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If you could better yourself--Why did I never do this before?
May 29, 2007
3:50 pm
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I have spent a lot of my life vegging out in one form or another. My father was always shoving things into my life and I resisted. Not because I wanted to but because I wanted to push my fathers buttons. Now 24 years later I am turning a corner. I am starting to read about the world around me for the first time and I am learning and doing arts and crafts and I feel like I like it. Because I am doing it for me. I always got bad grades to piss my dad off and it only screwed me in the end. i could have gone to an ivy league university because I went to one of the best highschools in the country, but I was too busy trying to piss people off. I have spent a lot of time kicking myself but instead I am trying to move forward. its hard to do sometimes though.

May 29, 2007
5:01 pm
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hi loverbee,
When being rebellious has been a way of life, it can be really difficult to figure out what you like and learning to do things for yourself. Its great that you are doing things for yourself. You may regress here and there, I know I do. I struggle with knowing what I want, I hang out in confusionland, cause I grew up as a rebel and know I search for myself.

You never did this b4 cause you were too busy running other peoples races!


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