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Mr. Billy99 & Cami
February 19, 2009
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lol...drunk off nyquil...funny.

I am here to play.

February 19, 2009
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wow, Terri....sorry about the sadness with your mom & her birthday.

This must me some type of teleconnected power, cuz i was just in the shower crying...about my devoted lil' 4 y/o dog that passed away 1 year 5 mos ago....i miss her so bad, and tears were falling and i was balling in the shower. Remember, tears cleanse the soul.

I dunno, i think i may have to have myself a glass of wine tonite...just to relax.

February 19, 2009
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Z,

Does that mean it is finally story time....:)

February 19, 2009
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Awh, Cami... sorry about your little doggy buddy. What was his/or her's name ?

(((Hugs))) Cami

February 19, 2009
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Dakota, only 4 1/2 y/o....i miss her so much...she was my "lil girl"...and i can't stop freaking crying now, i don't know why!!!!

February 19, 2009
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Awh, cause your loved her.!!! That's why... what did she look like ? I wish I was there to give you a hug...

Billy, looks like are Cami girl needs some duct tape. Hurry Please !!!

February 19, 2009
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i'm ok now...she was my lil' brown chinese shar pei wrinkly dog....ahhhh such a beauty...i miss her so much, and feel like she was jilted out of life, due to some pneumonia / respiratory infection / anemic...alot going on, and her quality of life was not good at all.

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i'm taking a bit of a break....i am ok, will be back in a lil' while 🙂

(((hugs to all)))

February 19, 2009
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awh....Cami !!!

Love you !!!

February 19, 2009
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thanks (((tb))) i am better!!

much!!

Ok, i am here typing, my dogs name was Dakota, and I hear the name repeated off my tv in the other room of a kid named "Coty"...thats what i called my dog, was Coty (short for Dakota)....anyways........the phone rings.......and I have a job interview next Friday, for a *big wig* big time company for a Data entry job....actually, my bf works for the company, and they had an "internal" office posting, and i sent in my resume....and have the interveiw next week....yay!! it is FULL TIME W/BENE'S!! so financially it'll help out alot..........the woman who called said she received over 100 applications a day for this job, and the job listing ran for 2 days.....now they are weeding out the for the good ones.

So now, i wait patiently....go to work 2morrow, know that everything will be ok.....and that I love my
Dakota, now at the Rainbow Bridge.

Ok, time for me to chill out!!

February 19, 2009
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Well. .. Good for you. I am glad you are feeling better.

So what day next week is the interview, Wow 100 applications for 2 days.

what is the rainbow bridge ?

February 19, 2009
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TB: I am sorry you are having a rough day with the mom's b-day and all. Old Fashioned Totty will do the job.

and

Camer: I am sorry for your loss as well.

I wish I could hug you both and then we could have something to drink.

Z

February 19, 2009
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Thanks Z,.... how about a story ?

February 19, 2009
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tb..heres the story:

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an
animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that
pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of
our special friends so they can run and play together. There is
plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and
comfortable.

All the animals who have been ill and old are restored to health
and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong
again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times
gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small
thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be
left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when
one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are
intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly he begins to run
from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him
faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your
special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion,
never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face;
your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more
into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but
never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together ...

February 19, 2009
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ahw.... I liked that story. It was beatuiful.

February 19, 2009
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OK. did you just hear that loud thump!!
IT was my head .... falling on to my my desk, and desprately want a nap.

I feel really whiney ....aand crabby.... and tried... aand and and and ....

I just wanna go home !!!!!!!

Ok, I just need to stop complaining...

February 19, 2009
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Camer
I don't think I am codependent. I came here bc of my mom way back when. Well not that far ago. I think I have problems with handling certain things. And I have some stuff in my closet thatI have beenletting out some.

YES Camer get drunk off of nyquil.

Sorry about your dog Camer. I know putting mine down was the hardest thing I have done. So sorry for your lost. I myself have just let go of her old leash (torn up by my current dog when she was a puppy) and her old collar.

Congrats about the job.

Nice story Camer.

TB
I am sorry about your mom. Were you close? I understand how it feels on their birthday that is. It is hard. No one excepts you to be ok, unless they have never experienced it.

Whats a hot toody?

Z
You said you were gonna play, wheres story time?

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TB
LOL. Chug some nyqul tonight, you will sleep alright.

February 19, 2009
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Anyone gonna come out and play?

February 19, 2009
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I will, the bottle is half gone already from having one every night this week.

I am going to stop and get some flowers for my mom on my way home. Maybe some roses, those are her favorites. I think I will set them by her urn, I have on a table near my window at my house.

I was close with my mom towards, the end of her life. But I had a lot of issues growing up. She was a special person in a lot of ways. But she was aslo, the cause of a lot of pain in my life. Some intentional, and some of it not.

I do miss her, sometimes I am angry with her, and sometimes I am just really sad... and miss her. It's kinda confusing to me.

February 19, 2009
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I also have a purple candle, I think I will light that for her too. Purple was her favorite color.

February 19, 2009
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The urn ah. I just got rid of my dads last week. Thankfully. Are her ashes still in the urn?

February 19, 2009
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Yeah,...Just last week Billy ? What did you do with them ?

Yes her ashes are still in the urn.

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Just threw it away.I had to. It feels soo much better now. It was hard for a minute, but I feel better. The body is just a body. They still aren't there. It is the sprit/soul that matters. That is gone. But the memories aren't. Those are what really matters.

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But I guess with me my dad has been gone for close to 9 years now. So it was time. It has been time for a while. I also got rid of my dogs leash and collar. Let me tell you, soo much better. Good things have been happening.

His ashes have been gone a while though. I even got rid of all the stuff that wasn't mine. So yea it all got donated, instead of staying in my home. Death kind of kills the mood of the house. It is soo much better now. I wish I would of done it a lotlonger ago.

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