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I have lost my best friend
April 6, 2000
6:33 pm
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regrets
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Oh Peter what have I done? I am so sorry for being such a bitch. I promise I will be a better person, just can't leave me, not now, not when I need you, I would be so alone. I can't express how much I love you, and I know you love me too. But just because we have hit a hard place doesn't mean we should split. We are one. Without you I am only half. I love you, I love you I love you, I never wanted to hurt you, I never thought you would leave, I took you for granted and now you only hang on by a thread. Just tell me what I can do to keep you mine. I couldn't stand not being yours. Please please please don't leave me, I love you so much. I am sorry to ever have disrespected you, I am sorry that I am always so angry, you are so precious and I didn't see that until I broke you, now I regret everything and I just wish I could have you back again. I just wish things could be like before. I wish I knew I had a problem before now, I wish I could go back and change myself earlier, I wish you will take me back because I am willing to give all I have to be a better person, I am willing to do what it takes, I am willing to let you make more decisions concerning yourself, I don't need to be controlling, I didn't know it was a problem before it was too late and now you are gone. Please please please don't go, I will be better, I know I will pleasepleasepleasse I love you and can't do with out you. You are my support, you help me, you are my best friend and I am not pulling my own weight. You are so strong, I took advantage of this and now your strengths limit has been shown. I promise I will never test the limit again, I promise I will recognize my anger as it comes on and control my words, my tongue has been to sharp and you are cut. My soul is stained with your blood. I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry. Just tell me what you want but don't tell me you want to go, we both need to try, we have been blind but now it is out and we can see what need to be done to make things better. Tell me you are willing to try with me, please don't give up without trying, I gave you my heart and soul and you owe me a chance to prove that I love you as much as I say I do. I was out of line but now I can see the line better standing from afar. Let me bud in line with you, I am willing to be my best like when we met. Remember when we fell in love? We invented love all over again, gave it your own meaning, I nearly forgot what it was until now I can still remember what we had, we can do it again, please just try with me. I will move out, away from the anger, I will be my own person with out the rest of them. I used to be so good, now I have learned to be bad, I can be good again. I will do it on my own you will see then will you want me again? Then will you see how I can deal with anger and control myself? I will learn to be myself again. You are my best friend, I need your help on this one last thing, please help me be the best I can, don't leave me now when I need you the most. I promise you will be proud of me Stay just a minute longer, I am about to shine for you like a bright star, you will see the light of our future. I love you.

May 29, 2000
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i just know what it is. my best friend has a temper which hits straight at my heart. i have been hurt before by a man and this friend stood by me gave me strength. but his temper hits me hard and i don't know if i have the strength to go over it all again. true love is friendship at its most ideal: where both give each other the right enough space. if your friend gives you another chance take it and make it. these relationships happen once in a life time: it takes time, patience and love(lots of it) to nurture it but then it blossoms into the most beautiful emotion humans can experience. all the best,
ruya.

May 29, 2000
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How wonderful is your love.What else anyone wants from love more than what you offer?! Poor Peter, I think he loses a lot by leaving you.

Even though you regret being angry,people in good relationships express and accept anger (and other emotions as well) as long as it is not out of hand.

We can't change the past.The best thing is to accept what was and to be what is. If Peter insisted on leaving you(I know it is hell),you have to face it,accept it, and then deal with it.

Good Luck.

May 29, 2000
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Dear Regrets:
It sounds to me as if it was a good thing that you both split. every single thing that you say in your "love" letter expresses NEED and FEAR OF BEING ALONE and major codep characteristics. You are not whole without him you say, you need to be whole without anyone. YOu lost yourself in the relationship and probably spent time trying to change and control him because you fell in love with his potential not with him.
He was probably a jerk off to you, you neednt blame yourself for what happened, it really is best. YOu need to do a lot of work on yourself before you get into another relationship

June 7, 2000
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Guys seemed to be different when it comes to relationships. As womem we might gave, loved, listened and we are so sure that 'special person' in our life is also experiencing the same as what we do. I just went thru a break-up and I compeletly was not able to understand my ex-boyfriend's behavior. Even he admit he was not sure why exactly he choose to end it this way.

I am having a hard time too. But the more I read and listened to other's experience, the more I think "In live, not everything happened for a perfect reason. Learning to understand it may never come but learning to cope it will." So, take your time, if he comes back, give it a try. If not. Move on to your live. My problem is how to live a live that is as meaningful without him. And eventually, all of us will find our Mr. Right one day. Don't give up, it's not the end of the world.

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