Maybe you're in a phase of life where you need to do some work. Maybe it's time for an emotional hibernation. If you once loved, you will again... have faith in yourself.

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I went through something similar. For the entire month of July I was paralyzed with depression. I thought I would never have the capability to live life again. I stopped eating, sleeping,and I isolated myself from everyone. The only thing that got me through (aside from counseling, and medication) was love. Love in itself is a healing thing. When you give love to the world the world gives it back 10 fold. It is something you can grasp and hold on to. I don't mean love in the sence of an intimate relationship, I mean the love I received from my family, friends, and co-workers.I gave up hiding my depression. I hid for 24 and 1/2 years. The worst thing I could have ever done was hide. It is a big weight lifted off my shoulders that others know my illness. They watched me crawl through it. In order to regain love for others and yourself think back of a time when those feelings were a part of your life. Were you happy then? What did you do to get to that place? Even though it sucks to be betrayed and abandoned, everyone goes through it at one point or another. Luckily enough, you are getting yours over with.:) Look, I am 25 years old, but I feel as though I experienced a lot for my age. Who would have thought a 24yr old female, who works full time, quite sociable,would have a nervous breakdown? It blindsided my family that's for sure.So, whychild, keep posting because this too helped me recover. Any help I can offer I will be happy to do so. BE patient. Even though it may not seem like it now, this will pass. I never thought it would but each day gets a little easier. Oh, and don't be discouraged if you feel shitty one day after having a few good days. That's how this demon usually works. Take care, and keep writing.