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can't take it anymore...
September 28, 2005
10:27 pm
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ihatemylife
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i don't want to go on anymore.. the sadness i feel just gets worse... there are no real reasons for my sadness but it gets harder and harder to take... i drink myself into an oblivion and it just in turn makes things worse. it makes the depression that i already feel even worse... i want someone to hold me and tell me that everything is ok, but even if somebody does, i know nothing will... i don't know what to do anymore... everyday i cry... the few days i start to feel better, the next day comes around the corner knocking it down making me feel low again... i have finsihed a whole 6 pack thinking it would help and now i just have one smoke left and that makes me feel worse... belive me , it's not the alcohol that makes me feel bad, i felt bad before it... i thought it would get my mind off things.. really all it did was make things worse... i know this.. but, i continue, at least i am depressed, but a little bit numb... but not numb enough to still feel all the pain that i go through.. it's hard to say what it is even over... i'm not even sure... does anyone feel complete sadness and dispare over nothing and everything all in one and not even be able to pinpoint what it even is what is making them feel this way????

September 29, 2005
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Alcohol is a depressant for one. Seeking oblivion in a bottle will get you one of three things: Dead, Locked Up, or Looney Bin. Not pretty. You always have choices. Make them. Take them.

Love, Lass

September 29, 2005
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I'd definitely go for the looney bin ... (har!)

my "theory" (in a nutshell) : if you hate your life, you probably hate 'you' or some things about 'you' too.

You will never be able to pinpoint what exactly is making you feel this way ('them' ?) about you and/or your life if you're so desperately (?) trying to run away from or avoid getting in touch with your feelings or emotions.

So please tell us some more about that (the above) if you like. This may help you lower your feelings of hopelessness.

September 29, 2005
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I wish I could hug you..I would tell you that it will be okay...Even if it's just for that moment..Please come here & vent...love, lucy

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