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Kinda Lost-SweetAmanda
August 14, 2005
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yeeeeeeeeesss, Amanda, the sweet gal, Bubi had a crush on you!!!! in the valley we were all there, me, you
Bubi and Eternal...and where the heck is Eternal....maybe if these threads keep moving up we can all meet in the valley again.

Glad you are doing ok, think good thoughts, and know that I am here for you girl!!!

love ya, Camer

August 14, 2005
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Hi Amanda: Good to see you back. Sorry you are having a rough time of it, but glad to see you praying and reading your Bible. Best place to start. I'll put you on my prayer list if ok w/ you.

Hi Gully: Wow, came in right on Amanda's heels. What a coincidence. Sorry you are having a hard time too.

But glad to see ya both. 🙂

August 14, 2005
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Ah, life is full of coincidences. If you just look.

I have been thinking about everyone here at the board for a week or so. I guess in May, I just stopped talking. But the other day, I decided that maybe it was time to start talking again. Well, my voice is all creaky and rusty (from non-use, you see), but I knew I had to do something. Force myself to start talking again. Interacting. Rejoining the human race. That kind of stuff. It isn't easy, especially for me. But I am working on it. It gets easier everyday.

It is so good to see everyone again. Things have changed and they all still kind of the same.

Didn't realize how much I missed everyone. Too wrapped up in myself, I guess.

Gully

August 15, 2005
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I missed everyone too. I have been very wrapped up in myself. Pity I'd say.

As of right now (4am on Sunday night/Monday morning) I cannot sleep. I got a couple hours in from midnight to 2ish, but am now wide-awake.

I guess I have to take sleep as it comes. I have tried for so long to get on a set schedule, but to no avail.

It's all well and good though, cause I start the workweek again tomorrow (or rather tonight!). And I can kiss sleeping during the night hours goodbye.

Gully, It is neat that you came back the same day I did. How was that? Well, keep coming back occasionally if you can. We can 'talk' like we used to.

So Bubby and Eternal haven't posted in a while? I just hope that the reason is because their lives are so gosh darn wonderful right now that they have no time.

Time is messed up in my mind. Autumn is fast approaching, my favorite time of year... but it also brings such melancholy. Winter to me is just plain dreary. Spring is always fast, same thing with the beginning of summer. But right now, this part of the year, time seems to just stop.

Autumn is usually the time of year when I find myself looking back, and just cannot believe how fast it's all gone. Each year it goes faster. And I'm only 21!

Thanks for the warm welcomes mama, camer, gully, coda, and Ras.

PS) I saw a post from jewel... but does art angel still post on here?

Amanda

August 15, 2005
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Welcome back. How did things ever work out with Magic the man who was helping you? Regards. Notsure.

August 15, 2005
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hi Amanda & Gully....yes, i am so glad you both came back on the same day, just keep posting here, and we can keep this thread going....and if you ever decide to leave again (temp) talk about it, i bet us here at AAC can keep you here for a loooonnnnnnggg time. I know talking about things helps so much, it helps get things out.

I haven't seen many postings at all from Art Angel (gosh, i miss that girl so much!!) its been a while since she posted, maybe just enjoying her summer off b4 she goes back to school/college.

My prayers are with you all and know that ((Amanda & Gully)) you are both cared for and missed by many & thanks for posting & keeping us updated.

love to all!!! camer

August 19, 2005
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Hi

Well, that Magik man... Nothing really. I was very intrigued by the possibility of making money. But I don't know if it would have worked anyways. I never really looked into it, and that was about the same time that I stopped posting.

But I do remember he talked about some girl that he hired, a call girl? Or something. Someone to take him out on dates, or to business functions or something. Then, just recently, I saw on TV something about 'New York's most famous call girl', and how she got arrested. I wondered if it was that same girl. Wouldn't that be weird?

Gully, you live in Texas, right? How is life? Are you still working 12 hour shifts? I hope all is well.

Camer, I'm glad you are well. You are well, right? Hey, whatever happened to that man that you were seeing? You know, the one who wasn't a Christian?

Hmmm, that's all for now.

Amanda

August 19, 2005
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Hi Amanda......wow, call girls, and arrests, etc.....bet you are glad nothing ever happened with that supposed money making job!

I ended up ending the relationship with that guy that i met, he was just too much of "non christian" sort of an Athiest, and i couldn't deal with that, plus the fact that
me and him really didn't have much in common, so we dated for 4 mos or so and then things ended. Fast forward to a few months ahead, I recently met a man, has 3 children, divorced, and things are good, then bad, etc...time will tell for now i am taking things a day at a time.

