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is anyone out there I really need to talk
October 20, 2007
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I am having a very difficult time right now. I just stepped outside and the apartment next to us had there music up loud at I could here there baby girl. She wasn't screaming or anything. But I am crying right now fighting the urge to take that little girl and bring her here. Its like an emotional flashback or something please help

October 20, 2007
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Randy

I will talk to you for a few. I'm not sure if I can help, but I will talk.

(((Randy)))

October 20, 2007
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(((((randomwomen2)) this happens to me ALOT and yes its a trigger from our past, we are senstive to these things, cause that was once us at onetime...I wish i knew what to say, maybe call someone??? I knowwhen I see abuse, when out, i usually bring it to the attention of a store manager or someone, its heartbreaking I know...It downright sickeing how much children must endure in life, and yes its a HUGE trigger for us as well.

I can't sleep either, but its not my neighnors, but other things here.

October 20, 2007
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my hhands are shaking so band I can barly type

October 20, 2007
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Can you take some deep breaths? Can you kind of hug yourself and tell your little girl there is no danger to her?

Keep taking deep breaths.

You are loved and you are safe in your home.

October 20, 2007
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(((RANDOMWOMEN2))) I wish I knew what to say here...I know, this world we live in is very evil.

October 20, 2007
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Breathe through the fear- that's what I do. Breathe slow and deep.

October 20, 2007
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thank you all I just came up with an excuse to go over there ie. I needed TP and everything was fine. I stayed outside breathing for a few minutes and called a friend. I just have to keep on telling myself that shes ok the baby girl is ok Im ok.

October 20, 2007
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You know, Miss Randy, I am so proud of you. You have taken such enormous steps toward facing your past and working toward healing. You are an inspiration to so many people that have been here for any amount of time.

You are a strong loving mother. That comes through your words. You are gifted with your way with words, and your craft of poetry. I know that your writing will be one of the ways that you will help others to heal from their pain.

Hug the little girl in you and tell her she is safe and she is loved.

I love you. (((Little Randy)))

October 20, 2007
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It is so nice to hear that I am loved. I mean I know it but I dont if you understand. Thank you so much for being here for me survivor and bevdee. This site never fails. When I need someone that someone is there.

October 20, 2007
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(((Randy)))

I know exactly what you mean. Exactly.

October 20, 2007
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I'm going to try and sleep now I think I will pray first though I always sleep better when I remember to pray. Good night. ((((Bevdee)))) (((Survivor)))

October 20, 2007
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wish I had better things to say here, I don't, us crazy people you know, often don't have much to give out...hope you sleeo well tonight, please be well:)

October 20, 2007
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I wish you good sleep Random.

squooshy hugs to you ~~

October 20, 2007
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Randy,

If you check today, I want you to know I am thinking of you. Sending you my positive thoughts.

(((Randy)))

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