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i'm not having a good day Today (liss)
January 17, 2004
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We care, Lisset.

January 17, 2004
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I still haven't read all the threads on here. Sometimes when I do read some of them I don't know what to advise so I always hope someone who knows will answer the questions. I'm sorry you are not having a good day though. I hope tomorrow will be better for you.

January 18, 2004
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Wishing you a better day Lisset.

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January 18, 2004
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Lisset,

Sweetie, hope you find a great guy in school. I mean, wouldn't you want to meet somebody where you are rather than in cyber space?

I'm not so familiar with your other threads...but, there'e nothing wrong with you. And you will find someone who will appreciate you for exactly who you are. He will love you cuz of who you are. I know it's hard to play the waiting game for our prince charming to come along. But, until he does come your way, don't beat yourself up and think there's something wrong with you. Cuz there isn't. The only thing "wrong" is that it's probably just the wrong time. When it is the right time...everything will be right.

=) stay strong. Hoping for better days for you.

love, vegas

January 18, 2004
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Hi Lissett, I've just got out of bed, I'm in a different time zone so I'm awake when you're asleep etc.
First, there's nothing 'wrong' with you - but many things you write indicate that you are very sensitive, and have been hurt. It's often very difficult to see how hurtful words can be, and the people who hurt you clearly have no idea what effect their words are having. Just remember though, that you have the intelligence to try to analyse what is going on, and they perhaps don't. In time you are going to be the stronger person, and you will be able to help those around you.
As for the period thing, I remember it well, yes you often feel like S*** at that time! Lisset, do you keep all this stuff you write. It's so valuable to know how we felt at different times in our lives. I can tell you it will give you great strength. Hang on in there.
Love K

January 18, 2004
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Oh, and I forgot to say, good that you put your name, - I sometimes read some threads and I see things, go away, and then think of things to say, and come back later, then I cant find who wrote the original thing, because my memory isnt that good!
Love K

January 18, 2004
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lisset,
hope your day gets better so much for you, sorry your having a hard time, but we all here if you need to talk, thers nothing wrong with you at all, being just you is why your special, and everyone just being them is why they are special to, i dont understand why that guy said what he did to you tho, just hope you find some thing that makes you happy today, 🙂 look after ya self lisset,

January 18, 2004
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When someone says that "you deserve better than them" believe them. He's saving you from future pain. It's hard when someone says that because you internalize it thinking it has to do with you but just remember that it doesn't have to do with you!!! Just believe in yourself and find some hobbies and passions that you love and when you least expect it you'll meet someone.

January 18, 2004
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Hey Lisset... maybe spending some time away from the computer to socialize would help. I've tried to visit chat rooms a number of times, and I find the people there to be more often than not rude to newcomers. (This site seems to be the exception rather than the rule.) Probably a lot of people on those sites are frustrated by their own real life social lives, and so they lord their cliquishness over you, the newcomer... in other words, people with self-esteem issues. Pay them no mind.

Are there any nice people in your classes? Perhaps one of them (boy or girl) would like to do a study session with you over coffee or hot chocolate?

January 19, 2004
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How can you feel like you know a person when you've never met them in person? Just look at the people even in this forum who have met people in cyber space only to discover that they were not at all what they presented themselves to be... You didn't lose anything when you found out that this guy didn't return your affections. You didn't know him, even though I know it feels like you did. It doesn't make your hurt any less real though. *hug* School will start soon though, just hang in there.

January 19, 2004
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Dear liss - that is something nice to look forward to:- so just remember that each day you are getting closer to that time, and you may find that it actually happens before you anticipated......so just do your best in the learning department - for maybe then you will feel better about yourself. Also you may realise and appreciate that you are a very worthy person who certainly deserves to be treated with respect......and any guy or anyone who believes otherwise, certainly hasn't bothered doing their homework! There are many plusses for putting in the effort at school that you may not be aware of just yet. CU
and Best Wishes.

LA Rosa

January 19, 2004
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Have you been missing 'Me'- liss?!

If so, then I truly am touched - and I just hope you understand that I wasn't very far away. I thought you needed a break from listening to me.

