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~ * ~Cyndra ~ * ~ ........hi
January 10, 2007
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Hey girl... I just want to say hi.. have not heard from you in a while and I was wondering how you have been... Still FIB Free!! I have been doing well.. Hope to talk with you soon..

love,
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January 10, 2007
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Gosh, my very own SOS signal!!

I am fine. I am still FIB free. He sent me an e-mail and a text message on Monday. I haven't responded. No need really.

My therapist fussed at me a bit and told me that I needed to take my ass back to school and finish college. I said I would think about it. I want to get so much done that going back to school is just one more thing. I just don't know if I could handle it.

Work is still work. It is a means to pay the bills, but not for much longer!!! I will be starting my own company and becoming a contractor for the IT department here. I am very excited about that.

How are the boys? I haven't checked in on the thread since Jake was sick. I know he was feeling better and they spent the weekend with SS. Who is still earning the title.

How was your birthday? Did PS try to call you?

Gosh, I really am jus behind, aren't I? LOL

Love,

Cyndra

January 10, 2007
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Girls~make sure you check my thread too! I posted on there for you both.

Love,

Clown AKA~HOT LIPS :O

February 11, 2007
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Cyndra--

I hope all is well with you..

We were very busy over the weekend..

Me and JC took the boys to a Pet Expo.. with Mandy & Milo..

We saw a Scottie and I instantly thought of you..!!

Just want you to know that I have been thinking about you..

I have been thinking about how my relationship with Pondscum was definitely an ILLUSION!!!!!!!

I think that what your therapist told you was correct... I also had to accept that I was mistreated and deserved better and be grateful that I have moved on with my life and learned a lesson...

I am still VERY ANGRY at what happened and I think for right now the anger helps to keep things in perspective for me..

I went with JC on Friday to her appointment with her therapist. I really like her therapist.. It was good to talk to him about some of the issues we have.. I did address the issue of my so-called UNFINISHED BUSINESS with Pondscum.. JC was able to be honest and open about how she feels and she wants me to NOT talk about him to her anymore-- which I think was a reasonable suggestion..

I am so glad that she is in my life. There are a lot of people who have noticed that I am much happier..(people who do NOT even know that I am involved with her can see the happiness and content)!!

Just want you to also know that I am so grateful to have you in my life for the past 4 months..

You are a very strong, loving, and caring friend.. I value our cyber friendship..

love,

**PONDSCUM FREE NEED**

February 12, 2007
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Hi Need!!!

Imagine my surprise at finding a thread just for me!!!

How are you? Things with you, JC and the boys seem to be going quite well. Those Pet Expos are sooo much fun!!! I love going to them.

JC sounds like a wonderful woman. I am glad she's made you so happy and content. I'm glad that you go to her therapy appointments with her. You two seem to have good communication.

I think the business with PS is finished. You know that if you tell him how angry you are it will just keep things going. That's what JC is concerned about. I can understand that. I think her request to not talk about him is reasonable.

That doesn't mean you have to completely eliminate mentioning him. If you did something with him or he told you about something you shouldn't have to go "my friend" or anything else. This man was a part of your life, kind of like your ex-husband.

I did receive an e-mail from FIB last week. It was one of those group things. Said nothing, meant nothing. I delted it. I guess he doesn't completely understand "Don't contact me anymore" maybe I should have said "You are dead to me" then he would have understood it? Who knows!!!

Thanks for thinking of me. I hope all is well with JC and the boys. I meant to ask you, if the baby dragon's foot falls off, will it grow another? I don't know a thing about reptiles. My ex-husband has five frogs. I don't like reptiles quite that much.

Oh, well. Glad you are still on the healing path. I'm very happy for our cyber friendship as well.

Love,
Cyndra

February 12, 2007
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Hi Cyndra--

The baby dragon's foot will NOT grow back.. She will have to adapt to having only a stub on her leg. She is able to climb onto her rock to bask in the light. What I really need to do, however, is find a home for her brother because he is getting mature..

Speaking of that, Mandy is in her first heat. Milo is only going to be 3 months old on Wednesday. He mounts her but I know that he is too immature. I will have to get her spayed soon so I do not have to worry about it..

Things are great with JC. She is a very good person..

I do understand that she has a fear that I will leave her.. and she probably feel that I will go back to Pondscum.. I have reassured her that I will NEVER go back with him..

In fact, it is DONE!!

He did, however, try to justify things. He said that he does not have a girlfriend and he told me a long time ago that he is NOT interested.. He also said that what he did (with text messaging women) was " A PHASE!!" I responded by telling him that he really screwed things up by going through a phrase (something to that extent,, I don't remember exactly what I said to him)..
He said that most MEN do things in which it comes back to them at some point.. He said that is why MEN are always in the dog house...

I will chat more later.. Matt has a street hockey game and Jake has to go to bowling.. I have to try to be at two places...

I will write more later...

love
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February 14, 2007
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Happy Valentine's Day Cyndra!!!!

Love,

Trish, Matt, Jake,
Mandy & Milo

**What a difference a Year makes.. Last Valentine's Day Pondscum asked me to marry him.. I said yes and then handed back the ring not even a week later...
How things have changed in a year..

Hope you enjoy the day..

We have snow and sleet.. Yuck!!

February 14, 2007
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Happy valentines Day Cyn. I miss you. I hope that all is well...

