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I AM I GOING CRAZY
October 6, 2001
11:50 am
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kaseey
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THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I FEEL LIKE MAYBE I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED WHEN I WAS LITTLE GIRL. I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING BUTI DO REMEMBER BEING 5 YEARS OLD AND TOUCHING OTHER GIRLS PRIVATE PARTS KNOWING IT WAS WRONG. I AM STRAIGHT. I ONE DAY ONE TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I BEHAVED LIKE THIS WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL.
WAS THIS NORMAL BEHAVIOR.

October 6, 2001
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Well, I think it's perfectly natural for kids that young to play doctor in some way. Not quite with an adult, but I think we've all been there. As for same sex... well I remember my curiosity of seeing a kid who was uncircumsized. It was odd seeing someone different than myself and I wanted to get a good look. Apart from that, and occasionally playing swords, I don't remember anything else that was so damaging.

But I know where you're coming from. Sometimes I have a very vague memory of possible sexual abuse. Something deep down tells me it was just a dream... But other times I'm not so sure. The only thing I can remember is that I was in a strange house, and some man I didn't know put his thing in my mouth and told me not to bite down. I bit down and gnashed my teeth until I was able to pull loose. To this day I'm not sure if it was all a bad dream or not. It probably was a dream since I'm not aware of ever having been assaulted in my childhood.

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