Sometimes a little distance is a good thing - it can help you to be able to see clearer......from a better perspective. A bit like going for a walk....and coming back feeling much better from having the fresh air and exercise. A little intermission can work wonders at times. I've never had an intermission for caring about - liss - though.

Just thought I should mention that incase you ever had any doubts. Have no doubts - I'm not going to switch on and off - just like that! So please - liss, go and dry your eyes and give me a smile. That would make me smile to. 🙂

Love, LA Rosa

January 19, 2004
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Back again liss!

Is this because I didn't get back to you - after asking you if you would like some 'more' information about the nature of dreams? - to which you did not reply! If that is the reason - liss - then I can only hope that you will show just a little consideration for my feelings in this matter - before letting things blow up out of proportion. As I said - I haven't been far away. It isn't a very good idea to assume too much when communicating online. For me to even think that you could have missed me was very touching indeed - and I am sorry to hear how you feel towards me - and I'm sorry that Christian doesn't seem to feel the way you do towards him. His name was Christian, wasn't it? The name your Mother said was always belonging to what meant 'not very nice' people. Maybe in her own way she could've been trying to save you from the hurt you are going through just now. Best Wishes.

LA Rosa

January 20, 2004
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Liss - I wouldn't be mad at you over that! You wouldn't have hurt my feelings by saying that you didn't want more information. That's why I asked you - to see what you thought. Whenever there is something that you don't understand - liss, do not hestitate to just ask......do you recall me saying that to you? I wasn't to know that you didn't understand it - but I did cut it short so that you could tell me. For all I knew you may not really be all that interested anyway - I just put it in because I thought it was - and wondered if you might find it interesting as well. I have a difficult enough time trying to interpret my own dreams - never mind anyone else's. 🙂

btw liss - I don't have to be here everyday - sometimes my time has to be spent on other matters - depending on what I decide is my top priority at the time......or should be. If I neglect to take care of what I need to take care of - I cannot say it's your fault - because I didn't want to upset you. All I can say is that I hope - liss - will understand that I am only human too....with issues and bad days and other people who fortunately 'don't' piss me off - nearly as much as they used to.

A little something to try and keep in mind - liss - is this, the more you keep telling yourself - that you can't get him off your mind - the more you will feel effected in that very way.....and he'll remain on your mind making you feel angry at yourself as well....for allowing yourself to let him do this to you. Does that make any sense to you? If it does - then you'll have identified something that you can learn how to resolve. You can learn the hard way or the easier way. That is your choice as well..... If it doesn't make any sense to you, then it just means that you see no sense in it. I was just wanting to know if you thought it did - or might - or whatever you may think about it is what is important......and I won't know what you think - unless you let me. That too is also your choice. If there is something you don't understand - liss - then it is up to you to ask me to explain or not. Whatever it is - it is all your choice. Best Wishes

Love, LA Rosa

January 20, 2004
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Hi Lisset,,,

Sorry to hear you're not having a good day. Let me tell you about my day yesterday, and maybe it will help or at least get a chuckle from you.

Sunday night my 17-year-old spent the night with me. We had a good time except hubby got drunk and fell around (we just shook our head). She tells me she has a paper due Tuesday (yes today) which she has to do for honors English (yeah, I'm proud of her). What she has to do is write a story about a 24 hour day as if she were an Aztec Indian, of course giving references, all that crap,,she has some disjointed notes. We sit down at the omputer, she looks at me and I look at her. She says well? I say well? I start to get the feeling this might be complicated. She said she couldn't do it. I said I couldn't do it. She tells me that I know less about this than she does. I tell her that's true because I haven't been studying Aztec Indicans in school. She gets up and storms away. I'm trying to ask her if she wants to tell her story from a child's point of view or what? She decided she didn't know and didn't care. So, of course, instead of her taking a zero, I sit down to try to do this, getting nowhere fast when the phone rings. It's hubby telling me I have to come get him from work cause he's sick,,no kidding? Then when I pick him up, he says I have to take my daugher to the doctor and get a note saying she was sick to save his sorry butt because his work has told him he has to bring a note about her being sick (they have their own doctor there, so someone else in the family had to be sick). I come home and lucky for him, she has been sick but not that sick. The paper still hasn't been done. She decided to adopt a cat, We leave to get the cat. I tell her on the way that I need a doctor note for MY work (whick I work at home) to send since I couldn't work yesterday trying to help her with her paper. She gets pissed royally. We get the cat, go to the doctor. They weigh her, her eyes get really big, we go into the waiting room, she bursts into tears about her weight and cries so pitifully, that I start crying too. The doctor walks in, looks at both of us and asks what's going on. She says she has a stuffy nose and a sore throat, and he's looking at the both of us like he just walked in on two very strange creatures, which is what I'm sure he thought. Gives a couple of prescriptions. We get home, hubby has done her paper but we've been at the doctor for about two hours. I have a very sick friend I'm supposed to meet for lunch, and we've been planning this for weeks. Didn't make it to her house until 4:00. We go out; I drink too much. The last thing I remember is sitting in TGIF's with one lens on my nose as the other one is gone. Now I have no glasses, know that I drank too much last night and was lucky to have someone who could drive me or I'd still be there I guess.

