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is anyome still up?
September 15, 2005
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I would like to talk if someone was willing

September 15, 2005
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I'm up - how's it going?

September 15, 2005
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so am i, whats up?

September 15, 2005
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its just getting late and thats when my problems set in usualy at night when nobodys awake so im glad your here

September 15, 2005
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I am here.

September 15, 2005
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Shaney
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It's only 8:30 here - I live in L.A. so I'll be up for a while. Talk away.
Hey, I was reading your sexual abuse post earlier.

September 15, 2005
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sometimes at night i start actualy feeling it sounds strange but i havent been able to cry once about what happend to me as a child and it is scary to start feeling about it

September 15, 2005
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it is realy nice to be around people who care

September 15, 2005
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I was floored last night when you were talking about it. It's amazing that your survived such a horrific childhood. Are you religious/spiritual, or no?

September 15, 2005
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I am a christian. I belive that only through my prayers when i was young that i survived

September 15, 2005
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ICGold gave some good insight on how she deals with her sexual abuse. I'm Christian too, and have gotten through a lot of heartache by knowing that God is the one who will judge in due time, not me. It relieves some of the pressure to feel like you have to get even or confront abusers. I have never personally, been molested and can hardly fathom the fear and the pain of going through such a thing. I just thought maybe that would be something that I would definitely hold on to, if my parents and my husband had abused me in some way.

September 15, 2005
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ahh so you also read about my husband

September 15, 2005
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I was on your thread last night, but sensitive was firing off a million questions a minute and my posts may have gotten lost in the shuffle. Your posts kept getting worse as I read them, and at one time I posted that I was getting in the car and coming to get you right then! My God, I can't believe what a survivor you are. I chalk it up to you being 22 - you're amazing.

September 15, 2005
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thank you hunny i have a lot of problems though. But i am happy to turn out as well as i have. I just wish i could be happy.

September 15, 2005
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I know you say you're not sure if you want to stay with your husband - and I say that too when I'm really pissed at him. But are there things that you love about him, that make you stay?

September 15, 2005
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Hey RW2:

Great party wasn't it. Made her whole year I think.

My heart breaks for what you had to live thru, but you know that God will use it for glory. You will be blessed thru your sufferings.

I'm here for ya honey.

September 15, 2005
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I do love him but im not sure im in love with him at one point he was my night and shining armor then he turned into an asshole and was drinking for a while then raped me then stoped drinking and started again. and now he is not alowed to drink caouse of his meds but i dont know how to get that trust back after the rape

September 15, 2005
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MammaC - that was amazing what you did for Jigs today - very very clever. I've never seem that many posts in my life. You're an angel.

September 15, 2005
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thanks mamac give jigsy a big hug from me please

September 15, 2005
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Does he admit to raping you or was he drunk? This just blows my mind. What about the trust issue - do you think he'll do it again?

September 15, 2005
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he was drunk what got me was he said the exact thing that my ex step father said to me once sorry i cant stop weve gone to far word for word it about killed me i cryed when it was done and i blead and hurt for about a week. When ever we are intamite i remember it and i dont want to bring it up to him cause i dont want to anger him

September 15, 2005
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Oh Ladies, I didn't do it on my own. White Dove, AW, Bonita all helped and did just as much. Ya know there is nothin we wouldn't try to pull off for that angel.

September 15, 2005
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you all are a God send to that sweet girl I can just imagine how much you all mean to her

September 15, 2005
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is anyone still here?

September 15, 2005
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I'm here RW2

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