Hi MumuB, I do remember you, of course, and all you have been going through. After I post and don't get any responses, I feel it will do no good to continue posting if the person is not here to see my posts. I did answer your last posts though and pretty much said the same as what is being said on the other thread you started on here. We can only be here for support to encourage you to get the help you so badly need, but you need to take the first steps to get started. Like writing down the problems perhaps, calling your counselor or another one, maybe and then following through with an appointment. It is these first little steps which will bring us out of our problems. Then continue from there, keep writing down the problems, keep a journal everyday of what is going on and just go to the appointments because it is better to go and try than not to and try to figure everything out by yourself. We probably all need other opinions at times because we can only see one side of the picture, you know. If you need to job search again this will also help you become stronger so you can continue working somewhere else if you need to. The same there as you can write down places which are possibilities to work at which either you want to work at or ones which you know are hiring and then start working on your resumes or things you want to put down on applications and have that information handy. Just take it with you then all written down. Writing down these things ahead of time helps you because then if you're nervous when you go, you have the information right there in your pocket with you and don't have to try to think about it if you're feeling confused at the time. It is just one little step to help you get to where you want to be. And as always, I wish you the very best, okay. Love, TW

Hi MumuB, Yes, she may be able to give you a referral or at least tell you where to look for a good one. It will put you on a good start, I think before you go on to univ. I wish you the best with your grades and hope you will like where you will be going next. I hope you will keep posting, okay. Take care, okay. Love, TW