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How I feel today!
June 29, 2006
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Guilt and pain overwhelm me, it penetrates deep into my soul, so much that I doubt my life could ever feel completely whole.

That no matter what I try to do I can never find that peace, that happiness I so desperately need to set my mind at ease.

I dream of a day that I wont feel the emptiness that lurks inside of me
To cast away all the demons and a bright future I could see.

I doubt everything I feel and everything I think,
Nothing fills this hole the further I will sink.

I try to open up with a new optimism on life and what could possibly be,
but I’m only given rejection and the same undying grief.

I”ve always known that God tells us to live, laugh and play,
To face each day with refreshing hearts come what may.
But to me each day is just the same as the day before,
On the surface I can smile but inside the pain I cant ignore.

June 29, 2006
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OH..wow...this is EXACTLY how I felt yesterday..and Sunday...EXACTLY...I'm happy to say I am feeling better today...but...I know, that those feelings..up ^ there will be back..

(((Codep)))

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June 29, 2006
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Thank you so much Soul

(((hugs back)))

June 29, 2006
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OH and It's great that you feel better today, I know that I will too but as you say it always inevitably haunts you again...I guess thats why they say you have to take one day at a time and take advantage of the good when you have it..
Enjoy your beautiful day...

June 29, 2006
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HI Codep and Soulsister:

I'd like to discuss this w/ you but cannot in support. If you'd like we can go up on libs and discuss it there. I'll open a thread called Daily Living.

June 29, 2006
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I'll be over in a little while..kids want to use the computer...

See ya there...Love Soul

June 29, 2006
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Good Morning Codep, this is Nappy, how are you doing. Be rejoice in this day that you never seen before. Thank god for you being alive in this world because he made you a special person. We have to fill that void or that hole that is in our life and smile. Sometimes that we may feel like we are the only ones but there are million of people that is probably going through the same things. I was feeling like that today but I had to ask god to feel my heart with gladness.
Get back with me so that we can talk.
(((smile) and much (((hugs)
Nappy

June 29, 2006
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Nappy;
Thank you for thinking of me today, we are over in the lib threads under "daily living" discussing. Come join in if you'd like and if not thats ok too 😉
But regardless thank you for your thoughts and inspiration today!

June 29, 2006
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i feel awful and nobody will help at all 🙁
what is depression?

June 29, 2006
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mum:
Depression for me is this overwhelming sense of lonliness and hoplessness. I"m fortunate and strong enough to know that better days are ahead and I fight very hard to rid myself of the negative thoughts that come my way. Sometimes it's so very hard and just when I think I've overcame it, It overcomes me and it's so hard to pull myself up but I do eventually. sometimes I think it's ok to feel bad, I think that is a part of healing our pain, but when you're struggling too hard and you cant do it on your own there is alot of help for you out there. The counseling helps alot also sometimes medication. If ever you feel so overwhelmed that you cant pull yourself up seek help it's ok to do that, we all need help sometimes.

June 29, 2006
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(((mumubaby89)))

I'm here..I'm doing daycare...8 kids..so, I'm here and then not...Are you ok??

Love Soul

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