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Can we give our storys again?
October 25, 2006
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I came from a bad childhood, father always beating on mom and i, my sis was too young to remember. Only memories are police, running away, etc. My dad died at 43, i was 18 and it was unfortunately a relieving moment. I was born again. I married at 19 to the man i met while dad was alive (actually the only b/f that wasnt thrown down the stairs) We had two kids, divorced after 20 years. I think i always will love him in a strange way even tho he doesnt talk to me anymore. I then met Ted, was on work release from prison, oh did i fail to say #1 was a cop when we divorced. He permanently was out of prison about six months later. He was separated and had 3 kids. I was ga ga over him and i dont know why, he was opposite of ex. Jealous, possessive etc, instead of warning signs, i took them as pluses. He moved in and the party started. When we were w/o kids he worshipped me. When kids were home, he was kind of shitty. I tried to break off with him but it took putting him in jail, he did drugs again, i ran away (mom and dad memories) My older son moved nearer to his dad, my ex thought i had flipped and chris my youngest stayed. We then moved to Fla. I didnt want to but i couldnt say no. My mom was upset, my older son too. He didint want to come. In fla, it was ok when we were near his relatives, but we fought during the bad times and shopped on credit on the good times. He opened a business we bought a house, there were more fights, kids, coming and going, by force. He got addicted again. Finally arrested for something else. Spent 6 years visiting him in prison, in the meantime my son became the addict. Off andon, robbing me, pawning, leaving coming, girls, I became a prisoner in my own house. No family, 1 or 2 friends. I didnt know how to say no. I met a man who was kind and lived with my sis in law and her husb. Always admired him. Year later, we became close, i asked him to move in and help protect me from son. I knew there were more feelings. I told my husband, i wasnt coming anymore. That was the biggest shock to anyone who knew me cause my fear of him was far and beyond. Mikey, b/f, and i just picked up and left in a few months, to purposely do the tough love thing causebeing there we were no help, he is softer than me. We moved in with his friend and i became the nanny just for two months. We then found an apt. Mikey always kept in touch with my son, wanted him to know when he was ready to get off streets, we would help. Two times he came and left. The last time he stayed and we moved one month ago out of any city life. Country in fla. Son is working, sees his daughter who is out here, every weekend. Im not divorced yet, still have time. Mike just quit job where we used to live and staying permantly here. We are starting over. Not easy, my depression still kicks in, but i look at my son, and i thank God.

October 26, 2006
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my story -sexually abused at age of 9 by my grandfather not only once but a few times in and out of bad relationships both parents were abusive and husband is domenerring jelous and posssive over me i havent left too afraid to leave i dont want to find someone out their that is worser then him sometimes he treats me ok and the other times he still swears at me and calls me names belittles me and he works makes all the money and i feel like a failure as a parent and a wife thats my story

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