Last night, I had the worst nightmares of my entire life all night long, horrible awful dreams that seemed so real it was one of those nights I felt paralyzed, barely awake and would have to fight to wake up, many, many times. Hubby gets up and says he's worried about me because of the night I had. Said I was crying, screaming, moaning, etc. all night long and was it something he did? Oh, I forgot to mention that when I got up this morning, there were 3 very drunken-sounding messages on my answering machine. Two from my friend saying we were going to be late, much noise in the background, and she had all the Hispanic guys who worked in the place around us partying. There was one message from me sounding very drunk and stupid, and one really nasty one from my mother telling me to call her, so I expect my parents to be here today wanting to know what the hell we were up to last night, as I'm sure my youngest (the one with the paper due) told them we were going out. My friend called my daughter to tell her we were worried about her while still at the restaurant (because we are, as she is depressed and really upset over gaining a few pounds, too upset just for that but will NOT go to counseling). She calls me and says we're making fun of her. Dear God, what next.....All I wanted was a normal day (whatever that is) with my daughter and go to lunch with my friend, come home watch a little TV and go to bed.

There is a moral to this for me. Don't drink alcohol. Don't ever make plans to do anything, and if I ever do it again, don't take my glasses.

Oh,,,and I blew my low-carb diet all to hell!~!~!! W.

January 20, 2004
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Hugs Lisset....Hope that you have a better evening.

January 20, 2004
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Then don't....think about pleasant things. What is fun for YOU?

January 21, 2004
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Lisset,

Please don't say that you don't want to live. You are so young and you have so much to live for.

Help me out here. Sometimes I get the feeling that you get mad because English is your second language and you don't always understand what is being said. I know when I moved to Montreal, the primary language in the area where we lived is French. Most of the time I could do what I needed to do in English, BUT in trying to fit in, I had to learn French. ESPECIALLY since that was the primary language my step-children spoke. They STILL make fun of my accent. But, I remember when I first moved there, I would get upset because the language was different and the culture was different.

Just as the U.S. is very different to you from Cuba.

Do you think this might be some of why you get frustrated and angry?

Love,

Zinnie

January 21, 2004
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Dear LISS - I'm sorry for not getting back to you sooner and hope that you are feeling a bit better than the way you were. Please don't wish that!! You can wish for anything you like - whatever would make you happy.

When you're really having a hard time - one that doesn't seem like it will ever go away - you can often forget how it was to be happy. You may not know how it will get better right now - but sometimes - liss, what happens is we get to a certain stage, and then we say to ourselves "Why have I been getting so upset about that! (the question mark is not working right now - honest - liss - until it gets better I'll just use the exclamation mark) or you could say 'It's time for me to start......Gee! I should've done this before." or "Why didn't I think I could do this!

That's when we will have realised that anger was never the answer - it doesn't matter how much we get angry - it doesn't make things change any faster or in any good way. "Why have I been so angry!" Once you can get the answer to that one - liss - then you to will be able to see the much brighter future ahead for you.

