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September 6, 2002
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This was a really busy summer. I just could not write in. Took Angel Boy to college - dropped him off - I was lucky he let me out of the car - just wanted to give me the bum's rush. I got asked out on a date! The guy is cute - and tall. Supposed to go out with him tonight. I think I have been stood up. Feeling a bit sorry for myself, and at the same time, a bit relieved! I haven't had any type of realtionship in over 2 years now. Any way the guy looked too cute - I told my co-workers that he looks too cute for me - kind of lihe the country club guy. They all laughed at me and said I looked like a country club person. But I told them, you know I am not! So I worried about the damn date and decided that I was just going to be myself - that way I would not have to worry about hearing from the guy again. It is not a real ego booster to get stood up - ya know! Especially after a 2-year sabbatical of men. Hello everyone - hope you are all doing well.

September 6, 2002
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Capj! So great to see you, and see that you're getting asked out! Don't worry about the standups. Pfff. He might have a really good excuse, or he might be really flaky, or he might just be an ass. But, you're putting yourself out there, trying to be yourself, and that's great.

If the dude doesn't show up, wanna join me for a margarita in Seattle?

September 6, 2002
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I would love too! Seattle is rated the best, or one of the best cities in the U.S.! You don't know how much I would love a margarita, but unfortunately I would loose my good standing and 14 years of sobriety with AA if I did. But thanks ever so much for the invitation. If you like, please come to the garden spot of the world - Pittsburgh, PA - I will take you out for a drink and I wil have a non-alcoholic drink.

September 6, 2002
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No kidding, PA? My old neck of the woods, I hail from the northeastern corner of that lovely state. Non-alchie margaritas taste a little harsh, but how about a virgin strawberry daquiri? *grin*

September 7, 2002
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I understand that, just can't go through the exercise any more = skin is too thin. Maybe they can sell thick skin next to the sunscreeners.

September 7, 2002
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And some of us are just friggin rejects. I just cannot tolerate any rejection. I have tried so hard and so long. I feel like every direction has been friggin rejection. My marriages, my friends, my job. I would like a gun to blow my brains out. I need to be put out of my misery = permanently. Life is too friggin painful. I don't know what I have done but any human contact I have is always too painful and bad. I feel like the born loser plus. I just can't cope any more and i don't want to. If this is teh quality of life I get to live with, I don't want it,, but I cannnot change it either.

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