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goodbye-lluvia
March 20, 2009
5:24 pm
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Lluvia
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i find myself searching for answers.
i find my dependency on others is big. i did the unthinkable and spoke out. something i never thought id do. and i see where that has broght me. it didnt matter that i said anything. to keep the peace everything is on the downlow. i cant speak. so now i know the truth. even if they did suspect or see what had happened for so long it was never ment to be called out. the difference now is i know. i dont care what others think of me. the only opinion that matters is mine for i know what ive been and am going through and i know im not a bad person.

i have cut off from people outside this site. completely. they may think im rude but it doesnt matter what they think. i dont care. i have been so used to my isolation that once i got out and opened up i saw the truth. i should of stayed in my bubble.

now im cutting off from the people in this site too.

this is my goodbye

no one knows what will happen. the future is so unknown and variant. soon i will just fade off into the night. after all that's what im supposed to do

i havent updated on what's been going on. i didnt want to talk about it not even here.

i just wanted to say goodbye and thanks for showing that there are good people out somewhere. but i just cant...not again

i can say i tried at the least. and the people who were to protect and watch out for me failed me.

after all im just a kid. what do i know, right?

ignorance is bliss. i know that now. so i will do as they please and fade off into the background.

once older and gained strength i will educate them and ROCK THE DAMN BOAT AGAIN making sure if im pushed off the boat im taking the pushers with me. so i wont be left on this island alone. so they'd have to face the truth. so this won't happen again.

goodbye

March 20, 2009
5:27 pm
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oh the other post about knowing i will have a future going to college yeah i ment it.

but on my own.

March 20, 2009
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Do you want to talk about it?

March 23, 2009
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Lluvia,

You know - I GET where you are coming from!

(What a fricking shitty-ass system!!!!!!)

I mean....a real fricking SHAME!!!!!

I GET your message here and all I have to say is that you must do what you have to do - period!!!!!

I am NOT going to get back on the bandwagon and suggest to you contacting the #s under this and split personality thread.

You KNOW what time it is......

Great gosh almighty - I just WISH TO HELL you had just ONE DAMNED common-sense adult around you who can help to guide you.........

In any event honey, I WILL be thinking about you....and please know that you can come back here any ole time of night and day....

((((Lluvia))))

March 23, 2009
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Lluvia,

I will be here for you when you are able to come back. I believe in you and wished I could be there to help you.

Be strong my friend. You are wiser then most adults.

Z

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