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I'm out of control
November 5, 2004
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Yeah, thank you sunny,

A friend of mine was trying to talk me into going out drinking tonight, but I didnt go. Thought about it for a minute, and decided I didnt want to drink.

I still haven't decided whether Im going to let the ex come back. Thats why I posted last night, to get some feedback.

November 5, 2004
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wireless,

Sorry I had to turn in last night. I applaud you for resisting the temptation to go out! WTG!! I do hope you have a better day today 🙂

Sunny

November 5, 2004
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Hey thanks sunny.

I didnt have a bad day yesterday. It wasnt a big temptation. Like I said before, if I have the motivation to stop drinking, it not a problem for me

November 5, 2004
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This is a website about endometriosis http://www.abc.net.au/health/r.....sis_ff.htm

Apparently Marilyn Monroe had it and it led to her addiction to painkillers. The treatment for really severe endometriosis can be a hysterectomy.

Being that I separated from my husband, had a relationship with someone else, and am now pregnant by that person, I have a different view in terms of making mistakes. I made a big mistake leaving my husband and I was not mature enough to realize that. It's something I will regret forever.

Ultimately this is your decision. Infidelity is not an easy thing to get over. You are the only one who knows the totality of your story.

Regardless of your choice you know you will get support.

My infidelity and the consequences thereof have taught me to never be unfaithful ever again.

November 5, 2004
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Thank you very much Cici,

I feel that was heartfelt. I appreciate that.

You are right about me being the one who really knows the totality of my story. I have shared a lot, but there a lot of details left, and theres really no need to go into all of them.

I still dont know what to do. She is supposed to call tonight, and we are supposed to get together this weekend and talk things over. On one hand I dont want to take her back, but on the other and I still love her, and I still want her in my life. Its confusing. Even more so now that the tables have turned and the ball is in my court.

I have read almost everything I could find about endometriosis. That is very interesting about Marilyn Monroe. I didnt know that. That sure is what happened to my ex. It led to a bad addiction to painkillers. There are other treatments for it, but none have worked for her. And on top of it, she has one ovary that develops huge bloody cysts at least once a month (the other one was removed last year)
The only cure for her is a hysterectomy, but no doctor will do that on a 25 year old woman with no kids. So it seems like she is doomed to a life of pain and narcotics

November 6, 2004
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Anybody online? Its 11:30 on friday night, Im sitting at home bored.

I been thinking lately how cool it would be if I could go back and live my life all over again knowing what I know now. That would be friggin awesome!

November 6, 2004
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I am here.

November 6, 2004
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Hey Jewel hows it going?

November 6, 2004
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What time zone are you in?

November 6, 2004
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i am still awake it is late though

November 6, 2004
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you there

November 6, 2004
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Its only midnight here. Im usually up all night, but I just remembered that I got up early this morning, so I might be dozing off soon. I dont feel it yet though

November 6, 2004
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I hate wearing my glasses. I want to throw them at the the wall and then step on them.

That has nothing to do with anything

November 6, 2004
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Hey Jewel, are you there?

Can I ask you a question? I saw this on some thread - What would you do if you had one day to live?

November 6, 2004
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I am here to listen. I feel alone right now. Are you drinking tonight or wireless do you still have it under control?

November 6, 2004
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Oh I still have it under control, Im not drinking. Thats why Im at home online on friday night. I could be out having a blast right now. Thats the only reason I would drink, is to be out having a good time. I dont know how to have good time on friday night (or any other night for that matter) if im not out drinking

November 6, 2004
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If I had only one day to live-Gosh I would be a busy girl. I know I can and will do a lot in my life. I would tell all the people in my life how much i care about them. And make them realize it.

November 6, 2004
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I dont know what I would do. I probably do a lot of drugs

November 6, 2004
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I just watched Steve-O stick a safety pin through his cheek. It was disgusting

November 6, 2004
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Hey Jewel why do you say you feel alone right now? how are you doing? something on your mind?

November 6, 2004
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I am missing my man.

November 6, 2004
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Im sorry. how long has it been?

November 6, 2004
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Hi everyone who looks at this thread. Its 4:20 on saturday afternoon. Anyone around?

November 6, 2004
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I am here and bored. How are doing?

November 6, 2004
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Hi Jewel, Im doing well. Just sitting here watching a movie and typing away. Im trying to figure out what I can do tonight that doesnt include drinking

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