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Cerry....How are you?
September 18, 2001
12:52 pm
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Cerry,
It's Jaskid, how are you my friend? We've lost touch for a while. I have thought of you often and wondered how you were doing.
I am still struggling as most of us are, especially this last week has really dampened my spirit. Though bruised we are not Broken, and United we will stand together. I am trying to go on with the normal routine for my kids but it's been hard. Something like this makes you re-evalutate your life and ask yourself, why have I wasted so much time? What is relavant in this life...is it work, the messy house, hurt feelings? Those things seem so irrelavant in the midst of it all. We have so little time and mine has not been spent wisely, it's been spent just trying to deal with this emotional roller coaster I live on. Never the less, I have to continue to push forward for my children, they need me to be strong for them. My goals and future plans have faded and I have been just living to get through each day the best way I can.
Hope to talk to you soon...do you still have ICQ hooked up? Take Care,
Love xoxo and (((Hugs))),
:)Jaskid

September 19, 2001
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Hi Jaskid,

It has been sooo long since I have spoken with you my friend. I am not hooked up with ICQ but I do have other ways or means of communicating such as Yahoo chat line. (one on one). Its great.

I just wanted to express my sincere thoughts and prayer for you and all the other Americans. I live in Canada but even still, it does affect home. My heart cries out to all the families affected. God Bless

Jaskid, it has been some time since I have been back at this site but I do visit here and then. I have taken alot of suggestions and soul searching and have gone on to a better life. I do want to thank you for assisting me at my lowest times.

I have gone on with my life and working full time, happy and happy to say that I will be moving and going on to bigger and a more fullfilling life. I made a committment to myself and stuck with it and now feel great.

My CD is almost completed. I have accomplished so much with my music and now look forward to my copy rights being out there in the biggg world.

When I listen to the each new song, it seems to get better and better. One of my own songs made me cry and gave me goose bumps. It was so realistic. When it is finished for distribution I will send you one my friend. Thank you. ...You inspired me to go on.
I took your advise on many things and some worked out very well.
Its nice to hear from you. I have a nice scanner now, hehe, maybe I will send you a picture. Just let me know.
Take care, and God bless.
Cerry (((((HUGS))))))

September 20, 2001
1:21 pm
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Cerry,
I'm glad it's you, I was unsure.
I would love to hear you sing. I am so glad you are doing well. For a while there a thought you just might have wanted to give up, but thank God you have realized that you are beautiful and that each moment in your life is so precious. The biggest thing that I have learned since we last talked, and I am still learning is: There are just some battles that can not be won. All of the energy that I put into those things that I keep trying to fix, literally drain me. Letting go is the hardest thing to do but in the long run has been the healthiest for me. Oh by the way I got my Boy! With the 4 girls and now my precious boy our family is complete. I told my husband that if I am ever recover from this depression that I have been suffering for so long I have to focus on our children we have now and myself. I could not bear another, though I love them dearly, one more might kill me. He agreed. Things are sorta rocky for us right now because I feel that I bear all of the burdens in this life myself. He is never here. He has a full time job and just opened up a Karate School in March. I am alone.
I try and look at the big picture of it all, that someday financially we will not have to worry, but I live in the moment...What's going to get me through these next years knowing that he is not going to be there for me?
Hopefully a positive attitude and friends like you. We need to set up a time to meet in one of those chat rooms you talked about. I'm pretty flexible so let me know when and where and we can exchange #'s. Gotta go babies crying...
:)Jaskid

September 21, 2001
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Hi Jaskid,

Congrats on your new son. I am really happy for you, really. Don't get down on yourself. My mother always use to tell me, enjoy your children while they are young as they grow up very fast. I am one of 7.
You will make it Jaskid, and don't let things get you down. You have the determination and I know you will do it. It is sad that hubby is not at home much especially if your caring for all those little ones. It doesn't seem like you have much free time to yourself and I can just imagine when you do, your probably very tired. Is anyone helping you at home with the kids. I know you said that you visited your mother earlier. I bet your a great mom too. It is not hard raising children, especially if you are doing it alone when dad isn't home. That must be hard. Well, if you can't travel and can't go out much at least you equipped with a computer. If I remember right, you were having problems with your pc and you used you mom when yours was being fixed.

I had mentioned to you that I wasn't on ICQ anymore. I was getting some pretty odd messages on my end. I didn't really like either.
If you would like to talk to me on line (one to one) if you go to http://www.yahoo.com and download "Yahoo messenger) Once you are on look up [email protected]
If I am on you can contact me and we can speak then. If I am not on, leave me a message. I will definitely get back to you and we can make arrangements to talk. Does that sound great.

Take care of those little ones now. Don't worry Jaskid, you will do fine, I know you will. You have alot of heart there girl.

Cerry ((((HUGS))))

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