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I've hurt the one person who ever cared about me.
August 8, 2001
4:15 pm
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antisocial_sociopath
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Hi,

I've just done something and I dont know why, I know I'm not going to be happy for it but I know he will.
I was talking to one of my best friends, I can tell him allmost everything and he was trying to help me when I just lost it and started hitting him, then I said it would be better for his sake if we werent friends anymore because all I will do is hurt him.
Now as I sit here writing this all I can do is cry. Cry because now I know I am alone.

He was the only person who ever cared about me really and could see through my disguise that I put on to fool others away from believeing that I had any feelings.
Like he said people dont like me they fear me.
So much of what he said was true and I guess in a way that was why I was pushing him away because he told me things about myself that I didnt want to admit.
If he read this all I want to say is thankyou so much for caring for me and being there.
I dont know why he hung around all my anger I took out on him and I hate myself for it.
Am I makeing the right decision by letting him go?
Truth is that I dont want to loose him but I KNOW he will be better off and happier without me and all my problems.

If he reads this I just want to say sorry for everything and anything I ever did wrong. I'm sorry for hurting you, and I'm sorry for not letting you help me.
I just want him to realize that I'm going through a rough time at the moment and he is the only thing I'm living for and if he can find it in his heart to forgive me then I'd be happy to be is friend again.

I watched him just now as he rode of on his bike allready knowing that what I had said was wrong pride holding me back from admitting it.

What can I do to rectifie the pain I have caused?
What can I do to get him back?
The only person who ever truly cared for me.

August 8, 2001
4:46 pm
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Maybe this person still wants be freinds swallow your pride, your pride is bigger than your freindship which is a bad start, I have known you a while I know you can get through this, if you give him and yourself another chance.

Did he ever hurt you in a anyway? remember dont do anything stupid he wouldn't weant you to do that! No one wants to see you die, you just think it.

A* God loves everyone and he will always love you even if his love is not returned, maybe this God is like that person he will be there for you and love you even if you reject him... Am i right???

August 9, 2001
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Apologize and be honest and truthfgul with him.

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