This is a big learning curve for you, there are a lot of new things that you are learning as you settle in to where you are living now.....and that always takes some time. When you are feeling the way you have been, it's easy to understand why school has been difficult for you. You're learning so much about a whole new culture - how long you've been living in the USA for! - and what it was like for you in Cuba! When I emmigrated to Australia from Scotalnd with my Mum & Dad, two older brothers and little sister - that was a whole different way of life as well - but just about everyone spoke English.

So let's get to know more about you Liss and get some of your questions awswered as well. It always feels good to have questions answered - and some questons more than others! I'll start by explaining your question about dreams OK!

Although it takes a little bit longer to communicate online - so what! If it takes a little bit longer then that's how it'll be - whatever it takes - and it will be a pleasure I'm sure - to get to know you even more - you'll not be feel the way you are when you can see things clearer. When that happens you'll be able to feel that you have learned so much - that will be even more important yo you than anything you could learn in school......just try and do what you can at school.....and be a friend to yourself by not getting angry so much - cause it's simply not good for you, or anyone else - it can become a very very bad habit. Without that there would be a big difference. There are so many things to look forward to - even right now - when you can feel that there are people who do care about you.

I'm sorry that it has been so hard for you liss, and I will just tell you what my son Willie used to say, at times when things were very trying
......"It only takes a little - To make a big difference." It might make 'all' the difference - and you never know when or where or how it is going to come to you - maybe once you have the right answer to one of your questions. That's what I'd be wishing for - the little thing that makes the big difference. CU LISS & BE WELL2 Let me give you a BIG hug!!

Love, LA Rosa

January 21, 2004
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hello everyone I just googled in codependency in relationships- and stumbled onto this site. Well a little about myself...I am a codependent, and have been going to CoDA sessions today will be my fifth one- Iam proud of myself I promised myself I will try it at least for a month.
My realization that iwas codependent was a weeek ago I wanted to go to a club were my ex was deejaying-to see him and see if i could have rekindled something that was never meant to be.SO that entire day I called everyone including some guys to join me so I can make him envious and prove to him I moved on.( but in actuality I havenot) guess what the last time I was with him was FEb of last year--so he has been living in my head for about a year. So i decided if I dont reprogram this way of thinking i will never establish healthy relationships- I know that I need to start with myself.I never went to the club that night- but thr next day began my coDa journey. I was floored that people actaully understood and let me speAK FREELY on my situation. So I explained that them just what I told all of you (in tears mind you that was how it came out i guess it was okay but importantly it was a safe space) so everyone that is my intro. Lissie IM sure you feel better now its wednesday a new day, Hello Zinnie and La Rosa.

January 21, 2004
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Hi Lisset,,,I'm sorry to have left that goofy message,,,just trying to cheer you up some. I don't communicate very well sometimes.

I hope you feel better soon. I know you're having a hard time right now. I don't know really what to tell you except that I care and that I hope you will feel better. W.

January 23, 2004
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Hi Lisset,

No, just asking if you thought the language difference was sometimes part of the problem. Not a reflection on you. I was just saying I can relate because I went through the same thing when I moved to Montreal.

But, you are right, just because some one is in a bad mood that does not give them the absolute right to be mean and nasty to others.

Hope you are well today.

Z.

January 23, 2004
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Hi liss!

It is nice to 'hear' back from you when you were ready to reply. That is the only time I can do it myself - maybe if I am too tired or when my mind is on other things - I find it a big struggle to conscentrate on saying what I would like to say, without it taking a very long time.

Your reply has meant that I feel I know you much better....and you sound much better too. Expressing yourself in words on paper or online - takes a little bit of practice, and the more often you do it the less effort it will become.... and you'll find that your English lessons will help too. That was my favourite subject at school.

You asked me if I had ever wanted to die? Although there have been a few times when I didn't know how things could get better, or if they ever would.....there was never a time when I would rather die than be alive. What I did wish for at those times, was to have a way of just disappearing for a while.....and then coming back again later - when whatever I was facing that was so hard to cope with - would be all gone. Most of the time it was just because I didn't have access to the information that could let me see the big picture (situation) clearer. When I felt confused and had doubts and didn't know what to do.....that's when I'd get anxious and despondent. Those feelings do pass though - even though sometimes it can seem as if they've set themselves in for the rest of my life - it just seems like that! Things can get better - I just have to try and find a way to help them along a bit. Do what I can - when I can - and try and get over any hangups.