So Amanda, how is your love life??? and what have you been up to in the past few months of not posting?? hope i am not being too nosey!!!

I want Bubushi and Eternal to come back here, i remember Bubushi, posting and looking for you and we couldn't find you!!! he has a crush on you!!!!

Lets keep this thread rolling!!

hugs from Camer

August 19, 2005
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Hi, Amanda!

Yeah, I still live in Texas and I am still working those twelve hours shifts. Just got off of one, as a matter of fact. That's okay, though. It's FRIDAY! 3 days off!

Life is okay. Good days and bad days, though the bad days are less and less and it doesn't last long, amymore. All is well.

I am going to run my youngster into town for dinner and shopping. It really, really desires some kind of RC truck or something and he has the money to pay for it. So I'll check back later

We can catch up then. I am sure everyone wants to know what SweetAmanda has been up to.

Gully

August 21, 2005
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My spring and summer went by uneventful.

I like it that way. I love quiet nights, drinking hot tea, and curling up with a good book. I love watching my dogs run and play outside, and talking with my mom while we weed the garden. No drama. Ahhh! Life IS good. =)

As for my love life, there is nothing happening in that area either. I'm not so scared about it anymore though. Sure, I want a man's companionship at times... But I am young, and still have so much to learn.

Camer, if you want it... I wish you a drama-free relationship with a very nice man. I hope that does happen for you.

As for Gully. I go back to work tomorrow night! Is that when you go back as well? =( I get kinda sad on Sunday nights, thinking about the entire work week ahead. Oh well.

I guess as long as it's an RC car, it should be okay, right? It won't be using any gas, and that's a very good thing!

Later,
Amanda

Awesome song:

What's that on the ground?
It's what's left of my heart.
Somebody named Jesus,
broke it to pieces,
and planted the shards.

And they're coming up green!
And they're coming in bloom!
I can hardly believe,
this is all coming true!

Just as I am,
Just as I was,
Just as I will be, He loves me, He does!
He showed me the day that He shed His own blood;
He loves me, oh, He loves me, He does!

All of my life,
I've held on to this fear.
These thistles and vines,
ensnare and entwine,
what flowers appear.

It's the fear that I'll fall,
one too many times.
It's the fear that His love,
is no better than mine.
(But He tells me that)
Just as I am and just as I was
Just as I will be He loves me, He does
He showed me the day that He shed His own blood
He loves me, oh, He loves me, He does
He loves me, oh, He loves me, He does

Well it's time now to harvest,
what little that grew.
This man they call Jesus,
who planted the seeds,
has come for the fruit.

And the best that I've got,
isn't nearly enough...
Well He's glad for the crop,
but it's me that He loves!

Just as I am,
just as I was,
Just as I will be He loves me, He does
The same as the day that He shed His own blood
He loves me, oh, He loves me, He does
Just as I am and just as I was
Just as I will be He loves me, He does
The same as the day that He shed His own blood
He loves me, oh, He loves me, He does
He loves me, oh, He loves me,
He loves me, He does
He loves me, He does!

Just as I am, by Andrew Peterson

August 22, 2005
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Amanda:

What an absolutely beautiful song. Thank you for sharing it. Great message and hope to hang onto.

You are young; you do have time.... (not quite sure about Gully tho 🙂 lol. just playin. Honey you will do just fine. Glad you are back. (Gully too)

August 22, 2005
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Hey! I may be a little older, but I still have plenty of time left!

My work week is still the same. 2 on, 2 off, 3 on, 2 off, 2 on, 3 off, ad infinitum... But with the Texas heat, I really don't get much done outside. I am still trying to get a schedule or routine going.

And yes, I got my boy an RC electric car. Of course, by the next day, he was already adding stuff to it. It now has a soft-top and heaven only knows what else. He wants to save his money and buy a nitro powered RC car. At $10.00 an ounce of fuel!!!! or something like that. For the cost of that nitro thingie, I could buy him a real car and the gas to run it and I would still come out ahead! Kids these days!

So you had a quiet summer. What books did you read? I have been trying to read stuff, but it always just comes back to looking at pictures in catalogs. Ah well.

Things are stabilizing for me. I was really fryed (that's the only way I can describe it) for the last 6 or 7 months, but it is getting better. Work is okay. Life is okay. I am gaining a wee bit of weight back, enough to keep family off my back. However, now I am beginning to worry about body image! If it's not one thing, it's another. (just kidding about the body image thing)

And howdy, MamaC! Lots has happened on the board since I was gone. I am only now getting a feel for what's going on. Lots of catching up to do.

