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delicates back from ny, happy new year!!!!
January 2, 2006
12:04 am
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greetings to all my much missed family. I came back on Friday nite, a day earlier than planned. If I had my way, i would have came home on the day after I arrived. This trip once again was an eye opener. Needed to see that Fla. is where I belong. The transit strike was on but didnt affect me cause I knew i wouldnt be going anywhere. Mom is 77, we had an abusive life with dad who died at 43, a blessing of freedom from fear, so she is cranky, depressed, nasty, racist and yet not, negative, verbally abusive to me, puts you down, dissappointed that Im still heavy, I can go on and on. I cried so much from her that i lost two pairs of contacts. we left the house for a fifteen minute walk for a lotto ticket. and that was the extent of leaving her cave. she doesnt drive, no long distance on phone, no microwave, no cable (3 channels) no dvd player, radio, nothing, she is like afraid to use utilities cause she lives on hardly any money. Her boyfriend of 34 years, married also, has heart disease and hasnt come around to give her the allowance of a measly 100 a week. the man is very well off and started a nice life for her sold his business and then,wamo, cut her out. oh well, talk about miserable, she did nothing but put me down, ruin holiday meal, and curse my son who is still living on streets cause he called there begging for money for food (never know if it is going to crack) that was the first time i talked to him since i left three months ago. hurt so bad, good thingis i found out i belong here, my mikey is a godsend, and i have to look at the new year as a new start, to be smarter. and so much stronger. I thought of you guys constanly, missed all. Hope your holiday was better. I wasnt expecting anything great, and wasnt disappointed. getting late, more another time. again, good to be home. moving in 4 weeks, got an apt finally, expensive but i dont care, have to get my life together with mikey. today was a disaster too, talk tomorrow. love you guys, heres to a new start for all of us, may god be by out side every where we go and give us the strength to make the right decisions in life. till tomorrow, bye. special love to mama cinnamon, hope all is well. nite all
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January 2, 2006
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i know we don't know eachother, but it's good to see you back. shocked that you can call that not a disappointing holiday.

hope all goes well for you this year! and for your mother and your son.

have a good one. i'll try to get on more to talk.

January 2, 2006
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((((((((((delicate)))))))))))))))
Wonderful to see you!!!
((((Big BIG hugs for YOuuuuuuu))))))))
I am so sorry for your rough time away, but also happy you are feeling content with your move to FLA, and that you feel you're doing the right things for yourself!!!!!!
I am so proud of you!!!
And BESt wishes for your new year, your New you, and "stuff." 🙂
keep up the GREAt work, hun!!!
Much Love to you!!!
~AW

January 2, 2006
3:20 pm
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((((((((((((((((delicate)))))))))))))))))

Welcome back! May the New Year be good to you!!!

~love charlie~XXX

January 2, 2006
4:36 pm
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Hi delicate i had read my post on my birthday first and then came and read your post and i did not know about your life.Now i do and i can relate to something containing to your mother being verbally abusive.I was treated the same way with my mother since i was a child.She has abandoned me and still puts me down but i don't talk with her since shes had me arrested in 2004.Boy its so much to tell delicate with this lady.She has put me thru a rollercoaster.My life has been like a fairytale also.I have 2 sisters half cuz shes been married 2x to their father but not married to my dad.She has lied to me and kept secrets.Long story but will tell you more.

I have missed you and i do look forward to this year being a better year for you and all of us here at this site.Lord knows delicate i need a NEW BIG CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I want to relocate also delicate cuz its nothing for me here.Most my family live in Manhattan and since i lost so many relatives over the years from sicknesses they don't try to stay close with each other.Only family i still stay close with is my 2 cousins.Don't have too many friends only a little.I most definitely want to get away from my INLAWS.They are a sick dysfunctional people.

So like you said its good to be home right?What part of florida you are at is it Miami?I may have asked you before not sure?

I am soooooooooooooooo sorry that you had to go thru that with your mother.I feel your pain and suffering i know how that could be.But with god we will get thru this.This will be a better year for all of us.

Talk to you tomorrow.

((((((((((((Hugs and Love)))))))))))).

January 2, 2006
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hi Delicate, glad to see you posting and seems like you have been thru a whirlwind in the past few months.

You sound like you have a plan, moving in 4 weeks, getting your life back together with Mikey and i wish you the very best.

Looking forward to hearing from you more.

Love & God Bless....((Camer)))

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