Avatar
Please consider registering
guest
sp_LogInOut Log In sp_Registration Register
Register | Lost password?
Advanced Search
Forum Scope


Match



Forum Options



Minimum search word length is 3 characters - maximum search word length is 84 characters
sp_TopicIcon
feeling alone again
August 27, 2006
9:42 pm
Avatar
LthrNlace
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Hey all, just felt like venting a little. Feeling real alone the last few days. I get so emotional over the smallest things, where I want to just start bawling until I have no tears left to shed. I have so many great people around me..family, friends, coworkers. Yet, the more people around me, the more alone I feel, the more withdrawn into myself I become. Its a horrible feeling. I have been trying to put all these feelings into my faith and let go... but sometimes, that is easier in theory than to actually do it, but I am trying. I just want the one I love to come and hold me. To take the weight of my world off my shoulders like he used to do. I know its just one of those moods, but sometimes they are so hard to pull yourself out of.

August 27, 2006
9:50 pm
Avatar
CAMER
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 100
Member Since:
September 30, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

HI Lthr, hope you are doing ok, and take in all the love from your family, friends and co workers, I am sure they mean the world to you.

As for the feelings for the one you love, I am not sure of your situation, but do they love you back and is there a reason why you are not together???

August 27, 2006
9:55 pm
Avatar
penny lane
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I understand how you feel...I have felt that for the past 8 months since I broke up with my exbf...I feel unloved, not worthy, perhaps never to find love again...I keep running into men who are strange and potentially dangerous for me..I too have wonderful friends, a therapist, a great son and niece, I am beginning to wonder if I am clinically depressed...even though that has not been in my history..I have a full enough life with work, tennis, some travel...but I cant shake this. I try writing in a diary...that helps some...or taking a walk...that helps some...but i am locked in my house with the summer heat and I am finally beginning to crack....

Are you married or in a relationship now?

August 28, 2006
10:26 am
Avatar
LthrNlace
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Im not married, but been with a guy on and off for 2 years..always off for other reasons than our choice. He lives 2 hours away wich can complicate it. Plus he has some majoy health issues, legal and family stuff he has to deal with. We love each other alot, but its just not right timing.

Im under a lot of stress because in 2 weeks I take an exam to get certified in my field, and im so nervous. I really have a wonderful, blessed life, but I also cant shake this feeling. I know what ya mean penny. Going for walks, reading or listening to music help temporarily, but I wish I could be happy with what I have and not want more.

Forum Timezone: UTC -8
Most Users Ever Online: 247
Currently Online:
28
Guest(s)
Currently Browsing this Page:
1 Guest(s)
Top Posters:
onedaythiswillpass: 1134
zarathustra: 562
StronginHim77: 453
free: 433
2013ways: 431
curious64: 408
Member Stats:
Guest Posters: 49
Members: 110924
Moderators: 5
Admins: 3
Forum Stats:
Groups: 8
Forums: 74
Topics: 38537
Posts: 714209
Newest Members:
delight1080, laticia1, Corties, patrickstayes, kevinkovalsky, izzy39
Moderators: arochaIB: 1, devadmin: 9, Tincho: 0, Donn Gruta: 0, Germain Palacios: 0
Administrators: admin: 21, ShiningLight: 572, emily430: 29

Copyright © 2019 MH Sub I, LLC. All rights reserved. Terms of Use | Privacy Policy | Cookie Policy | Health Disclaimer