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my life is
August 10, 2000
7:53 am
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my life right now is so bad i dont no how it can ever get any better i am not happy with my life ihave 3 children and there dad is not working im suffering depression and there just got to put up with me i am lazy and i just cant seem to get the energy to get through each day im not cleaning and not coping with the house work its all a mess my husband says things will get better soon but honastly how will i change if i dont wake up to myself im taking antidepressants but iam thinking it might be best if i just leave and get some where to live till im better the guilt is so bad for me as i can see what i am doing please has any body else felt like this or am i crazy

August 10, 2000
3:38 pm

i feel like this too much of the time, having no energy and not wanting to do anything. i'm doing not good in school and wonder how someone will hire me cause i dont like to do work. so u're not alone..
i am going to see some counselor for this.. its worrying me too.

August 11, 2000
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I have felt the way you are feeling for so long! I have 4 children and another on the way and sometimes I wake up and say...I do not think I am going to make it through another day. Some how God gives me the grace to go on.I know you feel like you are a lazy person, ...but I really think there is a lot more to it than that. Your depression is affecting you. Most of the time it's probably like you're stuck in this deep, dark pit, that you can not climb out of. Look up...there is light at the top...Do you see it...Well start picturing it! First of all You have to start taking care of yourself. Take one step at a time. Start eating right, take vitamins, Try and find something you like doing and involve yourself in it. It has probably taken you years,like me to get to this point of no hope....my friend there is hope!
You are not alone. I have very low energy and motivation myself, but I refuse to give up. I am special and my children need me. I am constantly struggling but growing along the way. I am trying to replace my negative thinking with positive thinking. For years I have covered up the beautiful person I am inside by layers of guilt and shame, self-loathing and self-disgust, pessimism and depression. I came to a place where I was so defeated and worn that I almost gave up thinking that I could ever be any better. Now I know I can...It's a lot of hard work , alot of failures, but each baby step is taking me closer to the person I want to be and know I can be. Well! as you grow in recovery, you will find out that a truly beautiful person has been under all those layers and has been waiting to be discovered. You have strength inside of you that you don't even know about yet. Ask God to help you through this rough time in your life. There is always Sunshine after the Rain! Take Care,
🙂 Jaskid

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