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June 5, 2007
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I AM NEW HERE JUST FOUND OUT I AM BOTH BP AND CD. ON MAY 2 I SLIT BOTH WRIST, BUT WAS FOUND IN TIME TO SAFE ME. I WAS HOSPITALIZED FOR 6 DAYS, THEN HAD TO GO BACK IN 5 DAYS LATER FOR ANOTHER 4 DAYS. SINCE THEN I AM ON MEDS AND THEY SEEM TO BE WORKING. PDOC WANTED ME TO GO INTO A LONG TERM 30 DAY PROGRAM, BUT INSURANCE DOESN'T COVER THAT, SO I AM AT HOME SEEING PSCHY AND THERAPIST.
I GUESSS I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH ME. AT 17 YO I HAD PSEUDO SEIZURES AND WHAT THAY THEN CALLED A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. THAT WAS 40 Y AGO. IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO IMPORTANT TO ME THAT EVERYONE LIKE ME, I LIED, STOLE MONEY FROM PARENTS, JOBS, ANYTHING TO BE ABLE TO BUY PEOPLE'S LOVE. I AM THE MOTHER OF 4 CHILDREN, AND I TRIED TO BE THE PERFECT MOTHER, SCHOOL ACTIVITIES, EVERYTHING, BUT ALWAYS WENT OVERBOARD. RIGTH NOW MY 37 YO DAUGHTER IS LIVING WITH ME, BECAUSE I CANNOT THROW HER OUT. I KNOW I AM ENABLING HER, AND I FINALLY HAD TO TELL HER SHE HAD TO LEAVE BEFORE THAY WOULD LET ME OUT OF THE HOSPITAL THE LAST TIME. THE DOCTORS ARE MORE WORRIED ABOUT THE CD THEN THEY ARE THE BP. THANK GOD I FOUND A MARVELOUS MAN 5 YEARS AGO AND HE IS UNDERSTANDING AND LOVING, AND MOST IMPORTANT HE IS STANDING BEHIND ME 100%. I AM SO GLAD I FOUND THIS SITE, AND HOPE TO HEAR FROM OTHERS OUT THERE WITH THIS CRAZY MIXED UP ILLNESS WE HAVE. OH, I AM ALSO DIIABETIC, HYPOTHROID, HYPERTENSIVE, AND HAVE NEUROPATHY, AND HIGH CHOLESTEROL. ALL AND ALL I AM A BALL OF FUN.

June 5, 2007
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Bhhunt,

Welcome to this site. It sounds like you are making some big life changes right now. Sometimes it takes something very serious to get us the help we need, but I am glad that you are finally getting it. It sounds like you have a lot on your plate to handle. But it sounds like you are headed in the right direction.

I don't have much advice for your situation, but I do have support and I do care.

Hugs,
Chelonia

June 5, 2007
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bhhunt...welcome to this site. You are in the right spot. Sounds like you are working on a lot of stuff over there. This must be your healing time. Why you have always felt that you needed to please everyone? I have this tendency too and I am working hard on it and I can tell you that I am making progess. I find codepenency anonymous very helpful with this. Just being around people who are like me is comforting. Keep posting and sharing your journey. Read other posts as well, you will see that you are not alone in this.

June 5, 2007
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thanks for letting me know i am not alone out here.

June 5, 2007
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Welcome, you are definately not alone.

June 5, 2007
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Please understand and apply principles of detachment. I am writing separately under "Health and Happiness" thread

Good luck. I will be praying for you

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