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i'm a delinquent 19 yo who's contemplating on suicide.
July 24, 2000
11:36 am
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evilkneivel
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freaky huh? well, they say that people should take this threats of suicide seriously. but in my case nobody seems to really care.

i'm a horrible person. this term, i filed a leave of absence without my parents knowledge, stole money from them, then use up all my allowance. i'm not into drugs or anything, i just feel so screwed up.

July 24, 2000
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suicide is somthing serious nothing to joke about. everyone has problems but hony no problem is worth you life. We all make mistaks, but try in put them in the past. If you can find some way to let someone know All of the things that are bothering you and get it all on the table in the open work out problem by problem. With in time you will see that your life is butiful. I am also 19 and I have a one and a half year old girl. you don't want to miss out on things like that. I have my problems to but you have to remeber you can work through them. If you kill yourself your problems will never get solved they may not be your problem anymore but think who will they pass onto. Your parents love you no matter how many mistakes you have made. It would cause them as well as all your freinds and and other famially alot of greif and heart break. Think about! Give life a chance aftrer all the clounds go away life is really somthing else.

July 24, 2000
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Depression is a very selfish emotion. When you think about it, killing yourself doesn't really hurt anyone but those you love.

Nothing you do is bad enough that it can't be forgiven by those who love you. I'm a prime example. A year ago I was 19 and I began posting here. I was a drug addict (addicted to jsut about everything that you can think of and more), broke, I had dropped out of college and I had hurt my family with my behavior and words so much that they cut me off completely. My father is dying, so it hurt very much to be cut form his life. I was alone, I didn't have a place to live (briefly, thank God for my friends).

Yet I never once seriously thought of killing myself. I have always thought that life is the best and greatest gift that was ever given to me.

I started posting here. Talking about my life, how I felt. People listened and cared.

Now I'm in college again, clean and sober for the last 9 months or so. My family and I are on good terms, I am engaged to a wonderful man who helped me to stay sober.

So...talk. Tell us why things are so bad that you want to die.

July 24, 2000
2:24 pm
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Hi,

I care. So, now you know somebody does care. I had these bad feelings when I was a teen. Some of these feelings are probably because of your age. Your body is changing, your mind is changing, your life is changing. You're not a child nor an adult. It's rough.

BUT, everything will keep changing so hang in there until it gets better. UNLESS YOU KILL YOURSELF! I doubt you really want to do that. Sometimes it just seems like the only way to end the pain. But it's not. See your doctor and be honest with him. He may be able to help with a mild antidepressant. Please try it.

I also think you need to talk to some counselor - at school, church, mental health center. Somebody, somewhere. And you are not a horrible person - just one who is confused and in pain. You do have control over the things you do like stealing money, etc. Next time you want to do something like that, stop a minute and say to yourself "I don't have to do this. I have a choice." I know from experience that only you can change your life. Please try. Keep posting. Know that people DO care. Parents usually just don't know how to deal with these kinds of problems. Give them a chance. Sit down and talk honestly and openly with them. They still may not understand, but at least you tried. Then go about the business of making your life what you want it to be.

Good luck!

July 24, 2000
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I think Cici hit it on the head: killing yourself doesn't really hurt anyone but those you love.

I bet you wonder if even that would hurt them. You would like to provoke them to care, show them YOU REALLY HURT! They are probably so put off by your acting out, that they can't seem to care that you hurt.

Can you be real with anyone? Let down the facade and show someone what is underneath? You can do it here! We will take you seriously, and you can be safe. Your name implies you like to take risks...

I dare you!! 🙂

July 24, 2000
4:26 pm
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You are a sacred person who is hurting, this too will pass, just let it. Taking your life is the worst thing you can do, and is only a temporary solution. We come back you know, and if you dont learn and grow from your lessons now, you will be given another chance. Face your problems and your pain.
We have all been there. Teen years and early twenties are difficult, it sounds to me as if you are repeating words that your parents and others have said to you, dont take these words as the reality of who you are BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT, YOU ARE A DIVINE AND SPECIAL PERSON! You are not alone, god walks with you and holds you now.

July 24, 2000
5:49 pm
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Evilkneivel.

If you think death will end your torment, think again. Check out the suicide near death experiences (suicide NDEs) on the net at near-death.com or email Kevin Williams at [email protected] for advice. Do yourself a favour before taking that big leap into a much worse situation, matey.

July 25, 2000
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Dont take your own life. My fiance took his own life and it has hurt me so deeply and all his family and my young children. What ever problems you have are not bad enough to take your own life and hurt the ones that do love you Care for yourself through the right channels doctors,counsiling.what ever it takes these problems are permanent you can change your life but its up to you but taking your life is not the answer this is the only life we have on earth make good of it you will miss so much
And people do care but you also have to care
God bless

July 25, 2000
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sorry i meant your problems are not
permanent life changes all the time
but its takes time. And as a mother i know your mum will forgive you for what ever you have done Get your attention in a positive way when you get help.

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