Avatar
Please consider registering
guest
sp_LogInOut Log In sp_Registration Register
Register | Lost password?
Advanced Search
Forum Scope


Match



Forum Options



Minimum search word length is 3 characters - maximum search word length is 84 characters
sp_TopicIcon
is anybody here????
November 2, 2006
1:06 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline
November 2, 2006
1:17 am
Avatar
free
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 433
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I'm here!

how are ya?

free

November 2, 2006
1:20 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

oh free---

i just spilled my guts out again on the no contact thread

a lot about what just happened and a lot about my past

plus there are other factors in dealing with my kids with their father and his girlfriend and her two sons...

just so worked up right now

November 2, 2006
1:23 am
Avatar
mamacinnamon
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: 0
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

yep, there is always someone here. 🙂

What's up??

November 2, 2006
1:26 am
Avatar
free
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 433
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

this too is gonna pass needtoheal.

It really will.

so many times I've been on that raft in that nasty swirling river of rapids- sometimes not by choice, sometimes by choice, sometimes by accident and I think sometimes by fate.

so many times I've struggled with not knowing what to do, and so wishing I knew.

Still do.

It's another rapid.

It's gonna be okay.

free

November 2, 2006
1:27 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

mamac--

just spilled my guts out on the no contact thread... about the ex b/f that i am still in contact with. then about my past.. and then you know the stoty about the ex-husband and his girlfriend making comments about me//
my son talked to his teacher today and what is so cool is that his teacher this year is his GODMOTHER...

I was at her house last night when i was late coming home and the kids were at outside playing with my neighbor's kids..
and my ex-husband told me that he left them earlier when he thought that the kids said that they saw me

i told him that he should never take their word for it that i am there....

November 2, 2006
1:29 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

thanks free... i know that these feelings will pass... i know just from what i have already been through...
coming here and posting does help me

there has been so much going on

tomorrow is another day

and i do feel good right now

well, actually it is already tomorrow

thanks for responding and supporting me

November 2, 2006
1:33 am
Avatar
clownface
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Need~ You still around?

November 2, 2006
1:34 am
Avatar
free
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 433
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I wish I knew what to say.

(((needtoheal)))

free

November 2, 2006
1:40 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

clownface... yeah just posted back at the no contact thread....

spilling my beans..

free-- its okay if you cannot say anything at all... but keep me in your thoughts and thanks for the hug too...

mamac-- i already asked her last night to keep me in her prayers.. i know that she will

guess i am just breaking down and the only time that i can do it is when the kids are in bed...

we had a great night tonight

we did mad libs together

it was so funny

and then we did our "FEELINGS WHEEL"

and they fell asleep

they are truly a blessing

almost died having them both (another saga) but I do appreciate them with all of my heart/

they are what keeps me going

and now all the friends here too

November 2, 2006
1:43 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

thank you all for reading... and reading// and for all of your support

maybe tonight is my rock-bottom night

i have been so weepy off and on for a while now./// even before i started the no contact with pond scum a week from last saturday

i know i am grieving
and going through a lot

and i am smart enough to know that i can do this

November 2, 2006
1:45 am
Avatar
mamacinnamon
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: 0
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

IWILLHEAL:

You are doing nothing that none of the rest of us did. You are grieving the loss you your mate. It is understandable that you will breakdown at times, and when would you have time except for when the kids are in bed. Hugs to you honey.

November 2, 2006
1:48 am
Avatar
clownface
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Need~

You've had a difficult night. I hope that some of my thoughts have brought you some comfort. You're right, you're more than smart enough to get yourself out of this. Tomorrow is another day, a new beginning, a new day of healing, a fresh start on NC. I'm glad you have your boys to bring joy and sunshine into your life.

Take good care,
Clown

November 2, 2006
1:49 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

thanks MAMA...

i think i am upset about so many things, mama---

losing what he represented to me

i do not miss his anger like when he talked to me the other night and answered the phone "What..."

or tonight with him being so nasty about me sending that text message which was a control issue

and even after i apologized he still was nasty

November 2, 2006
1:53 am
Avatar
needtoheal
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

thank you clown

---yes, you did absolutely bring me comfort

and i am looking forward to later on today when i get up and be with the kids and send them off to school

then go to work

then pick up the kids from school

and take a walk with them and the puppy -- they will ride their bikes

and make dinner

and have some peace and quiet

thanks clown

i will check in with you tomorrow

thank you all ---clown, mamac, and free for reading, listening, and being supportive for me at this time...

love to all

I WILL HEAL

keep forgeting that my name was changed from NEED TO HEAL to I WILL HEAL< MAMA...thanks for reminding me (((FREE))) ((((CLOWNFACE))) (((MAMACINNAMON)))

Forum Timezone: UTC -8
Most Users Ever Online: 349
Currently Online:
29
Guest(s)
Currently Browsing this Page:
1 Guest(s)
Top Posters:
onedaythiswillpass: 1134
zarathustra: 562
StronginHim77: 453
free: 433
2013ways: 431
curious64: 408
Member Stats:
Guest Posters: 49
Members: 111048
Moderators: 5
Admins: 3
Forum Stats:
Groups: 8
Forums: 74
Topics: 38581
Posts: 714357
Newest Members:
nickvoz, jron1945bas, juliaopty, uoi, jamescortes, rickymorgan3165
Moderators: arochaIB: 1, devadmin: 9, Tincho: 0, Donn Gruta: 0, Germain Palacios: 0
Administrators: admin: 21, ShiningLight: 572, emily430: 29

Copyright © 2020 MH Sub I, LLC. All rights reserved.
Terms of Use | Privacy Policy | Cookie Policy | Health Disclaimer | Do Not Sell My Personal Information