying to regroup myself.

In late May I had to have my 87 year old aunt hospitalized. She was about 1200 miles away, so I flew down to be with her. I stayed there 80% of the time until she died in a nursing home in late July. I have a very small family, so the loss of one member is very significant. I really have been heartbroken and I am just trying to get through the grieving process and at the same time carry on with my daily stuff as well as manage her estate. (I did inherit a good amount of money, but it doesn't seem real to me and I'd rather have my aunt.) Pippin was with me at my aunt's - that puppy should get frequent flier miles!

So I am very happy to hear all your good news and see that you are nearing your goal. You got your own place and you are getting SS. Next you'll be getting your compensation and things will be even better.

Give Sister a big pat on the head for me, or a belly scratch if she likes that.

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August 25, 2008
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(((((((((KATZ))))))))

((((((SUPERFLY)))))) No doubt about it! 😉 (((SISTER)))

(((SUPERFLY))) It may be time for you to face the fact that you are a SuperHero. NOW. You can achieve anything. Stay focused on what you desire, and let the rest go. And look in the mirror and say "I AM A WINNER", and smile. There great bucket loads of love here for you. ((((ALIEN)))

August 25, 2008
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((((((((((Katzdog))))))) Wow this truly makes my day. (Sister prefers the belly scratch ) . That was one of my biggest fear was something happening to her thru all this shuffling around I have done....I lost her brother during my moving around.

Last I talked to you I knew you were taking care of your Aunt. My heart goes out to you. I know how much you love her and you must be not only heart broken but exhausted. It is harder when you are a around her that much before she died......although I realize you wanted to be but it is still harder to get over it. Anytime we lose someone we love it is hard...but the closer the harder. And now you have the estate to deal with. bless your heart. This has not been that long ago either.......it will take time to heal and at your on time.......there is no time table on grief. Just know she is in a good place and is now your angel. I feel deeply about this for you and I wish I could be around more for you but I am moving and not sure when I will have a regular computer.......but when I do I am going to find you and check on you.

As for pipin (the flying butterfly ears dog ) I can just see him zoooming across the sky. Next he will have his own passport ( if he doesn't by now} . Give him a pet or scratch ( want ever he likes from me too. ) And I wish to give you the biggest hug from me. You are in a bad time but hopefully after the estate is finished being dealt with there will be some closer and you will have your emotions to deal with. I am really sad for you , I realized I am reaching the age where family will be dieing soon and some have already...death is a part of living. Doesn't make it any easier...but it is just the natural course of things. Well I am thrill you checked in because I always wonder about you. I move tomorrow and until we met up again, ((((((((Katz))))))) LOve You, horsefly

August 25, 2008
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Thank you so much, Horsefly. You really are a sweetheart and your kind words mean a lot.

I read on the other thread that you got a spot by the lake. I think that's perfect! I bet Sister will love that too.

My aunt loved animals. She lived with me for a time and once I went out to get groceries. When I returned, she was crying - not because she was sad - because she was happy and touched. You see, a mother deer had "parked" her fawn right outside my living room window and had put it's little nose up against the glass and peeked in at my aunt. That must have been about 10 years ago and I have never seen another fawn there since. Until yesterday. Yesterday there was a whole family of deer with several fawns outside my window. And yesterday would have been my aunt's 88th birthday. Angels indeed!

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katz

August 25, 2008
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((((((Alien)))) You keep insisting I am a super goddess.....You crazy thing you. You just have a way with me , you always make me smile. Yes sister is going home tomorrow. what a concept , she has been without one since puppy hood. Alway in other dogs tuffs never her own tuff........she will be a gaurd gaurd dog once she figures out she is on her own place. I have told her almost everyday we will make it and promised her that. Maybe I have make this promise come through.

Gotta let out a secret to you , I got alot of my super powers from special people on this site that believed in me. When I first got here I was torned down to the ground.....bearly able to speak from crying so much........and life still kept coming after me.......I drew alot of strength thru cyperspace friends. I had to just get plugging through one thing at a time. OK ? The secret is out of the bag. I just need to stay away from toxic krptonite.

((((((alien)))) so good to hear from you really, you bring out the best in me. Love You, SUPERFLY

August 25, 2008
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Katz, That got me, That isn't the first time I have hear things like this happening with animals. They are on a different spiritual level than humans. They also grieve. They know things that us people don't know. That was a true sign ...in my opinion. Just take your time and find what comfort you can , You are a wise one and I know you will be alright and remember she is now your angel. I truly believe this.....when my cousin died I knew he was my angel.....I have too many signs to not believe. Long story. But I will keep you close to my heart until I return. Much Love, horsefly

August 25, 2008
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Sure have missed ya......I hope you are doin well........Love and hugs to ya, my friend......

August 25, 2008
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Horseradish!

So happy to hear you've got your own place! Being by the water is my dream. One day I hope to have my own place by water.

Water helps me gather spiritual energy, I wish that for you as well.

Peace.

Hep

August 25, 2008
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Hep, You got that right. I was living on the lake when I got injured. I know the spot in that town so I got lucky to find one. Be honest, I would have settled for my own place anywhere and just look at the bath tub water. tehe

But I love my fifth wheel and I am so glad I got this spot because the people are super nice. Very open with themselves and that is a good sign. So they just called me and I have so many loose ends to tie up....I have to sit down and have a cup of coffee. Plus I still have to go to the bank and untangle a few webs there. I have been packing my ass off.

