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MIND GOES BLANK
December 3, 2001
11:55 pm
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NIKIE
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HI! I'M HAVEING SOME SERIOUS PROBLEMS WITH MY MIND, BACK IN 1987 I LOST MY HUSBAND TO A GUN SHOT TO THE BACK,AFTER ALL THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND MY REAL SELF SINCE. I BEEN TRYING VERY HARD TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT IT, BUT NOTHING SEEMS TO COME OUT OF MY MOUTH AND ITS NOT THAT I'M AFRAID I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE. WHEN I'M AROUND OTHER PEOPLES I LOOK AT HOW THEY CAN STRIK UP A CONVERSATION JUST LIKE IT NOTHING, AND I SAY TO MYSELF? WHY CAN'T I JUST OPEN MY MOUTH AND TALK. I REALLY THINK THAT SOMETHING IS BLOCKING OR MY BRAIN JUST DON'T WORK ANYMORE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE, ITS LIKE I HAVE THE BRAIN OF A TWO YEAR OLD AND STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN. I'M A VERY SHY PERSON BUT THAT WOULDN'T AFFECT NOT KNOWING HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH OTHERS WILL IT. I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO SEE A DOCTOR BUT I CAN'T AFFORD IT. IF ANYONE CAN RELATE TO MY SITUATION PLEASE HELP.
THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS MESSAGE.

GOD BLESS

December 4, 2001
12:38 pm
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Just start writing. You can do it here, or in a notebook. Your spending to much time alone in your head, to much information. When you put pen in hand, be patient, even with your fingers on the key board. its sorta like consitpation, your just blocked, but it will come. All that stuff must come out, and it will.

December 4, 2001
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Sometimes....when experience something very painful to us - it shuts us down - is an injury of sorts, just as if - someone had physically hurt you badly.

If, for example, you were in a car wreck and suffered a bad blow to your legs or back - which meant you could not walk again for awhile. You'd have to - at some point - learn how to walk step by step, slowly over time.

Same thing here. So, like Molly suggested - just start writing, opening up here, a little at a time and see how it feels. I've had times like this in my life, so you're not alone. Just couldn't talk. Almost paralyzed or that's what it felt like. All it is - is part of you is very, very bruised...

And this has been the way it is with you since 1987, or did it develop over time since then?

December 4, 2001
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RESPONDING TO LASDESKA, THINGS HAS BEEN LIKE THIS FOR ME EVERY SINCE THE INCIDENT, I WAS TRUMATISED AND DIDN'T SEEK PHYSICAL HELP AFTER WARD. IT LIKE I CAN'T EVEN THINK NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY, SOMETIMES I DON'T KNOW HOW TO THINK AND I FEEL THAT THERE IS SOMETHING DIFENTLY WRONG. ITS LIKE A PART OF ME VANISHED AND I CAN'T GET IT BACK, BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THAT I WANT BACK IS COMMUNICATION, AND I ALSO LOST A LOT OF SELF ESTEEM, I BEEN THROUGHT A LOT OF PAIN AND IT VERY HARD FOR ME TO TRUST ANYONE, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I TRUST MYSELF BUT I THINK IF I REALLY HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO I THINK IT WOULD REALLY HELP ME. I HAVE NO FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY THINK THAT I DON'T LIKE TALKING TO THEM BUT THATS NOT THE CASE, I LOVE TALKING BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, I KNOW PEOPLES TELL ME TO JUST SAY WHATS ON MY MIND BUT THE THING IS THERE IS NOTHING THERE. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME IT CAUSED A CROSS REFERENCE IN MY MIND AND IT WANT LET ME COMMUNICATE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON. ITS LIKE I DON'T UNDERSTAND WORDS, YOU MIGHT THINK I'M A CRAZY PERSON BUT REALLY I'M NOT, JUST TRYING TO GET HELP.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR ADVICE HOPE YOU WILL CONTINUE TALKING WITH ME.

GOD BLESS

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