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Having a really rough day...DS
June 2, 2006
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HI guys...

I am really struggling today. I am going back and forth between being happy and crying my eyes out. I literally cannot go more than 30 minutes without my mood changing. I'm about to the point of just not taking my meds and drinking myself into oblivion, cuz my meds really aren't working.

If they were I wouldn't be so moody. I just give up on all of this bullshit. I'm done. I'm gonna go fix a drink and forget about it.

If anyone has any advice please tell me.

I need help!!!

DS

June 2, 2006
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DS, i had the same problem about a year ago, and i did stop taking my meds... it didn't get me anywhere but in the hospital... so i started up on them again. of course, i stopped. i just don't find them working, but i always find myself in a similar situation that you're in - crying, being happy, crying... i know i usually take a nap... cry myself to sleep, and then i *usually* wake up feeling better... i wish i could help more, i don't know how useful this will be for you, but i tried... i hope you're feeling better soon *hugs*

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June 2, 2006
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Ilearned along time ago the more you medicate yourself the longer it takes to get over somthing. If you have a clear mind you can figure things out easier. It is okay to cry and get mad. Get it all out and see what happens. I know easier said then done. But your problems just linger when your high

June 2, 2006
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(((DS)))

Try to pinpoint the reason for your anger, depression or whatever.

I've had a trying time a few days ago due to my supervisor being unfair to me. I was so depressed, I cried, I journaled, and I meditated and finally I managed to forgive her and I really felt better.

I recommend you to do the same!

Trials and tough times are part of our life and we must face them head-on rather than run away from them or medicate them away all the time.

(((Hugs & Prayers)))

June 3, 2006
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I drank myself into oblivion last night. I had my best friend over and she had one drink with me and I just kept drinking. It was great. I forgot about everything. Now I'm going crazy cuz I am broke and my car needs a new distributor cap, so I'm just kinda going back and forth again with my moods.

Everything makes me cry, and I'm laughing occasionally, usually at stupid stuff.

I saw the surgeon about my elbow, and I had a steroid injection, and I'm in a splint and doing physical therapy for at least 6 weeks.

I can't seem to get a break anywhere.

Life SUCKS!!!

~DS

June 3, 2006
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Hi DS: Sorry to hear you're still having a tough time of it. Seems like life can drop things in buckets on us sometimes, but it usually gets better. Its just when we're in the midst of it, its hard to see a way out, but things usually dissipate on their own.

I hope that the drinking will subside too, only because if you're already depressed, thats not going to help anything in the long run. Its only a temporary fix. I worry about the drinking when you're on meds too. Please, please, please be careful.

((((DS))))

SD

June 3, 2006
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sd....I am being careful. I don't drink on a regular basis, and when I do, I don't take my meds, so it's all good. I rarely drink at all, but on those occasions when I do, I am very careful.

Thanks

DS

June 4, 2006
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This has turned into the weekend from HELL. At first I was just having what I thought was a bad day. Now I am anxious, and I am dreading the continuationof this day(Sunday).

I really thought I was ok with this whole thing, and now, it turns out, I am FAR from ok.

See, my ex-husband is getting married today. I haven't even gotten the papers in the mail yet. He says he's gotten his copies, but I have yet to get mine. I don't give a rip that he's getting married. What's bothering me is that my sister went across the country to go to the wedding. (Yeah, I thought it was pretty F**KED up, too.) My ex, and my brother-in-law are friends. My ex used to work for my bro-in-law. So anyway, they went cross-country this weekend, so not only do I have the blow of this, but I am ALONE since they are gone. I think I am literally going CRAZY!!!

My ex and I have been seperated for 5 years, this isn't the problem. My SISTER went to my EXES freakin' wedding. This is total bullshit if you ask me, which no one has, I realize that, but at this point I DON'T CARE!!!

Someone, anyone......help me!!! PLEASE!!!

DS

June 4, 2006
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PS...I meant copies of our divorce papers.

June 5, 2006
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Dear Depression,

I'm so sorry. About the break-up, the disappointments, the intense pain and the betrayal by your own sister.

I know there are people "out there" who are trying so hard to be politically correct that they think they can remain friends with both people when their friends divorce.

I know when I am angry with everyone I am just not going to get any hugs.

I know that I am very tired of trying to have a relationship with someone who will not stop diving into a bottle for solace when his emotions are scratched.

Depression, you really come across as someone I would enjoy hanging out with and getting to know. I like the attitude when it is buoyed up with some humor.....

You really really have a right to your feelings. I think they are very very important and real.

How are you doing now that the DAY is over?

June 5, 2006
4:22 pm
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I'm alive, Brynnie. Sometimes I wish I wasn't, but I am.

I reposted on a new thread, because the whole rough "day" thing just wasn't working, this was a whole flippin weekend from hell.

So anyway, there's more on the thread "Someone help me...PLEASE"

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