You are sounding good, SweetAmanda. Had a relaxing summer and now you're ready for the fall. Are you still working at the same place? Any changes there? The last I saw of you, I think, was that magic guy or what ever. That sure didn't sound good. What the heck was that guy?

Oh well, enough of that. Hope everyone is doing good this wonderful morning!

Gully

August 22, 2005
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morning everyone!!! and how fast this summer is going by!!!

wishing you all a peaceful and comforting day to this work week ahead.

Sweet Amanda, Gully and the ohhh so wonderful Mama!!! hope you all have a great day!!
with prayers and support to all!

camer

August 26, 2005
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Listening to that MeatLoaf song "Anything for Love". Wondering what that thing is that he just won't do... Do any of you know?

Oh man I love this song 🙂

Amanda

August 26, 2005
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Good AM Amanda:

I'm clueless, but that's not unusual for me. lol

Just stopped by to say HI and hope your day goes well. 🙂

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Hi, MamaC and Amanda. Everyone having a good day so far.

It's gonna be another triple digit day here in Texas. Went outside last night to get something and it was like breathing soup.

Sorry, Amanda, don't know the song. Always liked Meatloaf, though. Never bought an album of his. Only listened on the radio.

Hope that everything is going okay for you, MamaC.

Well, since it's my last day before a working weekend, I'm gonna be in and out of the house all day. Mow the lawn for 15 - 20 minutes, then inside for the rest of the hour to cool off. Then no more outside work after 1:00 pm. My youngest experienced his first heat reaction the other day. Overheated when he was outside in the afternoon fooling around with his friends, did a wee bit of throwing up. It's amazing how everyone seems to forget from year to year, just what the heat can do to you. Until it cools off in a few more weeks, He is going to have to stay in the house after school. But guess what? It will cool off again!

And what special things are going on in everyone else's world?

Gully

August 26, 2005
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HI!! Im just "Butting In" becasue I havent seen a lot of you in sooooo long and was wondering how you all are doing!!!1
My computer is "Broken" but J let me sign in on his account so I wont feel "Lost" until whatever s wrong with mine is fixed.
So glad to see youre all ok and here!!1
Ive been on Libs a lot , but will make an effort to read all these posts and cath up.
(((((((HUGS))))))))))
Love Ya'
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August 26, 2005
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Hey Gully:

Now you know us older folks have to be careful out in the heat. lol. But then looks like it's getting to the younger generaltions too. Sorry for your son. He is ok now, right?

My youngest is going to her first school dance tonight. Gave her all the rules and the "if you leave the building even one time.......". lol. Daddy isn't handling it very well. If he'd seen her in her skirt and makeup he'd have died right there on the spot. Naw. But she'd have not left the house either.

Well, Friday night and I'm on my own again. Think I'll play around on the computer a bit and then maybe do a little sewing.

Hope ya'll weekend is good also.

Later,

August 27, 2005
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Hey MamaC,

Yeah, he's fine. Just over-did it a little. The heat can catch up on the young'uns. They throw caution to the wind sometimes, unlike us more experienced folk.

First dance, eh? My youngest has been going to those for a year or so. He is quite the party animal sometimes. I believe he is going to ask a girl out for his first real date next weekend. We shall see. It all goes so fast.

Well, tomorrow is a work day for me, so I have to go. Have fun.

And SweetAmanda - What's up? Sorry that we are kinda hijacking your thread. It's cause we are looking forward to hearing from you, don't ya know.

Gully

August 27, 2005
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LOL Yeah, sure it is. ;o)

Oh it doesn't bother me. It's kinda neat to read, like eavesdropping. hehe

So no one knows what that song means?

"I would do anything for love, yes I would do anything for love! ... I would do anything for love, but I won't do that. No, I won't do that."

Ah, oh well.

Have a nice weekend everyone.

Gully, you be careful with that heat and your work and all!

(((Hugs)))
Amanda

August 27, 2005
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Amanda:

Only for you chickie.....

In the line, "I will do anything for love, but I won't do that," the "that" is whatever he said just before that. For example... "But I'll never forget the way you feel right now-- Oh no--no way-- I would do anything for love, But I won't do that" - The "that" in this particular verse is "forget the way you feel right now." Meat Loaf said this himself on his StoryTellers episode on VH1. (thanks, Melly - Chicago, IL)

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Awesome, Thanks mama!

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