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fed up with trying
September 8, 2005
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Lass
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CAT--

ALSO-- I was on Paxil and it made me murderously angry and unhappy, and damn near killed me (c'mere and try to sue me for that, and I'll have yer butt, Smith - Kline/ Beecham!!!! )

I do not advise as a doctor or medical professional, but from personal experience, the meds made my situation FAR FAR WORSE.

Get off 'em. Don't be a human lab rat.

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LASS

September 9, 2005
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still reading... will respond soon... got home late from work again... something sad happened there (not to me) and I am very upset and concerned about this little girl that comes in all the time. it's a long story and i am tired... i will catch up this weekend.

thank you all,
ella

September 9, 2005
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ELLA-

NOW YOU LISTEN TO ME. You are a very smart, loving, woman. I can tell you are bright from your writing. You write better than a lot of my doc students. Okay, you have had it tough, no doubt about it. You have had some bad breaks and you know those people in your life are not your fault. But, you know you are above all that, and their mess is not your mess. You don't own their problems. You are the beautiful, gifted Ella...a completely separate person, thank goodness for that. So, what are you gonna do about it? Break free! You need a plan. Neshie

September 9, 2005
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ELLA:

I agree w/ Neshie. You can beat this. I beat my circumstances. I wanted death, but I chose life. No, life's road has not been easy the past 24 years since then but I chose to take my pain and use it to help others. Do the same. Make somethin of yourself. They have only control you give them. Take it and run. Be who YOU want to be. Find out who YOU are. Do something important w/ your life.

September 9, 2005
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Hi Nesh and mama : )

MEE TOO. I wanted to die. I didn't feel that I deserved this life, that it was a waste of a gift on me. I felt that way in 1999 and then again earlier this year. Even though I didn't feel like going to the counselor, I didn't feel like praying, I didn't feel like going out and doing different things, I didn't feel like going to work, I did it all anyway. And gradually, very gradually, it all started to be ok. I started to find a bit of peace in doing the mundane things, like cutting the grass or doing laundry. It takes time and perseverence, and I truly, truly believe I would not be the BETTER person I am at this moment if it had not been for everything I have been through.

Love to you dear--2b.

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