Hep I think you have plenty of spiritual energy ....so if you ever live by water you will vibrant. Thanks for your support and take care of your self and the dating scene, Love Always, horseradish

August 25, 2008
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I almost missed your posts, Horsefly and Alien and anyone else I may have missed who mentioned me. I've been busy reading a book all afternoon so haven't been on here to get caught up with everyone. You are both always missed as you know as are others who have actually left this site, but not forgotten. I have to keep checking in because you never know who will turn up here. Take care, all. Love, TW

August 25, 2008
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(((horsefly)))) (((alien))))...so glad to hear from you!!!!!!! love camer

August 25, 2008
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Okay this is it......thanks Camer and tumbleweed you are constant friends of mine. You too are never forgotten to me. I am packed as much as I can.....so I will be back here for more of my things. Sooner or late I will have my own computer. When I come Itback to get more of my stuff I will check in. YEEEEHAW my on home. !!!

It is getting real to me now ....things can be worked out as I go. I am still packing as I go along .....got things in the garage here I need....late night packing.

But most important is I THANK EVERYONE that has supported me through my impossible journey to finding a home. Most of you know I live with a N man for ten years. It took a lot of terrible events of things to find this site and I have been so blessed. I am reaching my final or beginning goal. My first big time support was Ladeska and Nappy and for so long they believe in me.....never will I be able to repay the help they gave me...never.....I just hope I can pass it on someday.

But there are many others that have helped me along the way....many.....but the last ones I can think of is soofoo and iris ....these were angels coming out of ? well, not sure but I got alot of strength there and I won't forget it ever. There are others that have help me make it to this day where sister and I have our on home.......You know who you are......there are alot of you ....everyone I communicated with helped find my own place in the sun. And sister wants to lick you all....her way of thanking you.

There are so many.....that have helped me.........MsG, SD, MaStrong, on the list could go on ....destiny, bedvee, Need, Ready, Courage, Bangles , tooscared, Shaney and many more. I i for get ot mention everyone I don't mean too......I am just tired and have a lot to deal with this next morning........Thank You all for just letting me learn, Love , horsefly

August 25, 2008
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Oh yes Free, Friendma and my list is long......just tired........I have learned from so many....also chelonia and Anam......the list goes on and on.....precious G.....and who else....you know wwho you are....did I mention Ladeska or passionflower? Can't remember I am lost in names......You all have been so good to me......Thanks , Love. horsefly

August 25, 2008
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Any way Goodnight , and I will read you when I read you. horsefly

August 25, 2008
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Hey ((pegasus))
Speaking of tired. My fatigue is almost chronic. I think it's this house. The excessive wet weather has created a mould problem.
I can smell it when i enter the house, and my energy returns when I'm outside for a while, and exercising.
I'm moving sooon..so I hope to feel better.
I tend to post in very few threads.Just no energy for more. Not going to fret about it. It's just the best balance for now.

WATER! it is my energizer and instills peace! Must be that I'm a born swimmer and an Aquarian!
Closest natural water I'll have is a creek in the backyard.
I have to construct a meditation spot there. Looking forward to that!

Here's to getting "some" in life!
Be Well!

August 25, 2008
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MSG, That is toxic.....the mold. The last pace I lived on the lake you could smell the mold ( I shut off that part of it) but it really is toxic. I know that that is true.

I am sorta lingering around and although I do leave tomorrow......my girlfriend that I have been the most comfortable at and stay here ........as hepatitis C. She has been a nurse for 30 years and as been pricked by the wrong needle. This is a sad sad note for me to leave on....plus ( bless her heart) she just survive breast cancer surgery this last year.....she is only 51.

But really if you can smw=ell mold it needs to be looked into.......Like where there is smoke there is fire.....same with mold......sometime the whole wood has to be replaced it is just not good without sunshine.....I always feel better outdoors with no air or heat blowing through vents......that is just me because I am an outdoor kinda people. Now you take care my wise friend till I get back and watch that smell....it is toxic. Much Love to You, Pegasus

August 26, 2008
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I have to add I have know this girlfriend since we were in highschool and I am glad I am up now and can handle what happens next......wasn't good when we were both down.......just add to add my ups and downs with all of this......HF

But I mean it MsG . clean air and clean water is what makes are spirits flow. Love, horsefly

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I rent here horsefly, and we just bought a house. We move next month.

Time will cure.
Glad you have a good friend there to share support.
That also heals better than pills!
Be Well!

August 26, 2008
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Msg , I will miss you while I am gone. I always understood you and felt like you understood me as well. Love, Peace and Happiness. Pegasus

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(((pegasus)))

Here's to your freedom and happiness. My good wishes for your health and your worker's comp case. And in my mind I see you connecting with kind and fun people that will reflect back your spirit.

Love to you.

August 26, 2008
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OH Shit, I knew there was someone I was forgetting........Nappy, My dearest friend in the world. I am marching right along with my good/bad self and moving into my home with sister wagging herself behind me. I am sorry to miss your leaving but I make reasons not to be here....some true.....but the true is I couldn't handle it. Sometimes I am a coward. Anyway I just could not handle saying good bye. Now I know you will be back ...you have already popped in once......but I leave tomorrow and will be in my new home on a 37 foot fifth wheel on the lake in my horsetown and where my oringinal doctors are at . It will take time for me to get organized so I will try to pop in when I come back here.

Taj has been the bestest of friend to me while you have been gone......so has Ma Strong.......they have been more than angels but kinda like angels with bigger wings. Huge wings I might add.......so they are truly your friends ........I love them. Till we meet again.........I am happy for you and you can be happy for me......we are doing good........Love Forever. horsefly

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