Mich

(((Cyn)))

February 14, 2007
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(((Cyn))) Happy Valentines Day! I hope you are having a nice day. I keep watch of the weather for my sisters and it seems that all of my sisters are in the middle of a winter storm. Take care...love you,,,gg

February 15, 2007
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Thank you for thinking of me yesterday!!! Oh, you guys are so wonderful for my spirit.

I hope you all had a great day yesterday. We had a lovely ice storm and I didn't go to work.

I feel this morning and hurt myself. I pulled a muscle in my groin, a bunch of muscles on my right side and my arm and shoulder where I stopped myself from rolling into the street. Not good. I'm out until Tuesday.

Other than that I'm okay. I love all of you. Take care of yourselves!!

February 15, 2007
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Cyndra---

So sorry to hear about your fall... This ice storm was brutal here too.. THe winds were howling last night!!

I am thinking about you and hope that you are feeling better soon..

love,
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February 15, 2007
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Thanks Need. I know the storm was brutal up there. I am glad we don't have many trees so nothing could break and damage the house.

We are supposed to get warmer temperatures next week. I hope so because I need that stuff to melt. I love snow, but I hate ice storms.

I am going to be very sore in the morning. I'm through with work until Tuesday.

How are JC and the boys? How is the animal managerie you have? You can get Mandy spayed anytime now. I know that Milo can be altered at any time. It won't affect much. Since he's not going to be a massive dog you don't have to be concerned about him reaching his full muscle mass.

Love,
Cyndra

February 16, 2007
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Hi Cyndra--

How are you feeling this morning? I am sure that you must be sore after that fall yesterday.. Be careful.. I am glad that you have off from work..

The boys have a 5 day weekend. They are off from school because of teacher in-service and then off on Monday and Tuesday for the holiday.. Nice country...America!!

They are going tonight with slugshit until Sunday night.

We took Milo to the vet this morning. He is GROWING.. He is now 6 pounds.!!

THe rest of the animals are doing well.. thanks for asking..
The baby dragons are getting big.. they are both shedding.. The male (which we call Monster Junior), is starting to mature.. He now head bobs and his beard turns black to attract the female -- which is his sister.. so I am going to be busy in getting rid of them both soon...

JC is alright.. I am having some issues with her but they are issues that are not related to gender..

She tends to be extremely clingy.. I did tell her therapist that I have been involved in codependent relationships and how unhealthy it makes me feel. We did talk about asserting boundaries. I am proud of myself because I have been able to communicate with her what I need..

I have to admit that in some ways I am still missing pondscum. I am not sure what this is all about.. Trying to work through these feelings..

I hope that you have a nice and relaxing day..

Matt has a street hockey make-up games today before he leaves to go with SS..

THen I am working tonight from 6-11pm.. while JC is working 3-11pm.

love,

NEED

***********(((CYNDRA)))**************

March 11, 2007
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Just wanted to say hello... Check out the post on the thread to Mich if it is possible..

I hope to catch up with you soon...

Love,

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March 11, 2007
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Hi Need,

I'll go check it out. How are you doing?

March 11, 2007
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I am exhausted... I only got a few hours of sleep...

March 11, 2007
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Take some time for you. After last night you deserve it.

March 11, 2007
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Cyndra--

That certainly does not seem possible.. I had to have the maintenance person here for the clogged toilet that could not be plundged... Then JC called me.. I don't know if I am helping or hurting the situation by talking to her (and trying to keep distance from the boys so they cannot hear any of the conversation), so I am drained... emotionally and physically but I keep plugging on and being stable as possible for those Sloppy Joe Chefs of mine... !!

March 11, 2007
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Hey cyn!!! I hope you are doing well...miss you girl!!! Love you, gg

March 12, 2007
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Wish you could hear your nephew's song that they made up about MILO...

🙂

love,
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March 13, 2007
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Cyn, I need a hug. I miss you girl...so much. Please know that. I hope that things are going well for you. I miss you DEARLY.

(((Cyn)))

Mich

March 13, 2007
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(((((Need)))))
(((((GG)))))
(((((Mich)))))

Hello Ladies!!!

I am coming down with some sort of bug. I'm going to go home, crawl into bed, and drink some tea. I may spike it with a bit of rum. 🙂

Need, I know it's not possible right now to take time for you, but when time permits do something that makes you feel good. It will help you more than you realize.

I've been working on my business plan and organizing things. I'm a bit scared going off into the wild world alone this way, but in the end I get to do what makes me happy and get paid while doing it.

I was reflecting the other day that what I'm doing is what FIB has wanted to do and talked about doing the entire two years we were together. I have an opportunity drop in my lap and I NEED to start my own business to take advantage of it. Boy, Karma can be a funny thing.

Have a great day and I love you all very much!!

PS I'm sure the Milo song was too cute!!

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Hi Cyndra---

I hope that you are feeling better.. The boys would love to send you something from Sloppy Joe's...

I am trying to take some time for ME... but it is hard to do... Today I did have some time for myself but I had to spend it by packing up the rest of JC's stuff and bringing it over to her sister's house. It was a relief though...

I went over to PS's house last night. He lent me the incubator for the bearded dragon eggs. Not sure if they will hatch.. It will take another two months.. Who knows.. We will just have to wait and see. 🙂

thinking of you

your sister
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Cyndra....I miss you...I love you. I hope that you are doing well.

Mich

(((Cyn)))

March 19, 2007
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Cyndra--

I hope that you are well... I am missing you... love, *Pondscum / JC Free NEED*

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