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Feeling VERY depressed, and getting suicidal
September 9, 2005
9:04 pm
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hey ali~

sleep is always a good thing. i don't care what anyone says, it's never a bad thing.

anyway, i would like to be truly happy, too, but at this point, i'll take whatever shred of happiness i can get, no matter the source.

i'm just checkin in before i get ready for work. it's 7 pm and i gotta do a few more things, (like eat, maybe), before i go in at 9. i'll hang around for a few minutes, but then i gotta go.

still feeling like i've been shot at and missed, shit at and hit. been coughing so hard my whole mid-section is sore. my oldest niece keeps asking me if she's gonna get sick too....she's driving me nuts!!! she's 14 and it would totally screw up her social life if she got sick. i told her that she might get it, and too bad, that's life, it's that time of year!!!

that "vacation" i talked about this morning? well, i'm REALLY fighting the urge to just get in my car and leave right now! i've even contemplated doing something, somehow, to make me sleep for like 3 days straight, no waking up, no having to eat, or pee....oh that sounds so nice...

ok, brain train derailed again.

i think i'm going to call the dr. on monday, and tell them that, although i'm not truly in a crisis, i need help, NOW! the word crisis freaks me out, cuz that means "loony bin" in my vocabulary. i just need something sooner, as opposed to later.

i'll try to check in tomorrow morning when i get home from work, but i need to go to sleep as soon as i can, because my sister is having a huge party for my bro-in-law's b-day, and i won't be able to sleep late.

love you all!

~ds78

September 9, 2005
10:36 pm
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ds78,

Thinking of you tonight, hope you have fun at the party tomorrow. Socializing may be just the "medicine" you need right now.

alicat,

Your empathy and caring are truly touching...blessings to you.

Hugs to all,

CM

September 10, 2005
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ok, it's 11:45 am and I'm just now getting ready to go to bed, this really sucks. i had probably the worst night of my night last night.

had a customer draw a gun on me and my co-worker and our asst. manager.

feeling really freaked out right now, kind of stunned, not really sure what emotions i'm feeling exactly. i'm exhausted, but too freaked out to sleep.

gonna go to bed anyway, cuz i have to get up in 4 hours...

if anyone can help me with this whole thing, please respond.

~ds78

September 10, 2005
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hi guys...

just thought i'd check in again, apparently, no one's seen my post yet. i'm getting ready to go to work, but i'll be here for a few minutes, i really need some help, please!!

~ds78

September 11, 2005
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Dep:

Honey, what exactly are you looking for a response to? I'd really like to be of help, but am not sure what you are looking for specifically.

September 11, 2005
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please see my new thread

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