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Missing You This Morning
January 30, 2005
6:57 am
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I woke this morning and I wrote this poem. I want so much to email it to my ex-partner, and I know that I cannot do that, so I am posting it here so that it can be shared with the universe and maybe absorbed by my ex.

I Miss You this Morning

I miss you this morning

as my heart breaks further,

I miss pulling myself into you

you into me.

Being wrapped in a tangle of an endless moment,

that I thought was pure.

I miss you this morning

as a huge lump fills my throat

I miss the tears of little joys

of little sorrows.

Being the force that seemed to breathe life into you

water, salt and air

I miss you this morning

as I roll over and hold nothing

but the space that I have slept in

I miss the silence of the love

you never knew

and that I will always have

I miss you this morning

as the sun fills the east,

bringing a new day

another opportunity to heal

bit by bit, so slow and haunting

cold and alone.

I miss you this morning

as I think of how I had to push you away

to benefit you and me

there seems to be no profit only loss

and a mountain between me and where I need to be.

I miss you this morning

as I try to answer the questions

that fly through my mind.

Will I ever find my way?

Will I mend?

Will I ever stop missing you?

January 30, 2005

January 30, 2005
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Very beautiful.

January 30, 2005
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I agree, can see it really comes from the heart

January 31, 2005
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FreedomSeeker-

Power to you for sending this here and not to your ex. Thank you so much for sharing this poem, it really hit me hard. I am in the midst of a break-up, and these feelings are exactly what I presume I will be feeling once my partner moves out, unfortunately.

January 31, 2005
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Thank You for the input. It had been a great struggle not to send it to her.
I got to my counseling sesson today, and it was very needed. I told her of my struggle with this and she told me of how imoportant it is to not open any doors to my ex. I can't think of what my ex needs/wants /deserves, even if she
wants questions answered, I have to focus on what I deserve. I deserve a, at my age, a human being who is grown up, who has done soulwork and who is established in life, who can bring real and pure love to a relationship, the kind that I give.

January 31, 2005
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That was a beautifl Poem, It brought tears to my eyes.. I too have felt this way.. THANK you for sharing, It is encouraging to know you stood yourground in yournew commitmant to YOURSELF.... and know that it's a wonderful place to start!! to focus on YOU, what you need, deserve etc... YOU are WORTH IT!!!
again, thanks for sharing !!!

February 3, 2005
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Freedom, that was beautiful and I thank you for sharing.

I saw my ex tonight and it's been 10 months since we split. I felt a bit sad but nothing like in the beginning. This poem says volumes for me. Things I've put away. Revisiting is hard but necessary for growth.

Keep up the good work!!!!!

February 3, 2005
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thank you for your poem it made me cry as that is how i feel right now i dont want to but i no i have to go through this feeling yet once again karen 2oo5

February 3, 2005
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Thank you. I am crying as I'm typing this..I miss him so much...My love...I had to push him away. He was verbally abusing my daughter..I hate being alone.

February 3, 2005
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thanks for this poem of yours, i feel the same way to my soon to be ex-wife. i miss her so much. again thanks

February 3, 2005
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YOur poem was beautiful, touching and honest. You will get thru this.

February 3, 2005
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This touched me more than you could ever know. I am on my lunch hour and have to try and regain my composer before returning.

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