Avatar
Please consider registering
guest
sp_LogInOut Log In
Lost password?
Advanced Search
Forum Scope


Match



Forum Options



Minimum search word length is 3 characters - maximum search word length is 84 characters
The forums are currently locked and only available for read only access
sp_TopicIcon
do any of you live on the west coast..ie, Calif
August 13, 2005
6:20 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline
August 13, 2005
6:37 pm
Avatar
exoticflower
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 30, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I don't, but my best friend does..., why?

August 13, 2005
6:39 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

because I do and I was just wondering if there were any others that were in California

August 13, 2005
6:41 pm
Avatar
gingerleigh
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 30, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

West Coast... Seattle though.

August 13, 2005
6:42 pm
Avatar
lollipop3
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 29, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I'm an East Coast gal.....

Lolli

August 13, 2005
6:46 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Seattle isnt that far.. this is no joke though...In 1975, they found my sisters body in a wooded field near the SEATAC with a gun shot wound to the head. AT first they thought the Greenriver Killer got her.. ANd the last time I ever spoke to her she told me she never wanted to speak to me for as long as she lived and she didnt.. my moms bf was molesting her and she made me promise not to tell. but i told my dad to protect her and that was when she ran away..long time ago though..life goes on.. and on...

August 13, 2005
6:48 pm
Avatar
lollipop3
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 29, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Wow....forever....that is really horrible.

Unfortunately bad things happen in life that are so unfair.

I'm sorry about all the things you have had to deal with.

Love,
Lolli

August 13, 2005
6:54 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Thanks but I seem to have managed to either become totally numb to that situation or else gotten really good at accepting it.. I just dont let it bother me anymore..I know she forgives me and that she never meant what she said.. I have had many years to work on that one.. I only wish I could say the same for Matt.. Now that is by far the most difficult thing I have ever gone through. Not just his death like that wouldnt have been enough.. but everything that came apart directly after.. so many people trying to hurt me to be nice about it.. other words more describe their actions..the sad thing is that they were other family members.. that hurts

August 13, 2005
6:54 pm
Avatar
lollipop3
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 29, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Forever,

I would like to add something regarding your last post.....

I too was molested as a child (by a man in the neighborhood) and I told a friend whom I swore to secrecy. Anyway, she told my sister, who in turn told my parents. I was angry at her at first because I was ashamed and thought I would get in trouble if my parents found out.

I want you to know that her telling my sister was the best thing that she could have done for me. She told because she loved me and because she cared about me.

I'm sure that your sister knew in her heart how much you loved her.

Take care,
Lolli

August 13, 2005
6:58 pm
Avatar
lollipop3
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 29, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I'm sure that has been very painful for you.

It has only been six months, which is not a long time to grieve the loss of someone so important to you. In time you will find acceptance with the loss of your beloved Matt as well.

Did you happen to read my response to your earlier thread about believe in spirits and communitcating with them?

Lolli

August 13, 2005
6:58 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

no doubt about it.. I was only returning the protection that she had given me when it had happened to me.. I went to my dads house after school and my mom said that I ran away so they sent me to juvinall?? hall for running away.. How is that right to punish a child for telling the truth...anyway her and my dad got me out of there about a week later and saw to it that that @@!#@#$ got what he deserved. they never left me to deal with it on my own.. funny how everyone I am praising in my life is gone.. now I really feel alone.

August 13, 2005
7:01 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

yes lolli I did read your earlier thread
and now I guess you can sort of understand why I asked that in the first place.. thanks

August 13, 2005
9:52 pm
Avatar
Hurts_so_bad
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Hi forever,

I live on the West Coast.....southern california.

August 13, 2005
11:35 pm
Avatar
forever and a day
New Member
Members
Forum Posts: -1
Member Since:
September 27, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

I live in the foothills east of sacramento toward reno I grew up in sacramento

Forum Timezone: UTC -8
Most Users Ever Online: 349
Currently Online:
28
Guest(s)
Currently Browsing this Page:
1 Guest(s)
Top Posters:
onedaythiswillpass: 1134
zarathustra: 562
StronginHim77: 453
free: 433
2013ways: 431
curious64: 408
Member Stats:
Guest Posters: 49
Members: 111165
Moderators: 5
Admins: 3
Forum Stats:
Groups: 8
Forums: 74
Topics: 38716
Posts: 714574
Newest Members:
anissafield, Aemorph, CaitlynForlong, AndrinNetzer, MaarcusPedersen, MarcusPedersen
Moderators: arochaIB: 1, devadmin: 9, Tincho: 0, Donn Gruta: 0, Germain Palacios: 0
Administrators: admin: 21, ShiningLight: 572, emily430: 29

Copyright © 2021 MH Sub I, LLC. All rights reserved.
Terms of Use | Privacy Policy | Cookie Policy | Health Disclaimer | Do Not Sell My Personal Information