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Feeling like the world is against me....
November 3, 2006
11:15 pm
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ScaredinMichigan
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Why is it that no matter how hard I try it just gets worse? I care so much about people, I try to be selfless, yet I have become a selfish, miserable person? I hate me, I feel like I destroy the people that come into my life. I push everyone away, I just want to be loved...is that really so wrong? I know that I am a whiner, I have tried to talk about all of this, I have tried to let it go...it hurts so bad tonight. I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. I feel hopeless, I feel like there is no way out..I can't keep doing this..!! I started to see the light at the end of the tunnel, then the flame got blown out just like it always does. I can't keep doing this..It hurts, and I am tired. I care about everyone and I want to help in any way I can...it just hurts right now. I just feel like no matter what I do or say it is the wrong thing, someone is always upset. The truth is I am a miserable person who hates mself, and nights like tonight I feel like I have nothing to offer the people in my life...I feel like I am fighting a battle that I will never win. I honestly, just feel like giving up.

November 3, 2006
11:47 pm
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mich, please come home, we need to talk and i need you too

November 3, 2006
11:53 pm
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Mich,

Let us GIVE you what you need. Take from us right now. Give yourself permission to be selfish right now with your sisters. You know we'll pour love into your pot until it overflows. Tell us what you need from us.

November 4, 2006
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gg? cyn? r u here?

November 4, 2006
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please...

November 4, 2006
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Mich, that's how I feel lately, and a while back.. it went away for a few months and sparked back up into this inferno...

no one should have to go through this, and yet here are at least two people who are... it's times like this that i'm faithless.

November 4, 2006
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i am sorry u r this miserable too

November 4, 2006
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maybe one day it will be okay..

November 4, 2006
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doubt it but we can hope

November 4, 2006
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Thanks Blyxx for talking to me last night. I am truly sorry that you are feeling the same way about life right now that I am...Will keep you in my thoughts..Sorry I couldn't help bring you up last night, but I couldn't even do that for myself last night...Still not really able today..hope you are doing better than me today

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