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February 12, 2009
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awww RW wish you could have had better sleep.

Same thing happens with my "fur babies"...one woke up at 1pm, and woke up at 3pm and pewked, then my bf gets up at 4:30am for work, then the "other dogs" get up at 6am cuz they want to eat....so its never ending. I wish i could get a solid 7 hours sleep, but it doesn't seem to happen.

wishing you support with the lump you found, and hoping that once the test are taken, that all is well. Yet, I am glad its not getting "bigger" so thats a good thing.

(((sending you huge hugs)))

February 12, 2009
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Rw,

I know your hurting so.... much right now. I cant even image all the pain you are going through.

I really like your poem. I do think you have share this one before. I to have had the invisble feeling. Like nobody cares what happens to you. Like it wouldn't matter... what happened to you.

But it does, matter you are important, and special. Even if the people in your life dont take the time to tell you so.

I'm wondering, have you been snapping that braclet on your wrist today ?

Keep posting RW I am here and it is a very slow day at work... so I can talk to you all afternoon if you want.

tb

February 12, 2009
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I cant talk much today my husbands home

February 12, 2009
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ok... well when ever you can.

Try and take it easy. I touch base with you again soon.

Sending you a ((hug)).

tb

February 12, 2009
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Ty sweetheart my husbands gone for about 15 minutes so I thought I would post one more poem that I believe I wrote the day that my computer went down I had tried to go back online to post it but the computer wouldn't start. So here it is now

The Blame

All my memories all my pain

I am the victim but I take the blame

Punishing myself for crimes I didn’t commit

My soul is trapped in inner torment

No matter what I do its not enough

I cannot escape these walls are tough

To high to climb to wide to walk

No where to go no way to talk

In solitude is where I reside

It’s the only safe place to hide

February 12, 2009
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Wow, that is a really powerful poem.

This one spoke to me personally about some of the pain that I have dealt with through all my childhood trama.

tb

February 12, 2009
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((((Terriberry))))

February 13, 2009
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My husband works tonight so I will have a few hours to talk instead of a few minutes here and there.

February 13, 2009
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Hey Rw,

How are you today... ?

February 13, 2009
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todays a little bit harder for me and I dont know why.

February 13, 2009
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in what way ? What's been going on at home ?

February 13, 2009
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nothing much my husband goes back to work today after having 9 days off (vacation) There was a huge fight all night last night our neighbors went at it that was really stressing we had to call the cops and everyone knows that we did it. I havent been alone since I found out that my ex step fathers out of prison and I will be tonight

February 13, 2009
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That would make me kinda of edgy too. Can you invite somebody over to stay with you?

February 13, 2009
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no there really is no one

February 13, 2009
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Is there somewhere you can take the kids for the night... I mean just the night out... maybe to the movies...
Maybe just to get your mind off of stuff ?

February 13, 2009
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Nope cause my husband will talk our only vehicle to work. Im pretty much stuck here

February 13, 2009
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I meant take

February 13, 2009
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well that kinda sucks... Maybe do something with the kids to get your mind off things....

I use to do a girls nite, with my daughters.... curl there hair... let them put make-up on themselfs and me.

Maybe you could do something with yours... You have all boys right ?

February 13, 2009
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yes I do they are 6,5,and 2.

February 13, 2009
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Maybe doing something with all three of them will keep your mind off things... Maybe have a camp out night inside the house....

You know make a tent, and get some flash lights...

Or bake cookies... just something to make yourself feel better, and at the same time... keep the kids busy.

February 13, 2009
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they go to bed about 7:30 so I will have a lot of just me time I am thinking about ordering pizza tonight though

February 13, 2009
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there are some good shows that come on tonight that Im will most likely watch.

February 13, 2009
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that sounds good idea.

I'm gonna go to my group tonight. But I am facing a lonely weekend myself.
I was just telling Billy I am kinda feeling like I am in a bit of a rut lately.

So, what ya gonna watch on T.V. ?

tb

February 13, 2009
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Well RW,

Hope you have a good night... with the kids. Hope there is something really good on T.V. for you.

Keep posting... cant wait for your next poem...

(((RW)))
tb

February 13, 2009
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Oh that means that I missed you my hubby just left for work

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