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I don't know what to do anymore?
March 14, 2016
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At high school I was really popular, but that all changed when a girl came in and started to be my friend. Then she started spreading rumours about me, some of the rumours what were spread around got to me. They were, that I had a threesome with my neighbours who I practically treat as brothers, another one was that I got raped by my ex-boyfriend’s father and himself, that I killed my uncle when I was 5 and killed my grandparents when I was 12 and so on, they were so brutal and this was coming from a girl who was only 14. Since then, I have been having so many dark thoughts. In year 9 I tried to have an overdose and was hoping that I could get away from everyone and it was nearly going to plan. I then tried running away from home so I wouldn't need to be hearing what they where saying to me and again it nearly went to plan but one of my father’s friends found me on his way over. Then in year 10 I tried killing myself again but mum walked in and found out before I could do anything. Since they found out my family has been treating me differently, I would wake up one day and they would force me to eat and they would force me to stay at school or otherwise they would tell everyone about it. But after a year they started to stop making me to eat and they would make sure that I would have nothing to eat or drink at home and at school. The only way I could drink or eat was if I was at school, out with my neighbours or out with my family. So I don't know what to do anymore? I want to kill myself but every time I try to someone would walk in or it won't go the way I want it to go. I just don't know anymore.

What do you think? What should i do?

March 26, 2016
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Dearest Winter,
what you wrote took a lot of courage and it really disturbed me to think that your solution to being bullied was to try and end your life. Why would you feel this way when you know that the girl was just spreading malicious gossip? Never feel bad about yourself because of what others might believe to be true and is not at all true. If I was in your situation, I would get myself some paper and make a list of all the things you like about yourself and all the things you are grateful for. If you have not told your parents about what this girl has been doing to you at school, it might be a good idea to tell them the entire story from the beginning. Obviously they are pretty scared that you might hurt yourself or try to take your own precious life. Even if you are not popular or you do not have even one good friend, you have your family and above all else you have yourself and hopefully some faith in a power much greater than any human being. Do you believe in God? If you have any kind of belief in a power greater than yourself, take some time to develop a relationship in writing with this power and pray to see that your life is worth living and that you have been blessed to be healthy and alive. Every time you feel sad or desperate, sit down and make a list for everything you are grateful for. Think about people that might not have good health. You might even want to pray for this girl who spread those horrible rumors about you. Obviously she is not well to do such a thing to you or to anyone. All you ever have to do is to be yourself and take care of yourself. Do not worry what others think or choose to believe. Real friends that you make in the future will trust you and always come to you to discuss rumors before they decide to believe them. Please take your mind away from thinking about harming yourself and focus on all the great things that can happen to you in your future.
One day

March 27, 2016
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Suicide Hotline Information
Cleveland
Mobile Crisis Team
1736 Superior Ave.
Cleveland, OH 44115

Crisis Phones:
(216) 623-6888
24 hrs./7 days

Mental Health Services, Inc.
1736 Superior Ave.
Cleveland, OH 44115

Business Phones:
(216) 623-6555

You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.
My name is what hoes tend to mention, keep talking bitches, I love the attention. →

March 28, 2016
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Sketchie,
Thanks for adding that important contact information for Winter. Why do you always end your post with that quote and can you explain what it means?
Thanks
Oneday

March 28, 2016
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ODTWP,
You are welcome. What quote?

You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.
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March 29, 2016
10:45 am
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Sketchie,
maybe someone else wrote that sentence, but it's just a little disturbing. Can you log back in and see the sentence that is there right under your reply to me? If you wrote that, can I ask you why you are so angry and with whom you are angry with? If you did not write these words, then can you please let the moderator know that someone is writing quotes or sentences that are not in keeping with a forum that I thought was to try and help others. Do you think that I should not have written the reply that I did? I think most people, particularly the younger group of people who seriously contemplate thoughts of suicide have full and easy access to help lines all over the world, but sometimes they just need someone to offer them some perspective and guidance because they are so distraught and overwhelmed. Obviously Winter will get the correct counseling if she takes the initiative to contact the suicide line (at least I hope), but it might be too scary for her to do that and who knows what plan of action they might decide is best for her. I don't know, but from what I was reading, she really needed someone to listen and give her some confidence and guidance. It's a shame that often times the people who come to this site just randomly leave these posts but we never hear back from them. We can only hope she is o.k.
One day

March 30, 2016
4:34 pm
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O.M.G.! Do you think that I am Winter? I do not have a substance abuse issue and do not require any of those services you listed. Why would you consider my offer of support a co-dependent approach? There are many ways to help a person and listing available services is not the only way to go. I have not asked for you to make an assessment of my needs or asked for advice from you. I asked you why you wrote that sentence or quote and you have still avoided answering this simple question. Maybe YOU can reach out to your posted services. Any person who writes such a thing obviously is having some really intensive anger issues. I see that this site has turned into a way for people to advertise their professional counseling services. When you are a really good therapist, it is not really necessary to advertise. Please stop trying to evaluate me or refer me to sites that I have not asked to hear about. You just take care of yourself and let me worry about myself. Try to think about why you wrote such a horrid thing instead of wasting your time listing services to someone you don't even begin to know.
Next time, try honesty or if that was not you who wrote that, take my advice and contact the site moderator to have it removed.

March 30, 2016
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ODTWP O.M.G. ! JUST STOP TALKING! I'm sure that whatever you want to say can wait until you are smarter.

You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.
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March 31, 2016
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Smarter? Ha Ha Ha that is really very funny:) You have yourself a great day Sketchie! By the way, your name really suits you!!

March 31, 2016
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ODTWP Don't get insulted, but is your job devoted to spreading ignorance? Ordinarily people live and learn. You just live.

You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.
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March 31, 2016
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Sketchie,
guess what?
You can say whatever you want to about me and I am never going to get insulted. Maybe you should try to think why that is? In fact Sketchie, take your time and write an entire piece about me and have it published all over the internet. Have fun!

March 31, 2016
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ODTWP How did you get here? Did someone leave your cage open?

You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.
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March 31, 2016
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Sketchie,
from where I am standing there are no cages. From what I can see, I got here all by myself and I have been here much longer than you. I don't build cages or walls, I build bridges. I don't believe in locking down anything, not people, not structures. I leave all the gates open both for myself and for others who may wish to enter. If there are keys that I have, they are mine to open the doors that I have worked hard to have the right to open and close as I see fit. When it's time, I might get to go through new doors. Again, you pretend to know so much about me, but you have honestly said nothing of any substance because the reality is you know nothing about me. You can keep trying to hurt me, but it's not going to work out in the end. If it makes you feel better about yourself, you are most welcome to carry on. You seem to be enjoying yourself, so keep going and let it all out.
One Day This Shall Pass

March 31, 2016
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ONE DAY THIS WILL PASS

YOU ARE A STRANGE LITTLE WOMAN AND YOU HAVE MY PITY.

SKETCHIE

You can say anything about me, but I am who I am & that’s something you could never be.
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March 31, 2016
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Sketchie,
well whether I am male or female makes totally no difference. I do not need your pity. I am strange for sure. I will certainly give you that to call me! Be well. One day.

March 31, 2016
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ONE DAY,,,,
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.

THE END

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My name is what hoes tend to mention, keep talking bitches, I love the attention. →

September 29, 2016
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That could be a form of perjury or oral defamation. You can file a case against that person slandering your reputation. Consult a lawyer or legal counsel.

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