I want to be a part of something that is worhwhile - and I am - even when I'm going through a very hard time.

If any man ever wants me to give up being who I really am for him - then he isn't thinking of my happiness but only of himself - and he would never be able to be happy with me anyway - because I would be miserable. I need him to love me for who I am - not for what he wants me to be.....that just doesn't sound like love to me.

Today has been a BIG day - liss, What a day! Today is a wonderful day!! It's kind of dreamlike - and I'm still in a little bit in over-the-moon shock, because today I found out where my son is working and the lady that I had made my enquiry to, has let me know that Willie is actually working there, and said to tell me that he is doing well and would contact me.:) 🙂 🙂 🙂

I hope you'll excuse me liss - as my conscentration has just gone on me... and I just need to go to bed and have some pleasant dreams.....all of a sudden I'm feeling quite exhausted - so I'll CU tomorrow - liss - and hope that you are well and looking after yourself. Goodnight!:)

Love, LA Rosa

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January 23, 2004
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OOps! Just forget the bit at the bottom - liss - I thought it had already been wiped. I've made that kind of mistake before. CU later and hope you have a good day and be well.:) Best Wishes, Rose

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Hi liss!

Just to let you know the basics about dreams, the way I think. Your dreams 'are' there to help you - from what I can read about them, they are an outlet for certain things in our lives, that our consciousness (our awake mind) doesn't go along with - and so the subconscious (our mind when we are asleep (unconscious)) kicks in. This would be why dreams aren't the same as reality. Dreams are supposed to have to do with things in the dreamer's life, that they would like changed - because the dreamer can't accept them (even if they go along with it in reality). A lot of more goes on in your subconscious than you may realise - and dreams are that big part of your thinking that is expressed through dreams. There is much information on the internet to give you a better understanding on dreams. One thing though....it's not surprising that your dreams aren't the same as real life.

Having once been a been a teen myself - although that was some time ago - I realise that there is still a lot of growing up yet to do. No, No, No, No, liss, even when I have wondered about taking my life - I've never wanted to do anything that would mean I would die! What I was trying to explain is that there are time when we feel that the circumstances will never change - and we don't know how to change them - so it can sometimes get on top of us. I don't want to die though. The closest feeling of wanting that to happen was when I thought that I would always have to live with a 'guy', who had convinced me that we were meant for each other - we were even talking about getting married......when all he really wanted was to totally control me! It was like a horror movie! I know now that he was either a narcisist or maybe even a psychopath......and there's plenty of information about them on the internet as well. There was no way that I was going to die because of him though......that just wasn't going to happen - that wasn't the answer. .just because of a person who is behaving really weird and is very unreasonable. So I just waited for my opportunity to get away from him.... and did. That was happenning at the same time as I lost contact with my son, and a few other things as well. That was why I was feeling so helpless, because I didn't know how I could get out of it in one piece.
That's why you've got to know who you are going to trust - not everyone should be trusted to have your welfare at heart. I thought that I could trust him since he was my cousin that I hadn't seen since I was five.....and just believed what I heard and read! Everything was going to be just the way I've always wanted it to be. There are lots of people who use the internet to take advantage of nieve, innocent, vulnerable and trusting people...... and so you must be careful not to put yourself into any dangerous situations.

I'm not sure what you mean about talking by messenger? I don't know what that is? One thing that you can do here is open up and talk about whatever is on your mind. Ask questions that you don't have answers to, or just feel that you have some friends who want to help you to get over any problems that you may be facing. That means 'help' you - you will have to help yourself as well - you are the one who is going to decide on what you do to help yourself - and that is why it is good to talk and listen to the opinions of others - who will let you know what they think might be helpful - when you don't know what to do - or how to do it - or if you're having trouble doing it. It is much more than just chatting though - although it is very friendly. That is why there is no reason to be angry or mean to each other - with the purpose being to help one another. At least that's how I see it. CU and take care liss.

Love, La Rosa

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